Experience Tumblr Like Never Before
"You don't know me. I'm not the same person anymore."
"That's okay. I'll get to know you again."
The bulge is to distract you in combat dipshit
Bruises are an erogenous zone
Kova jokingly said they are gonna get him pregnant??? For real??? I need to read/hear more about this. It is tooooooo cuteeeee
And yes for #boywife bellamy!!!
"Jokingly"
LOL but yes! So I'm planning out the rest of NOSA after the Mount Weather arc when Bellamy and Kova (finally) get together, just to make sure the current plot and future plots are consistent with each other. I'm so so so excited to write and post the next book haha :3
And because this is the first time I'm really talking about NOSA on this blog, I figured I should explain a little bit:
The Night Our Stars Aligned (NOSA) is my Bellamy Blake/Original Grounder Character (Kova) fanfiction series posted on AO3. Enemies to lovers, slow burn, Black gender-neutral/androgynous/agender OC, and Trigedasleng/Grounder culture expansion (with influence from Indigenous/Black culture and history ofc. Trigedasleng has influence from my Indigenous language Kichwa đ). I'll probably make an official post on the fic soon.
It's also a fix-it because j**** did my fave characters dirty.
#boywifebellamy i'm coming after you baby girl
Longing in Love Starters
â„ I notice everything about them, and I hate how naturally Iâve memorized the way their laugh curves at the end.
â„ Every time they look at me, I forget whatever clever thing I was about to say. Which is probably a blessing.
â„ I donât know when it happened, but theyâve started showing up in the spaces between my thoughts.
â„ I sit closer than I need to. Not close enough to be obvious, just close enough to feel the warmth.
â„ They touched my hand for a second. A blink. A breath. And Iâve been replaying it for hours.
â„ I tell myself itâs nothing, but my heart keeps writing poetry anyway.
â„ Sometimes I think I hear their voice in a crowd and my chest tightens before my brain even catches up.
℠I want to tell them. God, I almost do. But the fear of losing what we have keeps my mouth shut.
â„ Thereâs a tenderness in the way they say my name that makes me believe they see me.
â„ I donât want to fall for them. I just want to stay where we are forever. And maybe thatâs worse.
boywife bellamy save meâŠsave me boywife bell
â v, excerpts from a book iâll never write #2 (via letsbelonelytogetherr)
Are they still just besties if they occasionally sleep in the same bed, yearn to be around one another 99% of the time, have dreams about each other that range from relatively provocative to just straight up porn, stare longingly into each others eyes from time to time, have touches that linger and tingle, "fake" flirt with one another, call each other pet names when teasing, and trauma bond together?
They match each other's freak so well that if they separate, the public is in critical danger
Enemies to Lovers Energy
â„ "Get out of my way." â "Make me."
â„ "Youâre bleeding." â "Itâs just a scratch. Donât get soft on me now."
â„ "I donât need your help." â "Tough. Youâve got it anyway."
â„ "I hate you." â "Yeah? Then why are you still here?"
â„ "You think you're better than me?" â "No. Just smarter."
â„ "Stop looking at me like that." â "Like what?"
â„ "Iâve had worse partners. Slightly."
â„ "Try not to die, okay?" â "Touched by your concern."
â„ "If you betray me, Iâll kill you." â "Thatâs fair."
Signs a Character Is Falling in Love
à·Â They Start Noticing the Small Things: The way the other person laughs. How they stir their coffee. The exact shape of their handwriting.
à·Â Hyper-Awareness of Touch. A brush of fingers becomes a full-body event. They replay it later. On loop.
෠They Look for Them First in a Room. Just a glance. A check. Not because they care. Obviously.
à·Â Jealousy They Canât Explain. A spike of irritation when someone else makes them laugh. Whatâs that about? They donât want to know.
à· Their Defenses Go Weird. More sarcasm. More teasing. Or less of everything. Silence, suddenly.
à·Â Uncharacteristic Generosity. Lending a book. Making a playlist. Bringing coffee âjust because.â Theyâre not in love. Theyâre just nice.
à·Â They Get Irritated by Their Own Reactions. Why do they care so much? Why are they thinking about this? Why wonât it stop?
à·Â They Start Mirroring. Their speech patterns shift. Their posture echoes the other person. Itâs subconscious. Itâs terrifying.
à·Â They Avoid Eye Contact More Than Usual. Because theyâre afraid if they look too long, the truth will pour out.
à·Â They Rehearse Conversations in Their Head. Over and over, what they could say, what they wish they said. Theyâre not in love. Nope. Definitely not.
