Latest Posts by bee-writes-n-spins - Page 2

a/n- bbg chuuya is on his way i promise

marina and the ada (pt 1)

cw - implied p*edophilia (by mori) in yosano’s

kunikida

“all my life, i’ve been fighting for what i believe”

a man so utterly obsessed with his ideals

but the world won’t ever align with them

he can’t help but feel that his ideal world is only make believe. he can’t help but feel that that the only why to truly live in a world of his ideals is the world in his dreams.

ranpo

“if you are not very careful, your possessions will posses you. tv taught me how to feel; now real life has no appeal”

he is the world’s greatest detective. he has the world’s greatest mind. and he knows it.

he spent all his life thinking that everyone was just as smart as he is. but he was wrong.

now, he has to stop himself every time. what he thinks is obvious cannot be said. that is what he was taught.

and when one is constantly trying to mask their true self, depression is inevitable.

yosano

“why be a wallflower when you can be a venus fly trap?”

she never had the chance to be a little girl. she had to learn to fight back.

when she worked as a nurse in the war, she had to be smart. she had to be snarky to deal with his advances.

and so, that’s how she grew up: a snarky, smart, serious girl.

i’m crying

but that’s okay

because the clouds are crying too

i’m crying because

i have no friends

but the clouds show me empathy

the clouds are the ones

who sit right beside me

and cry

the clouds are sweet

the clouds are kind

maybe i have a friend

this is posted pretty late cause the wi-fi at school sucks, but here are some pretty photos

it was fun cause we were on the grid, away from the rest of the school. me and the other guard girlies (gender neutral) had a lot of fun.

a/n- something random to hold y’all over til baby girl chuuya

marina and the decay of angels (and dazai)

dazai-

“wish i’d been a prom queen fighting for the title instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible, feeling super super super suicidal.”

dazai osamu was stuck being thrown into bad situations left and right through his childhood and adolescence

he had to learn to survive, as did everyone

he was in the mafia, running around and murdering, torturing, among other crimes

perhaps he just wanted normal teen tears that those things didn’t happen. just highschool, friends, relationships.

nikolai-

“instead of love, and trust, and laughter, all you get is happy never after.”

nikolai wanted to be with fyodor, which has always been clear.

he wanted to feel things, but felt it only made him weak. so he tried to give them all up and work with fyodor.

in attempting that, fyodor lost his life and left nikolai with sadness.

fyodor-

“need to purge the poison from our system until human beings listen. tell me, who do you think you are?”

fyodor’s goal from the beginning is to rid the world of sin. killing in the name of his god.

and which, he would let no one get in the way of his goals.

thus, he must punish those for their crimes. for their sin. for their poison.

sigma -

“i know exactly what i want and who i want to be. i know exactly why i walk and talk like a machine”

sigma isn’t human. that he knows.

normal human things don’t come naturally to him. he has to fake it.

and with faking it, one seems less human than ever. machine like, even. sigma became exactly like that.

a machine who, with just a push of a button, could be so easily altered and manipulated.

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dont ever hesitate. reblog this.

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Hiiii! I’m back at it again ;>

Like always, I wanna request a Nagito or Izuru x reader that wants to have a born to die summer and basically forces Nagito or Izuru do do it with her! I KNOW it’s like not summer but I just can’t wait for it😔

Anyways, please and thank you‼️🎀

a/n - girl i am so sorry about how late this is. i was procrastinating so hard on this and my director has been on our asses about getting the gym ready for the comp we're hosting this friday T_T also i did nagito cause my brain cannot imagine izuru in this scenerio

does he understand what it is? no. (and neither do i) is he doing it because you forced him to? yes. he's a rich boy. and he can totally afford it. running around cali with his partner might cause his fair skin a wicked sunburn, but it's all for his pookie he also likes beautiful things, and those red sunglasses? so pretty <3 also, i peg him as the type of person to make a perfectly curated playlist for the summer.

he looks at you worriedly, hiding under the umbrella shielding you two from the summer sun. "___, can we go inside?"

