Silly Ramblings - Blog Posts

ik voel me overweldigd door emoties

ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen

urgghhhhh

[translation: "i feel overwhelmed with emotions" then "i don't want to feel" 15 times]

CHAT ITS OUR 16 MONTHS TODAY!!!!!

but i don't get to see them :C

devastating

BUT MY LOVE KNOWS NO BOUNDS SO I CONTINUE TO BE HAPPY AND OKAY BC AS LONG AS WE LOVE EACH OTHER NOTHING CAN STOP US RAAAAAGGGHHHH

i love themmm :333

they are so dear to me

i love them with all of my heart

nothing will ever change that

i will never stop loving them

i want to be with them forever

through everything

no matter what

i will give them all the love i have in my heart

i love them so much, all of them

every little bit and piece of them

it's all so perfect

i want them to be in my life forever and ever

they mean everything to me

they are the best thing in my life

they are so special and amazing

i am going to grow old with them

i love them to death chat

how can someone be so absolutely wonderful?

i love them so much

i wish they were here

this is so sad

raaaagghhh i miss them sm

please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

How to Disappear Completely - Radiohead

"that there that's not me i go where i please

i walk through walls i float down the Liffey i'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here

in a little while i'll be gone the moment's already passed yeah, it's gone and I'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here

strobe lights and blown speakers fireworks and hurricanes i'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here"

daily affirmations for this year!!

i don't care

i don't care

i don't care

i don't care

i'm not going to be sensitive anymore

i don't care

i don't care

i'm just being dramatic

CHAT I LOVE MY S/O SO FUCKING MUCH THEY ARE SOSO PERFECT HOLY SHIT EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM I LOVE THEM SO MUCH HOW DID I GET SO LUCKY??? OUGH

I LOVE MY S/O SM CHAT I MISS THEMMMMMMMMM THIS IS HOMOPHOBIC

why can't i just run away into the woods and rot into the ground and join the bugs and critters??? typical...

longing and jealousy are going to be the death of me chat

my brother is harassing me for having emotions every day all the time every day

even tho it's his fault!!!!! /nsrs

LET ME OUT OF MY ENCLOSURE (my house)

singing alone in my own home at night is such a fun experience no one here to call me out when i miss a lyric!! no one to tell me i sound like shit!!!

i love singing it's such a fun way of stimming for me tbh

i love being in online communities

i don't technically know you, but i do understand you

it feels so loving

i love reading other ppl's analyzations on characters or scenes from stuff on here

like omg you're so smart ily

can we plz ramble to each other about the underlying themes and possible ways things were meant to be percieved and then come up with ideas of what it could all mean???

bitches can never like a character a normal amount

they always have to devote themselves to the character or try to become the character

there is no inbetween

sometimes i look back on things i've said and i just go "oh... i feel sad for you. you sound so sad..."

like idk i read it as someone else and it just makes me so sad for them/myself.

i need to do a deep analysis on all of my favourite characters so i can be their number one fan and know them more than they know themselves.