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bpd culture is "I love you and it's killing me"
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I want you to dig your hands into my flesh and pull all my bones out one by one and get rid of this humming ache under my skin
The way I was so upset and tired and I started to dissociate and drift off and then I got a text message from you and my mood instantly changed. I couldn’t stop smiling and I was bouncing on my feet. And you have no idea. Text me back u rat I need saving again.
I wanna talk to you so badly but then why does every conversation with you taste bitter and make me feel sick
thought of you a lot today… idk why. I miss you. You have a soft voice and warm skin.
no you guys I’m acc down so bad it’s not even funny anymore
might be a bit sensitive but it annoys the shit out of me when people throw the word anxiety around and don’t really mean it. Like when something annoys them and they say “it gives me anxiety”. No. Because you are not having anxiety okay having anxiety is when after you make any and every decision your chest gets tight and you feel sick to your stomach and immediately regret that decision and your head starts going ekekwkfbwijdfhjwdnfnidksjdfjsknddj. it’s like a clamp around your head. It’s not synonymous with disliking something.
I hate how obsessive I get. It isn’t normal, it isn’t healthy. And it does me more harm than good. You’d think though, really, that being obsessed would make someone flattered. Apparently not.
I could stare at you forever. I wish you were mine.
To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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