Thanks to my SHIT self control, I gained back two or three pounds. I stood on the scale, saw the number (136.0) and started crying. I hate myself.
Not gonna eat until June 1st. Let's see if I can finally do this RIGHT. Damn I'm such a freaking loser...
Any other introjects feel like they don't deserve to exist? Yeah cuz I feel like that.
-Ghostbur (Bur)
*slams the reblog button* This should be heard by more peeps.
Shoutout to exclusively non-possession switching systems, or almost all non-possession switchers, we aren't really represented as most media centers on those who have black-outs when they switch, and I want you to know that your system is real and that you do switch, even if you might not notice it.
I have this, and because of it, I'm unaware if I experience dissociative amnesia and I currently use the term OSDD-1b to best accurately describe my experience.
So, shoutout to us,
those who don't know who's fronting if alters are covert
those who may go days without noticing a switch
those who wake up, feeling confused or dissociated thinking about the day previous
who may have many different types of dreams where it feels like other alters are dreaming
who often has a constant stream of consciousness, and may be unaware of things going on in the innerworld
those who feel alienated from other systems who experience possession type switches, and may have grown up struggling to understand if they are a system or not
whose mind often is very blurry, and struggles to properly communicate
and those who may want to forget and be like other systems that do, but end up feeling like it's all in their head, and sometimes, you do forget, but it's not immediate and it's overtime.
And even if you don't relate to everything I've said or even if you do, then you can share reblogs of your experiences as systems without posession type switches.
I'd like to hear, because we deserve as much representation and awareness as those with possession type.
Endeavor, poking his head out from a corner: No, no you are not.
Hawks: Where did YOU come from?
Tokoyami: I need an adult.
Hawks: I am an adul-
Tokoyami: No. No you are not.
A comic for my new OC, Allexi Todoroki! Dabi's daughter. The other two are Mei Toga (Himiko's daughter) and Mizushita Shirakumo (Kurogiri's child). I made Allexi's design for simply something interesting to draw. Scars are good practice. Buuut she ended up as a full fledged character with a backstory~! So I'll be putting out comics as regularly as I can. (Read left to right. And yes I know how weird the panels look, I couldn't control how big or small they were.)
HOW IS LYNER ALLOWED TO BE THAT CUTE
IS THIS EVEN LEGAL MADAM/SIR
He's just so AH
Have a quick doodle of Lyner, 2 guys who is determined to steal him away, and a protective best friend
Rb to give gender euphoria to the person you reblogged it from
So yeah me and the host merged so now I'm stuck being host
Whyyyyy 😖
-Ranboo/Ran
Anyone else crying in their living room at four in the morning?
Context: I had a breakdown and ate two pieces of toast. AFTER A 72 HOUR FAST
LIKE C'MON MAN WTF WHY AM I LIKE THIS
Oop, it's Fast Day #3 and the dizziness is setting in lmao. Headaches and stuff, too.
Hey, that means it's working.
I love getting so lightheaded all the time 💞