"but pookie! we haven't even gone in the water!" you protest, struggling to open a coke bottle. but you have to admit, the sun is beating down real hard.

suddenly, a gust a wind blows straight into your face, knocking down the umbrella and your sunglasses. nagito looks at you worriedly.

"yeah.. we can," you yell, chasing after the umbrella.

Can I request headcanons for Yandere Chiaki Nanami x reader where Chiaki is super clingy but the reader doesn't mind because it makes her look cute, please and thank you

a/n - people asking me for characters other than nagito are my roman empire/j ~enjoy~

yan!chiaki would be quite interesting.

especially if she's just so adorably tired and clingy

say, for instance, when she lets you you two leave the house:

she must be touching you in some way at all times.

she leans on your shoulder and hugs your arm on the way there. she holds your hand while you walk around. when you look down to question it, she just giggles

"it's cause i love you, ____," she says with a dangerous glimmer in her eyes.

but you have to admit, her manipulation smile has a charm to it.

she also might drag you into a game stop. pointing out games newly released games she wants to play.

"____, look! it's the game i told you about! the one with the streamer girl the slowly goes insane and the parasocial relationships?" she chimes as she hugs you. what an oddly specific description.. out of the corner of your eye you see a nearby girl trembling in fear.

things that like happen often but she'll always remind you to never pay attention to it! it's just people being weird! and she'll always remind you with her hand in yours...

a/n - before i get started on the requests in my inbox, i just wanted to show you guys a piece i wrote with my a couple of my ocs :)

Abielle sighed as her flag clanged on the floor, “god! I’m gonna fucking scream!” Why in the world couldn’t she get this damn toss right? She looked at the video on her phone as it played over and over again. It was a simple parallel toss. Open to the front, bring it behind the head, and flick. It wasn’t supposed to be this damn hard.

The sounds of her frustration echoed through the nearly empty dance gym and the only other person to hear her was her squad leader, Morgan. “Keep it in the toaster,” she mumbled through chews of her salad.

“I’m trying!” Abielle yelled back as she tossed it once more. Her arms were feeling heavy from how many times she’s done it without rest. This time, the flag flew across the gym, almost hitting Morgan.

Morgan jumped back slightly and nearly choked on her food. “Control,” she reminded.

Abielle groaned, flopping down on the hard floor, “I wanna go home!” She was tired, weak, and not to mention stressed from a week of tests and exams. She just didn’t want to do color guard at that moment despite going to sectionals on her own accord.

Aggravated, she quite literally rolled her way over to her flag. Morgan had tried so hard to hold back a giggle at Abielle’s reflection in the dance mirrors.

Once over to her flag, she wrapped the silk around her body. “I’m taking a nap,” she said dramatically while hugging the pole.

“Night-night,” Morgan chimed as she stifled a laugh.

a/n - i wanted to write a danganronpa fanfic other than nagito because you're all fools/j.

ibuki let out an exasperated sigh, fidgeting with the strings of her guitar. “even with my tuner-thingy, i can’t seem to tune it right! ibuki can’t keep doing this!” she flopped down on your shared bed. the instrument seemed to just frustrate her more and more.

“how about you take a break?” you suggested “come back with a clear head.”

the rain pitter-pattered on the roof, the perfect weather to keep ibuki feeling down. “i don’t wanna” she complained, “i want to play!”

you joined her in laying down, jumping onto the bed. “doesn’t ibuki own another guitar?” you smirked, pointing to the other, equally awesome, guitar in the corner of the room.

“you’re.. right!” she perked back up, her cheerful smile spreading across her face. she quite literally rolled off the bed and hit the floor with an oomph. springing back up, she skipped over to the spare guitar and picked it up.

“what’d i tell ‘ya?” with a laugh, you sat up.

“yeah, yeah. now here’s a song i’ve been working on, ‘i squeezed out the baby yet i have no idea who the father is’!” oh no..

omg hi!! Can I have a Nagito x reader where reader is an absolutely simp for him? Like, they follow him around like a lost puppy and occasionally get cute aggression from looking at him so they just squish his face

a/n - yeah sure! i've been itching for someone in my inbox anyways lmao. also, you didn't specify if you wanted a writing or headcanons, so i just did a drabble.

