a/n- bbg chuuya is on his way i promise
marina and the ada (pt 1)
cw - implied p*edophilia (by mori) in yosano’s
kunikida
“all my life, i’ve been fighting for what i believe”
a man so utterly obsessed with his ideals
but the world won’t ever align with them
he can’t help but feel that his ideal world is only make believe. he can’t help but feel that that the only why to truly live in a world of his ideals is the world in his dreams.
ranpo
“if you are not very careful, your possessions will posses you. tv taught me how to feel; now real life has no appeal”
he is the world’s greatest detective. he has the world’s greatest mind. and he knows it.
he spent all his life thinking that everyone was just as smart as he is. but he was wrong.
now, he has to stop himself every time. what he thinks is obvious cannot be said. that is what he was taught.
and when one is constantly trying to mask their true self, depression is inevitable.
yosano
“why be a wallflower when you can be a venus fly trap?”
she never had the chance to be a little girl. she had to learn to fight back.
when she worked as a nurse in the war, she had to be smart. she had to be snarky to deal with his advances.
and so, that’s how she grew up: a snarky, smart, serious girl.
𝕣𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖: 𝕠𝕡𝕖𝕟!
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𝕟𝕤𝕗𝕨 (𝕚 𝕒𝕞 𝕒 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕠𝕣)
𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕚, 𝕒𝕤 𝕒 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕖𝕣, 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕦𝕟𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕗𝕪 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙
𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕗𝕪 𝕚𝕤 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕠𝕟𝕤 𝕠𝕣 𝕒 𝕠𝕟𝕖-𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥.
𝕚'𝕞 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕟 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚 𝕕𝕠 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕣 𝕘𝕦𝕒𝕣𝕕, 𝕤𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕞𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕦𝕥𝕖 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕠.
𝕦𝕟𝕝𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕚 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕠𝕞𝕤, 𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕒𝕤𝕜 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕒 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕒 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕒 𝕞𝕖𝕕𝕚𝕒. 𝕚 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕓𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕪 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕖𝕕 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕫𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕪.
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𝕕𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕓𝕪 @chachachannah
a/n - sorry i was gone guys my depression got really bad :p
he laid on the bed. the buzzing of the fan made him sick to his stomach. wrappers and clothes and cups and pages were thrown all about his room. his own mind held him back.
the days felt like a time paradox. the hours felt like torture. the minutes felt like hell. the seconds felt like death.
he needed something to hold on to. anything. just a tiny bit of hope. he needed something to pull him out of his own head. anything. just a hand to pull him out of that train wreck.
that was, until you came along.
the second his eyes fell upon you, it was almost like a weight was lifted off his shoulders. he could breathe. he could see a hopeful light.
for once in his life, the storm clouds dispersed and a rainbow began to shine through. it was like you were his saving grace.
years passed and tears passed. keeping the storm away was hard for him at times. but he held you close.
he held you tight in his arms, feeling like he had a home. somewhere and someone to lean on. someplace to go back to when things got hard. something he needed for so long.
he muttered softly: “i will never let you go.”
DAZAI, fyodor, poe, AKUTAGAWA, hobie, MIGUEL, simeon, LUCIFER, GIYUU, obanai, zhongli, NAGITO, and any other of your clinically depressed favs <3
2 more spouses and sigma'll be henry the eighth
Umm this is the family tree I know so far
I can’t remember all of Sigma’s spouses names and Fyodor said he had more children and didn’t give me names..
Ah, this is an excellent start. Hopelessbluebird also got married to Bram at some point, and Aya is part of the Bram family as well.
And @suru1990 is one of my adopted children as well.
happy (belated) birthday to ivan, dazai, and i!!
i said i would draw stuff and i did. can you tell which one was first and which one was last?
reblog!! it very well could be the reason someone lives!
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a/n – sorry, I’ve been very busy cause I’m going to state for art. i’m waiting on my letterman rn :3
he stared at his screen. what the actual fuck did you send him? his face contorted into something along the lines of disgust as the video went on. the screen was flashing with sparkles, bright pink bows, and images of dictators from WWII. all of this was set to Renai Circulation of all things.
on the other end, you were rolling around your bed and cackling loud enough to break a window. pretty sure you actually did. anyways, as a message from him popped up telling you to kill yourself, you lost it. your fingers made quick work typing a reply.
“whyyyy? :(“
“cause you look like a nazi.”
you could feel his glaring eyes through the phone. his distain towards the video spurred you and your bothersome attitude on. this went on for a while. memes and tiktoks you find in the same sphere blow up his phone. with each one, he found himself falling further and further into existential dread and quietly questioning your whole relationship.
KUNIKIDA, Akutagawa, ANGO, Byakyua, mondo, steve, BILLY, and any other of your mildly annoyed faves
this is posted pretty late cause the wi-fi at school sucks, but here are some pretty photos
it was fun cause we were on the grid, away from the rest of the school. me and the other guard girlies (gender neutral) had a lot of fun.
on the other side of that metaphorical one-way mirror, is a trembling little boy. is a fearful child.
he's so scared. so scared they'll see past the facade he puts on to imitate those around him. so scared they'll see his true self.
that mirror is the only thing about him that shows confidence.
but then he meets you.
you're the only one who can see through as if it's a window. you're the only one who can hold that small child and tell him it's okay.
please.. just tell him it's okay..
RANPO, ango, poe, kokichi, UZUI, giyuu, and any of your falsely confident favorites!
☆ Put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. It's time to spread positivity ❤︎ (/nf)
<3 thank you pookie :D/p
𝕓𝕖𝕖 | 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪/𝕤𝕙𝕖/𝕙𝕖/𝕩𝕖 | 𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕚𝕤𝕞 + 𝕒𝕕𝕙𝕕 | 𝟙𝟝 𝕪/𝕠ℍ𝕚! 𝕄𝕪 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝔹𝕖𝕖! 𝕀 𝕖𝕟𝕛𝕠𝕪 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟, 𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕣𝕥, 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕕o𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕣 𝕘𝕦𝕒𝕣𝕕! 𝕊𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕞𝕪 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕚𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕤 𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕝𝕦𝕕𝕖: - 𝔸𝕟𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕄𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕒 - 𝕄𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕔 - 𝔸𝕣𝕥 - 𝕄𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕘𝕪𝕡𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕗𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕕 𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕟𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕗𝕗𝕤
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