(me, insane since the day i was born) sorry haha this has just been an off day for me
Idk normalize wanting nothing to do with your fp and hating them and then wanting them to stay
At this point being in love with you has become a part of my personality. So what’ll happen if I stop?
I hope he misses me.
there’s something wrong with me.
there’s something wrong with me.
there’s something wrong with me.
there’s something wrong with me.
there’s something wrong with me.
Nothing hurts more than constantly being misunderstood
I still love you. Just not enough to cry about it anymore. Just not enough to ruin my life. You are like… something that I like to look at. And listen to, talk with, joke with, be around. But something I will never have. That’s okay. I am just fine watching you from afar.
I want you to dig your hands into my flesh and pull all my bones out one by one and get rid of this humming ache under my skin
it hurts me physically that he’s not mine we’d be so disgustingly toxic and perfect together don’t you fucking see he’s literally the male version of me I want him so bad
The way I was so upset and tired and I started to dissociate and drift off and then I got a text message from you and my mood instantly changed. I couldn’t stop smiling and I was bouncing on my feet. And you have no idea. Text me back u rat I need saving again.
To avoid the sick feeling I get from talking to people about my feelings I am vomiting them out here, enjoy.
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