Hi everyone.
So if you didn't know, we have Dissociative Identity Disorder. The main part who fronts (who ran this account who I will, out of respect for his privacy, I will refer to as Newt) collapsed with really bad heart pain this evening.
After coming to, I, Joey, found out he hasn't been eating at all where possible and that's what caused this episode. He had kept us away from this knowledge with the amnesia and under the guise of "Im doing better so I dont need your help as much". We have essentially forced him away and now us protector and caretaker parts are working to get our body functioning healthily again and eating properly. We aren't sure if this will work, but for now, I'm deleting tumblr and keeping Newt away as much as possible and he is only allowed out for short periods of time.
Thank you all for the community you have given him, even if I personally don't necessarily agree with it, I understand this is your safe space.
Kind regards and well wished to you all,
Joey
"but i'm so hvngry"
no you're not. you're just f4t and need to drink more water.
Did you eat today? Yea, I can tell.
hypothetically can i kill myself if im not at least at my gw by my birthday
Tw scary
Gaining weight
Reblog if you cried
Not even a crumb.
Fuck you food, I want to feel my stomach eating itself. Inching ever closer to my GW
Losing weight is hard.
Being fat is hard
Choose your HARD.
got told that if the eating disorder clinic can't help me, I will have to be sectioned and in forced recovery. Kill me now
Brooo, I start feeling suicidal for the stupidest shit
if you eat, exercise. if you cant exercise, don't eat.
A guy with DID, CPTSD, some kinda ED, Bipolar, and some other stuff
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