The Five Stages Of Grief Au - Blog Posts

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8 days after the event(four after the last event of the loss of truth)

The second friend confused as she was, is unshaken by the events that follow other then the loss of one friend(joon) to which she knows not what happened. She instead called a meeting with the other three of her friends in a place only they know of (the one from before is one for emergencies) and they reported the bishops acting strangely towards them. Even she doth have to admit heket being strangely kind to her after such an event had taken place is unheard of as one such as her doth would react in a most wrathful display of emotions yet she hath remained seemingly in a most unnatural display of calm and never once even before hath she been so…affectionate loving even, it’s uncanny. And to make it even more strange her actions hath only been demonstrated around her in particular and in a most alarming change of character would seemingly act in a most furious manner around any other. The meeting was adjourned shortly after her report and she went home (she might not have told anyone but she had been in love with heket for quite awhile but thought to suppress these feelings for professionalism and she had wrote a letter meant for Heket in the off chance she built up the courage to tell her of her feelings and left it at home) on the way back to the cult when she had arrived she was summoned by heket and to her surprise heket hat offered her a place in the temple to call her own, and against her logic and professionalism accepted for the sake of her feelings of happiness and fulfillment.

The moment she accepted she had a horrible sinking feeling in her chest but thought not of it and decided to go home after doing her daily chores assigned to her to celebrate this event with her family and when she got there she didn’t see anyone in the village all the houses had been boarded shut. She didn’t understand what was going on in this moment until she saw it, the remains of what she once called home burning, a figure emerged from the flame and her eyes in this moment hath been filled with hope, someone had survived, and as she ran towards the flames she saw them, the love of her life standing in the center of the flames holding something

It was heket holding her letter and at the moment she was confused why was heket here? What could be so important for her bishop Doth stand here! And in that moment whence she her bishop turned around the look in her eyes made everything make an in stupendous amount of sense as her eyes were filled with nothing but the most exquisite of ecstasy felt only when one reaches the pinnacle of success and the look of a woman so madly in love (a look that filled one to the brim with a sickly sweet feeling) and then heket began to approach her and as she did so she had spoke words, words that sent a shiver down her spine one that made one feel as though thy heart may stop in this very moment if not careful and she didn’t know what to say to the one she loved so dear. No in this very moment it hit her. She had done this the love of her life had burned her house down and killed everyone and all she loved and in that moment she felt fear, fear so great and overwhelming she doth know not what to do but run, run as far and as fast away as she could.

But before she had the chance to heket said something, and I that would haunt her till the day she died “no matter where or what you do, no matter where you hide no matter where you run I’ll always be there for you (I will always find you) forever and always by your side”.) and then all she could do is run and she did. When she had stoped running she sat down and thought of how this could have happened, what did she do wrong? Did she upset heket? There has to be something that she did for this to happen heket couldn’t have just done it for no reason at all! But no matter how much she thought about it she couldn’t make sense of it no matter what she couldn’t find the reason of why. Why the one she loved so dear could betray her. After a while She went to the temple to confront heket and get her answer and the second she stepped in that room heket was already there and she asked her why, why she killed everyone, why she was betrayed! And the reason for such an act was…love (love is the closest on the emotional spectrum to insanity after all) and after hearing that she begged pleaded for her to just stop she would do anything if she never had to go through this again, but heket told her if anyone were to get close to her heket would kill them all again and again and again so she finally gave up because she could do nothing but plead for deaths embrace.(the curse of a life of pleading, bargaining, and obsession)

And The third of the friends to which her name was said Joanne and she was a dog