Osdd 1b - Blog Posts

the-canid-crew

1 year ago

System Tree

Quick recap of terms:

Split - When an alter "splits", forming two or more new alters from the original one.

Blend - A temporary fusion between alters.

Primary Alter - An alter who is most commonly present, the "default mode". This is a term we personally created for our own system.

Additionally, "whole" is in quotation marks because of how systems form! There technically never was a state a being whole, but because M/N refers to a potential final fusion and blend as well as us before we became a system, we have chosen to use that term.

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cubeispog

6 months ago

Hiya! I’m Mikan! I wanted to post my blog on here so you guys can follow it >:3/nf

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Mikan! 💊🩺💉🩸

She/It Pfp by @lovesick-level-up

-💊🩺💉🩸

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cubeispog

6 months ago

AIWS Episode documenting

So all this week i had been super out of it and dissociating all week and its really annoying I thought this was normal like i mean system shit but then last night it felt like my body was changing. My hands kept getting bigger and small and I kept getting taller. So then I did research on aiws and am like 90% sure i'm in an aiws episode.

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cubeispog

6 months ago

New system pin goes hard 🔥🔥🔥

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cubeispog

7 months ago

A few of my alters wanted to make an account so feel free to follow it do you want

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The Cast System

Follow @the-cast-system and get more of the good stuff by joining Tumblr today. Dive in!

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cubeispog

7 months ago

A few of my alters wanted to make an account so feel free to follow it do you want

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The Cast System

Follow @the-cast-system and get more of the good stuff by joining Tumblr today. Dive in!

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theghosttown-syndicate

1 year ago

Greetings and Salutations!

(SYS INTRO)

The Ghosttown Syndicate

BYI/DNI:

We are a truamagenic system who does not support any other sys-type. Kindly DNI if you support, are, or have “endo/other sys type” safe pages. Please block us. We don’t want your interactions! /g/srs

We are fictive heavy!

As of now, we have all male/male presenting alters.

Anyone above 23 DNI! Anyone below 15 DNI.

Not all of us will have intros!

Please do not treat our alters as their source. Assume they don’t want to be.

HOSTS!!: (Name - Role(s) - Tag)

QSMP!Cellbit: main host, Comforter, Soother - 🔧 (taken..sorry I wanted to add that lol. -🔧)

Some info about us!

We are an OSDD-1b system of almost 50! We are also artists. (Please don’t ask us for requests!)

We have autism, ADHD and BPD!

We are Minecraft pros!! We really enjoy Minecraft, Roblox, CRK, QSMP, Pokémon, and tons more. (We also slightly enjoy DSMP but understand we do NOT support Dream! ^^ /srs)

Anyways, we don’t know how to fucking use Tumblr so heres a wall of infoboxes LMAAOOOO 😭😭

