This Is The Highest Weight I'll Ever Be.

Being thin is no longer a want.

It’s a need.

34ting d1sord3r??? No i have a little kitten in my tummy and every time i eat im smothering him!! :((( when my tummy growls thats just him purring!!! (I’m losing my fucking mind)

i've gotten to the point where it feels worse to eat than to starve

planning to liquid fast for as long as I physically can

my dad found out I was fasting and made me eat but I'm back on it now and hopefully he won't try that again

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I have a confession to make. I actually don't like cottage cheese. I have tried every single way to make it more appealing, it just has that ₜₐₛₜₑ. *Shudders*

let's lock in together 🤍 start today , losing weight only depends on you .

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just a friendly reminder that if you don’t eat, it only takes away a burden in your life.

it sounds crazy, but think about it. you don’t have to go all “oh shoot i forgot to eat!” or rush a meal. you don’t necessarily NEED food. it’s a more of a WANT. you don’t have to deal with the tummy aches, nasty food, buying food, bloating, and body issues. so no, that snack is not necessary and you will survive without it. 🤍

My nurse and psychiatrist referred me to the eating disorder clinic and my first appointment is on the 3rd of June. I'm going to try to liquid fast until then, currently on day 3