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When the sirens sound, you'll hide under the floor But I'm not gonna go down with my hometown in a tornado I'm gonna chase it, I know

-"I Know The End"; Phoebe Bridgers

Some Chimera!Cyn sketches for the Furry!AU, I wasn't quite happy with her initial design, it was too clunky, too... different from her Civet design & I wanted to play into the trope that trauma leaves it's marks on someone, and as much as you heal, there's always a part that remains. Wether that's good or bad is for the individual to decide and a decision that is not easily made, ever.

Cyn experienced a lot of trauma of being the Solver's puppet, especially since it technically sat in her brain, like trauma does for a lot of us, being right there and steering actions & words. Physically changing for and through the Solver took a great toll on her and despite months passing, she's not quite back.

The Solver's transformation left her so different from her old self, all and nothing at once, mismatched proportions, wings and horns that are not her own, hair discolored thanks to parts of Tessa still being with her. It's hard for her and hard for the people around, but it doesn't get easier when Cyn senses that they still kind of long for the 'old Cyn', the shy and reclusive Civet woman they've met before, they spent their time with.

But she'll never come back, she's not there anymore, and they all have to arrange themselves with that.

Mi-nyeo they could never make me hate you </3 Started Squid Game over the weekend and uh.... yeah ep7 left me in shambles LMAOO

as flawed as her character was she's just so interesting man. Is she fucked up? oh yeah, lol. Not a good person either. But that makes her so interesting to me, idk, I love a good morally grey character you can both despise for their actions & appreciate.

watching her and Deok Su was just an interesting study of characters- and she deserved what she did in the end, lol

also since I refuse to draw humans like 90% of the time I just made them fursonas, mi-nyeo's a hyena and deok su a water buffalo because it oddly fit him :]

I keep forgetting how much of a menace Cynessa is in the furry AU lmao, even when she was still a little Civet cat before being turned into a chimera she's just... the worst :']]

after killing Tessa she puts her dress on, which also the time when she slowly starts to shift, her hair changing colors and all to "become" Tessa more and more before it starts shifting into the Chimera direction with her horns & all.

Also!!! J reveal!! :]] she's a secretary bird! huge & tall, but in fear of the small cat painted in the blood of her partner.

don't be calling her "monster" Uzi, she's going to be your crush soon

whenever the Solver mutates Cyn's body it grotesquely re-shapes it in a matter that appears to outsiders like it's shifting itself, becoming liquid while doing so.

It hurts as much as it looks so Cyn is never thrilled for the Solver to take a new turn, adapting her body to a new part - it copies people and animals, in the scene shown it tries to emulate Uzi's facial appearance for sharper teeth & a longer snout, as the OG Cyn (a civet cat) has a fairly short muzzle and duller teeth.