"god, nagi'! why is your hair so damn fluffy?!" you pout, nearly attacking your partner. the two of you are currently in a predicament: nagito has been tasked with making y'all's dinner, but...

"____, please get off me. you being in my arms just increases my chances of setting the kitchen on fire," he laughs awkwardly while trying to gently push you off of him. "i love you, but this is too much affection especially for you to give to someone as worthless as i."

the glare you give him could rival the knife in his hand with as sharp as it is. "number one: you're not worthless. number two: i just can't! you're just so... agh!" words can't describe how you feel about him. at this point, only sounds can.

"come on.. pretty please?" he gives you puppy dog eyes.

with a sigh, you take a step back. "fine.." you drag your feet dramatically to plop up yourself on the unused counter space.

"thank you.. now.. how am i supposed to cut a brisket?" he asks, tying up his hair.

a/n: sorry i was gone i've had my director on my ass about practicing at home

perhaps it's that he gifted you your favorite treats. or maybe it's the handwritten love poems. but it could also be the fact he bought you oh so many bouquets of your favorite flowers..

but none of that matters. none of it is needed. he doesn't physical things to show his love for you.

it's that his kisses are full of hope and dreams. it's how gentle he handles you when your bodies meet as one. it's the fact he dances with you in the stove light to songs of old.

he spins you around and right off your feet. he waltzes with you till the candles are burned and the wine is gone.

and he'll love you till his last breath.

POE, CHUUYA, dazai, LUCIFER, SIMEON, asmodeus, satan, NEUVILLETE, ZHONGLI, DAINSLEIF, childe, SEBASTIAN, NAGITO, togami, and any of your lover boy favorites

a/n: sorry i was gone i've had my director on my ass about practicing at home

perhaps it's that he gifted you your favorite treats. or maybe it's the handwritten love poems. but it could also be the fact he bought you oh so many bouquets of your favorite flowers..

but none of that matters. none of it is needed. he doesn't physical things to show his love for you.

it's that his kisses are full of hope and dreams. it's how gentle he handles you when your bodies meet as one. it's the fact he dances with you in the stove light to songs of old.

he spins you around and right off your feet. he waltzes with you till the candles are burned and the wine is gone.

and he'll love you till his last breath.

POE, CHUUYA, dazai, LUCIFER, SIMEON, asmodeus, satan, NEUVILLETE, ZHONGLI, DAINSLEIF, childe, SEBASTIAN, NAGITO, togami, and any of your lover boy favorites

a/n: sorry i was gone i've had my director on my ass about practicing at home

perhaps it's that he gifted you your favorite treats. or maybe it's the handwritten love poems. but it could also be the fact he bought you oh so many bouquets of your favorite flowers..

but none of that matters. none of it is needed. he doesn't physical things to show his love for you.

it's that his kisses are full of hope and dreams. it's how gentle he handles you when your bodies meet as one. it's the fact he dances with you in the stove light to songs of old.

he spins you around and right off your feet. he waltzes with you till the candles are burned and the wine is gone.

and he'll love you till his last breath.

POE, CHUUYA, dazai, LUCIFER, SIMEON, asmodeus, satan, NEUVILLETE, ZHONGLI, DAINSLEIF, childe, SEBASTIAN, NAGITO, togami, and any of your lover boy favorites

2 more spouses and sigma'll be henry the eighth

Umm this is the family tree I know so far

I can’t remember all of Sigma’s spouses names and Fyodor said he had more children and didn’t give me names..

Ah, this is an excellent start. Hopelessbluebird also got married to Bram at some point, and Aya is part of the Bram family as well.

And @suru1990 is one of my adopted children as well.

Hi! I’m back to request some more >:)

I’m looking for a Nagito X reader again! But this time reader has a strong personality!