Spicy Dialogue Starters Pack
Slow Burn Thatâs About to Explode
"If you keep looking at me like that, Iâm going to do something weâll both regret."
"Say that again. Slower."
"You really like testing my patience, donât you?"
"Back up. Closer. I want to see if youâll actually do it."
"Do you realize how loud you were moaning my name last night?"
"You should probably stop touching me like that... unless you plan on finishing what you started."
"Weâre not doing this here." â "Why not? Scared youâll like it?"
"I dare you. No, seriouslyâI dare you."
"One bed. One night. You sure you can behave?"
"You think I wonât?" â "I know you will. Thatâs the problem."
Enemies to Lovers, but Weâre Both Hot and Unhinged
"If I kiss you, itâs not because I like you. Itâs because you wonât shut up."
"Do it. Touch me like you hate me."
"Youâre infuriating." â "And youâre turned on."
"Careful. Youâre starting to sound jealous."
"Admit it. You like it when we fight."
"You want me. You just donât want to want me."
"If youâre going to stare, you might as well do something about it."
"Say it. Say you want me." â "Why? Youâll just use it against me."
"Keep talking like that and Iâll kiss you right here."
"Donât tempt me." â "What if I want to?"
Post-Tension Intimacy (A.K.A. We Finally Snapped)
"You're shaking." â "So are you."
"This doesnât mean anything." â "Then why are you holding me like that?"
"Iâve wanted this since the moment I met you."
"You're not getting any sleep tonight, just so you know."
"You're mine now. Say it."
"God, you feel so good." â "Yeah? Then shut up and keep going."
"You can hate me in the morning. Just⊠let me have this tonight."
"Is this what you wanted?" â "No. I wanted more."
"Donât stop. Donât you dare stop."
"Iâm going to ruin you. And youâre going to thank me for it."
Teasing Touch, Dangerous Proximity
"Youâre blushing." â "Shut up."
"That shirtâs doing you no favors. Take it off."
"If you wanted me to kiss you, you couldâve just said so."
"I like the way you say my name. Say it again."
"Youâre standing really close." â "Yeah? You gonna move?"
"I can feel your heartbeat. Is that for me?"
"Your hands are shaking... here, let me help you."
"Careful. Someone might think you actually want me."
"You know exactly what youâre doing to me, donât you?"
"Weâre not supposed to do this." â "Since when has that ever stopped us?"
Voice Low, Words Barely Whispers
"Keep your voice down. Or donât. Let them hear."
"Every time you talk, all I can think about is your mouth on mine."
"Say the word, and Iâll have you against that wall in five seconds."
"What do you think happens if I kiss you right now?"
"You smell like trouble." â "You taste like it."
"Look me in the eyes when you lie like that."
"One more step and I wonât be able to hold back."
"If you keep teasing me like that, Iâm going to ruin you."
"Tell me to stop." â silence â "Didnât think so."
"Weâre alone now. You still pretending this is just tension?"
Hot-Headed, Argument-Laced, About to Snap
"Why do you always have to push my buttons?" â "Because I love watching you lose control."
"You think youâre in control here? Thatâs cute."
"You're not walking away from me. Not this time."
"God, you're impossible." â "You didnât seem to mind last night."
"Say it louder. Maybe if you scream my name again, Iâll believe you."
"Keep pretending you donât want me. Iâll keep proving you wrong."
"You're dangerous." â "Only if you ask nicely."
"Is this still an argument or are we just flirting with knives now?"
"Admit it. You love it when I get like this."
"Donât act like you donât want this too."
"Didn't know they were dating" is slowly but surely becoming one of my favorite tropes. What do you mean, these two characters who are soulmates haven't actually been in a long-term relationship like everyone thought? What do you mean they didn't know? Everyone knows!
enemies to lovers where they really hate eachother but somehow their words have a tint of flirt in it and I'm struggling to find themđđ
Flirty Threats
-> feel free to edit and adjust pronouns as you see fit.
"Are you laughing at me?" "Yeah, I am. What are you going to do about it?"
"Wipe that smile off your face before I do it for you."
"And you think you can get away with threatening me?"
"What made you think you can talk to me like that?"
"Are you still thinking about me? Is that why you're so unfocused?" "You wish."
"You really think you have that much of an impact in my life?"
"Do as I say."
"Oh, you think you're hot stuff?"
"Take a shower, [last name], I can smell you from here." "Care to join me?" "In your dreams."
"I don't think you realize how angry you make me." "Aw, I have that much of an effect on you?"
"Wow, Love. You've really outdone yourself this time."
"Trying out a new nickname, are we?"
"Your cheeks shall not be stained with tears again. I won't allow it."