he’s taking care of me like no one ever did and i have no idea where this is going but i sure hope he does appreciate it as much as i do
damn this life is getting too good
Someone had drawn a basketball court on my table in biology class today
Also yesterday there was a pumpkin on my history table
Wth is going on in this school, students don’t have anything to draw on
texted a friend to tell him that 1. i was here if he ever needed anyone (bc he told me he had no one to talk to) and that 2. i've been treated unfairly and it's making me upset and his only answer was 'i need you to send me the thing i asked you for bc it's due tomorrow' and i can't believe i'm constantly trying my best for people that just couldn't care less
currently in a room with both my crushes and i think my heart's gonna stop or something
so much pressure but so much happiness at the same timeeeeee
ron: listen mate i don’t think you understand, but this blonde bloke has daddy issue-
harry, to draco: call me daddy *winks*
just logged out of instagram and i told people i was feeling out of place, i'm always left behind
and i know i'm gonna receive a lot of dms like 'hey you know i'm here for you' and all and i know they mean it but i don't need fake people that show up when i tell them i'm giving up, i need real people that can see i'm just falling apart and all i need is some real and honest company, a word, a smile, a look, anything
spent the whole day thinking about him and how i'd text him and i thought i'd do it at like 2 or 3am since i usually get very emotional
but i don't wanna be too much
i don't think waking up to a 'i wish i could be with you rn' could be anything but stressful given the situation
i'm too much
sirius: please let me put eyeliner on you just this once, we can’t go to a punk show if you’re not wearing eyeliner
remus: alright, fine
sirius: *sees remus with eyeliner on*
sirius, choking: holy fuck, i think i might be gay
Me: this is great!!! I finally have time to write! I can make some progress!
Me:
he/him • • • 'zwischen den welten bin ich gefangen' -th • • • not living, barely surviving • • • insta: @whatsmyname.rolko
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