An esfp kind of personality. Like a short party girl who wants to have fun! Kinda like Snooki’s from Jersey shore kinda girl!

Please and thank you!!!

(I love your work lol)🎀

a/n: absolutely, disgustingly yummy idea. also, thx! i work really hard lmao :)

first of all, as much as it tires his sickly self out, he's willing to go out of his comfort zone for you.

like, if you want to go to a party with him or maybe you want to go shopping, he and his debit card'll be there.

seriously, this man is whipped.

to add on, he enjoys listening to you ramble about anything and everyone.

talk all you want, you little socialite, cause he'll listen.

of course, when you have such an outgoing personality, it's hard for him to keep up.

sometimes, in the middle of your shopping sprees or your parties, he'll start to feel a little dizzy and winded.

so please take care of him!

but all in all, he's probably your perfect match~!

moods please dont hurt me

Ermmm... No promises sigma

Well... I did do this to myself I guess. Direct your anger towards me, not them!

hello! the name bee is adorable /ot

ANYWAYS could i request headcanons of leon and fuyuhiko (separate) with an s/o in a greaser gang (or motorcycle gang, whatevers easier for you to write)

a/n: HELL YEAH! i was really pumped to write this bc the outsiders is one of my favorite books lmao. sorry fuyuhiko's is quite short, but i tried to do him justice. anyways, enjoyyy!

leon

to start, he's probably immediately part of your little group

he's got that charismatic optimism

he even taught a few of the younger members how to play guitar

and, as reluctant as he is, he'll pitch (sorry) in if you ever need an extra player in a game of baseball

to add on, he kinda just looks the part of a greaser, if not just a bit more punk.

but on that note, in the event that you two are just trying to enjoy a nice day out and someone tries to harass the two of you, he'll give 'em a taste of their own medicine.

he's an athlete, of course he'll sock the person in the face.

also, he takes pride in his hair, so he'll sure as hell help you with yours.

need help styling?

he's on it.

all i'm saying is that he's kinda the perfect partner of a greaser

fuyuhiko

ya know how i said that if a soc or someone tried to make fun of y'all that leon would sock 'em?

yeah, fuyuhiko would send the damn yakuza after 'em.

he's an incredibly standoff-ish person

yeah, but in other news, he understands what it's like to be looked down on by society just because of the situation you're born into

also, he would totally take your whole gang under his protection.

he's an asshole but loves you and your gang to bits.

thanks for reminding me, miss lolita!

i'm in color guard (that's where i get the 'n spins' part of my name btw) and since we have our winter guard season ramping up, i'll have a slower uploading schedule from now until sometime in april!

this doesn't mean you can't send requests, it'll just take a hot sec for me to get to them.

thanks again to miss @miley-lolita for suggesting i make an update on my schedule!

Hi! Is it okay if I can have headcanons of Nagito with a fem reader who is very adoring of him, and loves to show it through words and physical touch in a simple but passionate way? Like if he's degrading himself, reader will look mad, but then gently grab his neck or jaw and capture it in a passionate, almost possessive kiss. Or if she's cuddling him, she'll cup his cheek and murmur "my beautiful baby", then capture his lips in the same way. I'm sorry if this is too specific, I'm just feeling really self indulgent rn. 😅💖

a/n: yeah! this is literally how i show affection to my bf lmao and im trying to get this out as soon as possible bc i feel bad about making you wait. please tell me if you want me to redo it! so anyways, enjoy!

to start off, this happens a lot. like, the two of you would be cuddling on the couch and nagito would just go like, "how do you love such a worthless fool?"

and your immediate response would be to give him a death glare and to (gently) grab his cheeks and say "don't you ever say that about yourself again," kiss him aggressively and then go back to cuddling.

this'll even happen out in public too. like, he'll be looking around at all the other people around and be like, "why me of all people?" and you just look him dead in the eye and start making out with him in the middle of the mall.

needless to say, you don't like his self-deprecating words.

Hi :> I have never requested anything on tumblr before lol. But I wanna see a Nagito or Izuru x (Ultimate fashion designer) (Fem or gender neutral) reader!

