My Mind Flickers To The Thought Of Him And Her Just Conversing….him Not Thinking About Me At All. I

HE TEXTED ME AHAOWNDOANFHEJEHEHDNFJEOWKFHEOFNWOFHEISNEIFJEOFNSODNIEHR this has to be a a disease at some point right I mean this is not normal

The way I was so upset and tired and I started to dissociate and drift off and then I got a text message from you and my mood instantly changed. I couldn’t stop smiling and I was bouncing on my feet. And you have no idea. Text me back u rat I need saving again.

I wanna talk to you so badly but then why does every conversation with you taste bitter and make me feel sick

I hope you die, *****. Or I hope you move away forever and I never see you again. But it’d be satisfying if you just died. I wish I could forget you existed and erase all my memories of you. But it’d be more realistic if you just died.

i would literally give anything for them to be as obsessed with me as i am with them please for once in my life i'll do anything i just need this so bad

Nothing hurts more than constantly being misunderstood

TBPDFW you're in that weird state of mind where you laugh and laugh at the smallest things while inside you think the best thing would be to end your life as soon as possible. Meanwhile you can't concentrate on anything AND you can't tell what you're feeling because the non-stop laughing is confusing you. So people don't understand the danger you're about to put yourself in, and nobody is there to save you from yourself.

bpd culture is needing everyone to love you constantly

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At this point being in love with you has become a part of my personality. So what’ll happen if I stop?