I've Gotten To The Point Where It Feels Worse To Eat Than To Starve

why is it so much easier to st@rv3 than to just 3at less ?

reblog if you eat less than a toddler ପ(⑅ˊᵕˋ⑅)ଓ

i love the feeling of an empty stomach. i feel so light. 🤍

Hi everyone.

So if you didn't know, we have Dissociative Identity Disorder. The main part who fronts (who ran this account who I will, out of respect for his privacy, I will refer to as Newt) collapsed with really bad heart pain this evening.

After coming to, I, Joey, found out he hasn't been eating at all where possible and that's what caused this episode. He had kept us away from this knowledge with the amnesia and under the guise of "Im doing better so I dont need your help as much". We have essentially forced him away and now us protector and caretaker parts are working to get our body functioning healthily again and eating properly. We aren't sure if this will work, but for now, I'm deleting tumblr and keeping Newt away as much as possible and he is only allowed out for short periods of time.

Thank you all for the community you have given him, even if I personally don't necessarily agree with it, I understand this is your safe space.

Kind regards and well wished to you all,

Joey

the fact that literally everyone I know in my life knows I'm ⭐️ving and they won't do anything. I win!

Losing weight is hard.

Being fat is hard

Choose your HARD.

I hate my body.

if you eat, exercise. if you cant exercise, don't eat.

I feel proud for not getting the food I want to eat

"Honour your cravings" by acknowledging them and proving they can't get to you

this is the highest weight I'll ever be.

say it with me:

this is the highest weight I'll EVER be.

the only way the number can go is down.

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