It can be oneshots or headcanon or WHATEVER!! But I really wanna see one of them both :)

Thank you for your time!!!🎀

a/n: uhhh sure. i have been pretty busy with winter guard rehearsals so im getting all my requests done at once lmao. and i have no idea how to write izuru. but anyways, enjoyyyy! notes: ____ is just a better way of saying y/n

nagito

so to start, i've said this before, but he will absolutely attend all of your runway shows! hell, he'll even model for you. let him be your mannequin.

he loves beautiful things! like your designs!

and he's a rich boy.

you need a really expensive type of fabric?

done.

a rare color?

already bought.

he just wants to see you be happy

you're sitting facedown at your sewing machine, frustrated about your upcoming show this weekend. things can't go any worse. three of your models got sick, one had to cancel because of a family emergency, and, to top it all off, the lace you ordered isn't gonna come in till next week!

suddenly, you hear a soft knock that breaks you out of your frustrations.

"____..? you okay?" it's the sound of your boyfriend's raspy voice.

"no. this show's got me in a tough spot and i'm literally about to scream," you grumble into the table. your mind is numb at this point.

he silently stares at you, worried for both your physical and mental health. he tip-toes over to you and gently plays with your hair.

"how 'bout you take a break..? i know it might not be the best to spend time with the likes of me, but i think you should decompress a little..."

you look up, eyes red and puffy from crying. you slightly nod.

"yeah.. i think that's for the best.."

izuru

he would genuinely be impressed

someone with an actual fashion sense?

finally, someone who doesn't bore him to death.

in all seriousness, he wants you to succeed.

so, he'll do anything to get you there

even if it means doing some... unsavory things

he is the ultimate everything.. and that includes murderer

you aways wonder just how rival designers go missing when you need them to or why a venue that initially turned you down came crawling back...

also, being the ultimate everything, he'll probably know some tips on how to do that really complex sewing pattern you've been trying for ages to figure out.

he might not like most people, but he certainly does like you.

you're relaxing by the fireplace, drawing up sketches on your tablet. winter is almost over, so it's high time you start working your spring collection.

already cozy, you feel an even cozier presence sit next to you. you smile warmly, immediately recognizing who it is.

"i see you're all warm now, my love," you giggle, giving izuru a small peck on the lips.

he nods slightly in response with a faint blush on his face. "yes indeed," he pauses for a moment as he peers over your shoulder to silently study your sketches, "don't use tool there, it'll make it look tacky."

you shrug him off. "yeah, yeah.." you say as you throw your tablet aside and cuddle to him.

he just stares down, a small smile on his face.

.

Hello! Could I order a nagito xf!reader which is the ultimate super model and is super tall and beautiful? (sorry if my English is not good, English is not my first language)

yeah sure (and your english is perfectly fine lol)!! a/n: i'm sorry on three accounts: this is the first request i've had, so it might not be good i was on vacation, so i couldn't access my laptop for a week or two. and, i probably should have specified this in the rules, i didn't know if you wanted a one-shot or headcanons but anyways, enjoy!

to start, he doesn't understand how he got such a beautiful girl. so much so, that he can't help but laugh at his own sickly face. you're absolutely perfect, and he.. well... he's just some guy

but, don't worry, you're always there to kiss him and hold him and tell him he's just as amazing.

on another note, he loves to go to your runway shows. he loves to see you model for all types of brands. he's fully supportive.

on some days when you have free time, he'll take you out shopping to find some clothes to model at home. clothes only he gets to see come off~

nagito likes beautiful things. and you are certainly one of them. from the roots of your hair to the shape of your body. you're utterly perfect. and to him, you are a sparkling ray of hope against a gloomy world of despair.

another a/n: please feel free to tell me if it needs work! i love to hear feedback!

everything happens for a reason

everything he went through. the darkness that he felt. the fear and anguish that consumed his soul.

it was all so that one day he could meet you.

on that fateful day, he was standing on that rooftop; he was about to take his own life.

that's when you showed up.

