on the other side of that metaphorical one-way mirror, is a trembling little boy. is a fearful child.
he's so scared. so scared they'll see past the facade he puts on to imitate those around him. so scared they'll see his true self.
that mirror is the only thing about him that shows confidence.
but then he meets you.
you're the only one who can see through as if it's a window. you're the only one who can hold that small child and tell him it's okay.
please.. just tell him it's okay..
RANPO, ango, poe, kokichi, UZUI, giyuu, and any of your falsely confident favorites!
reblog!! it very well could be the reason someone lives!
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normally i would post this stuff on my side blog, but i needed to reach more people.
currently, i’m doing a research project on how misogyny affects the creation of online communities for young women. i’m trying to reach as many people as possible, so please at least reblog.
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a/n - sorry i was gone guys my depression got really bad :p
he laid on the bed. the buzzing of the fan made him sick to his stomach. wrappers and clothes and cups and pages were thrown all about his room. his own mind held him back.
the days felt like a time paradox. the hours felt like torture. the minutes felt like hell. the seconds felt like death.
he needed something to hold on to. anything. just a tiny bit of hope. he needed something to pull him out of his own head. anything. just a hand to pull him out of that train wreck.
that was, until you came along.
the second his eyes fell upon you, it was almost like a weight was lifted off his shoulders. he could breathe. he could see a hopeful light.
for once in his life, the storm clouds dispersed and a rainbow began to shine through. it was like you were his saving grace.
years passed and tears passed. keeping the storm away was hard for him at times. but he held you close.
he held you tight in his arms, feeling like he had a home. somewhere and someone to lean on. someplace to go back to when things got hard. something he needed for so long.
he muttered softly: “i will never let you go.”
DAZAI, fyodor, poe, AKUTAGAWA, hobie, MIGUEL, simeon, LUCIFER, GIYUU, obanai, zhongli, NAGITO, and any other of your clinically depressed favs <3
his name was edogawa. and he was a show girl.
but that was 30 years ago when they used to have a show.
now, it's a disco. but not for edogawa.
still, in the dress he used to wear and faded feathers in his hair.
he sits there so refined and drinks himself half blind.
he lost his youth, and he lost his edgar. and he lost his mind.
life never feels real.
he never feels real.
because whenever he wakes up, he still feels stuck in a repetitive dream.
every day: wake up. go to work. go to sleep.
it's like his life is a constant loop.
that all changes when you walk into his life. now his days look more colorful.
his days are full of your love.
his days are full of your light.
you are his reason to live.
KUNIKIDA, dazai, NEUVILETTE, zhongli, ajax, and any of your emotionally exhausted favorites!
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Hello! Could I order a nagito xf!reader which is the ultimate super model and is super tall and beautiful? (sorry if my English is not good, English is not my first language)
yeah sure (and your english is perfectly fine lol)!! a/n: i'm sorry on three accounts: this is the first request i've had, so it might not be good i was on vacation, so i couldn't access my laptop for a week or two. and, i probably should have specified this in the rules, i didn't know if you wanted a one-shot or headcanons but anyways, enjoy!
to start, he doesn't understand how he got such a beautiful girl. so much so, that he can't help but laugh at his own sickly face. you're absolutely perfect, and he.. well... he's just some guy
but, don't worry, you're always there to kiss him and hold him and tell him he's just as amazing.
on another note, he loves to go to your runway shows. he loves to see you model for all types of brands. he's fully supportive.
on some days when you have free time, he'll take you out shopping to find some clothes to model at home. clothes only he gets to see come off~
nagito likes beautiful things. and you are certainly one of them. from the roots of your hair to the shape of your body. you're utterly perfect. and to him, you are a sparkling ray of hope against a gloomy world of despair.
another a/n: please feel free to tell me if it needs work! i love to hear feedback!
Can I request headcanons for Yandere Chiaki Nanami x reader where Chiaki is super clingy but the reader doesn't mind because it makes her look cute, please and thank you
a/n - people asking me for characters other than nagito are my roman empire/j ~enjoy~
yan!chiaki would be quite interesting.
especially if she's just so adorably tired and clingy
say, for instance, when she lets you you two leave the house:
she must be touching you in some way at all times.
she leans on your shoulder and hugs your arm on the way there. she holds your hand while you walk around. when you look down to question it, she just giggles
"it's cause i love you, ____," she says with a dangerous glimmer in her eyes.
but you have to admit, her manipulation smile has a charm to it.
she also might drag you into a game stop. pointing out games newly released games she wants to play.
"____, look! it's the game i told you about! the one with the streamer girl the slowly goes insane and the parasocial relationships?" she chimes as she hugs you. what an oddly specific description.. out of the corner of your eye you see a nearby girl trembling in fear.
things that like happen often but she'll always remind you to never pay attention to it! it's just people being weird! and she'll always remind you with her hand in yours...
omg hi!! Can I have a Nagito x reader where reader is an absolutely simp for him? Like, they follow him around like a lost puppy and occasionally get cute aggression from looking at him so they just squish his face
a/n - yeah sure! i've been itching for someone in my inbox anyways lmao. also, you didn't specify if you wanted a writing or headcanons, so i just did a drabble.
"god, nagi'! why is your hair so damn fluffy?!" you pout, nearly attacking your partner. the two of you are currently in a predicament: nagito has been tasked with making y'all's dinner, but...
"____, please get off me. you being in my arms just increases my chances of setting the kitchen on fire," he laughs awkwardly while trying to gently push you off of him. "i love you, but this is too much affection especially for you to give to someone as worthless as i."
the glare you give him could rival the knife in his hand with as sharp as it is. "number one: you're not worthless. number two: i just can't! you're just so... agh!" words can't describe how you feel about him. at this point, only sounds can.
"come on.. pretty please?" he gives you puppy dog eyes.
with a sigh, you take a step back. "fine.." you drag your feet dramatically to plop up yourself on the unused counter space.
"thank you.. now.. how am i supposed to cut a brisket?" he asks, tying up his hair.
𝕓𝕖𝕖 | 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪/𝕤𝕙𝕖/𝕙𝕖/𝕩𝕖 | 𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕚𝕤𝕞 + 𝕒𝕕𝕙𝕕 | 𝟙𝟝 𝕪/𝕠ℍ𝕚! 𝕄𝕪 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝔹𝕖𝕖! 𝕀 𝕖𝕟𝕛𝕠𝕪 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟, 𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕣𝕥, 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕕o𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕣 𝕘𝕦𝕒𝕣𝕕! 𝕊𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕝𝕦𝕕𝕖: - 𝔸𝕟𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕄𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕒 - 𝕄𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕔 - 𝔸𝕣𝕥 - 𝕄𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕘𝕪𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕕 𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕗𝕗𝕤
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