"please.. don't do this.."

words of kindness and... love...? words he had never experienced before. words that made him turn away.

tears rolled down your face as you tried to make the man step away from the ledge. he saw those tears. and he thought of what would happen if this teary-eyed bystander watched as he plummeted to his death.

and in that moment, you became his saving grace.

a/n - i really hate how this turned out but i have to feed y'all so.. DAZAI, poe GIYUU, nagito, shigaraki, and any of your self-destructive favorites

life never feels real.

he never feels real.

because whenever he wakes up, he still feels stuck in a repetitive dream.

every day: wake up. go to work. go to sleep.

it's like his life is a constant loop.

that all changes when you walk into his life. now his days look more colorful.

his days are full of your love.

his days are full of your light.

you are his reason to live.

KUNIKIDA, dazai, NEUVILETTE, zhongli, ajax, and any of your emotionally exhausted favorites!

his name was edogawa. and he was a show girl.

but that was 30 years ago when they used to have a show.

now, it's a disco. but not for edogawa.

still, in the dress he used to wear and faded feathers in his hair.

he sits there so refined and drinks himself half blind.

he lost his youth, and he lost his edgar. and he lost his mind.

on the other side of that metaphorical one-way mirror, is a trembling little boy. is a fearful child.

he's so scared. so scared they'll see past the facade he puts on to imitate those around him. so scared they'll see his true self.

that mirror is the only thing about him that shows confidence.

but then he meets you.

you're the only one who can see through as if it's a window. you're the only one who can hold that small child and tell him it's okay.

please.. just tell him it's okay..

RANPO, ango, poe, kokichi, UZUI, giyuu, and any of your falsely confident favorites!

the mask goes on the minute other people look.

make eye contact. too much, look away. now smile and nod. stop bouncing your leg. make them like you.

those are his thoughts. because too many people have called him weird. too many people have pointed and laughed. too many people made fun of him for just being himself.

oh, but you..

you remind him it's okay to unmask. you smile, listening to him ramble about his interests. you could listen for hours and never get bored.

when you notice his discomfort in a crowd. when you help him communicate when he's too overwhelmed to talk.

with you, the ribbon that holds the mask together comes undone. with you, his mask falls to the ground.

POE, RANPO, dazai, GIYUU, kenma, l lawliet, near, WANDERER, AL HATHIAM, kaveh, LYNEY, and any of your autistic favorites!

the mask goes on the minute other people look.

make eye contact. too much, look away. now smile and nod. stop bouncing your leg. make them like you.

those are his thoughts. because too many people have called him weird. too many people have pointed and laughed. too many people made fun of him for just being himself.

oh, but you..

you remind him it's okay to unmask. you smile, listening to him ramble about his interests. you could listen for hours and never get bored.

when you notice his discomfort in a crowd. when you help him communicate when he's too overwhelmed to talk.

with you, the ribbon that holds the mask together comes undone. with you, his mask falls to the ground.

POE, RANPO, dazai, GIYUU, kenma, l lawliet, near, WANDERER, AL HATHIAM, kaveh, LYNEY, and any of your autistic favorites!

Looking in the mirror is pain.

His acne-ridden face. His shaggy, greasy, unkept hair. His teeth that look like creamed corn.

Every time he looks in the mirror, it's like a monster staring back.

or at least that's what he sees.

What you see is beauty.

It's so easy for you to get lost in his eyes. His long, slender fingers that are perfect for hand holding. His soft, red lips that kiss you tenderly.

Every time you look at him, all you see is perfection.

POE, ranpo, GIYUU, obanai, and any of your self-deprecating favorites!

Sometimes, stress can get to a person.

Time and time again, you find him on the rooftop. Every time, he leans over the edge as tears roll down his cheeks. And every time, he turns around and smiles.

You're his saving grace. His heart, his world, his everything.

And every time he turns around and sees your sad smile, he can't bring himself to do it.

He truly loves you to the moon and back.

DAZAI, poe, NAGITO, korekiyo (delusional), and any of your depressed favorites!