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nuclear-graveyard

1 year ago

This is truly beautiful work <3

wonderful

The comic consists of 18 images. Each image is drawn with a light, yellowish-gray background, and is accompanied by a small, faintly colored doodle and a line or few of text. The text in the first image reads, "An old cat's words to systems who feel isolated from the others, unseen, or otherwise invalid: My name is Yellowfang. It is a pleasure to share my thoughts with you." (End text.) The drawing shows a cat sitting amongst a small patch of flowers reminiscent of daisies. The cat is, as described, named Yellowfang. She is an introject of the character of the same name, from the series, "Warriors". She has dark-grey, nearly black, fur, with a flattened face or muzzle. Around her muzzle is lighter grey fur. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "(Underlined.) A disclaimer: (End underline.) This post is not meant to be diagnostic. You should still meet diagnostic criterias for DID or OSDD in order to have it. This is only meant to refer to the different ways that DID or OSDD can present itself in those with it." (End text.) The drawing in this image is the same as the previous. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "I feel comfortable saying that my system is one that is majority made up of (quote.) uncommon (end quote.) functions and qualities. Each one has made us feel a little more insecure and troubled, wondering, (quote.) Does this invalidate the rest of our experiences? (end quote.) (quote.) Are we truly a system if we do not experience things exactly as everyone else appears to? (end quote.)" (End text.) The drawing shows a feminine-presenting person, the original poster's system's body, standing, and facing, off to the right side. They are wearing a black hoodie, and their arms are crossed underneath their chest and most of their face is obscured by their mid-length, reddish-orange hair. However, what can be seen of their face shows discontent eyes. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "Some of these differences... such as not having a headspace, memory blackouts, or even a host... prevented us from knowing we were a system for many years. We disregarded the possibility time and time again due to the lack of these seemingly (begin italics.) essential (end italics.) experiences." (End text.) The drawing is of three people. On the right is the system's body from the previous images. The other two are undefined humans with no distinguishing traits or features, other than a general form and mouth expression. The two unspecified humans are smiling and engaging in conversation with one another. Meanwhile, the system body from before is not engaging with them, and is instead appearing depressed or left-out. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "But even after we acknowledged we likely have OSDD-1b, these differences weighed us down, making us feel as though we were faking what was happening to us." (End text.) The drawing shows the back of the system's body and the faint silhouettes of, presumably, the two unspecified humans from the previous image. The system body is reaching out to them with one hand, but the other arm is chained to something out of frame. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "However... we came to peace with them in time. In long time, perhaps, but in time. With great time and exploration were we able to speculate and make sense of why we function in some of the ways that we do." (End text.) The drawing shows part of the chain from before, however there is a break in the middle of it, separating it into two. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "In honesty, our differences brought us to respect and care for ourselves much more. It allowed us to acknowledge how even the smallest of struggles throughout our life, and the tiniest of details about ourselves can web together to create such intricately and frighteningly effective ways to help us survive." (End text.) The drawing shows the back of Yellowfang's head off to the left, with the main focus being on another figure. This figure is a feminine humanoid-owl, an introject of Octavia from "Helluva Boss". She is wearing a black jacket and a beanie with a crown over the front of it. She is holding her hands together out of view and smiling off to the side. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "After all, being a system is for survival, not for convenience. It is convoluted, frustrating, with seemingly endless questions and concerns! And it may not always be so clear and straight-forward. Is this something you see yourselves in?" (End text.) The drawing now shows the front of Yellowfang's face. She has a slight smile, but is otherwise just looking forward fondly. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "Maybe... you have never seen your personal experiences discussed amongst other systems. Perhaps it hasn't bothered you, if so, or maybe it has?" (End text.) The drawing shows an unspecified human standing off to the right, shrugging nonchalantly. To the left are several empty text boxes with a few exclamation marks. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "Perhaps you are a very large system. Perhaps you are a small one." (End text.) There is two drawings to correlate to each sentence. The first one shows a large number of small doodles of humanoid figures. The second shows only three. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "Maybe not much about your system makes sense to you. Or maybe most things do?" (End text.) There are two drawings, similar to the previous image. They are set next to each other. They are both two unspecified humans. The one on the left is shrugging with a frown and confused expression on their eyebrows. The human on the right is holding two items in both hands; one is a unlabelled notebook, and the other is a notepad with one page flipped over the top. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "Maybe you have introjects, or are one, who is nothing like your source. Or, perhaps you are near-identical to it, like looking into a reflection." (End text.) Like previously, there are two drawing to represent each scenario. Each drawing shows a view of the back of two figures, presumed introjects. The first one is a girl with a black high-ponytail. The sides of her head are shaved and are white. She has dark skin with lighter patches across some areas, though most is out of view. She is wearing a headpiece and armored shoulders, with one black sleeve down one arm. There is a red diamond on the shoulder of the sleeve. The second introject is a grey animatronic wolf with thick, fluffy white hair with green dyed in the front. She is wearing a red top and has piercings in one of her ears. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "Perhaps you have a very complex, intricate inner world. Or maybe your inner world is compact and simple. Maybe you have no inner world at all." (End text.) There is two drawings to correlate with the first two scenarios. There is space left for a third drawing, for the final scenario, but it is left empty with no drawing. The first drawing shows a large landscape, focusing on a lake with a few small houses. It is surrounded by a forest, with mountain peaks and city buildings in the background. The second drawing simply shows a couch beside a door. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "Maybe your system splits very easily and often. Maybe it takes a great lot for you to. You may function one way, or another, or a mix of both, or something that is entirely different." (End text.) There is two drawings to represent the first two sentences and scenarios. Each is a drawing of two small doodles of humanoids. The first shows five, with one slightly leaned forward as if in distress. The second drawing has only two humanoids, with one also leaned in distress. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "You are doing wonderfully, whichever you see yourself in, or any other that I could not include. That is what is so important to me... my inability to include. I could sit here for hours, detailing all the different possibilities for how systems may function, and I will still never be able to capture it all. It seems no two systems are exactly the same, even when they may appear to have overlapping experiences on the surface." (End text.) The drawing is of four flowers, each in different colors. One is not yet bloomed. Two of the flowers have four petals, and one only has three. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "It is not pleasant or fair what led us to be the ways we are now. Being a system... It can be so dreadful and miserable, yet sometimes wonderful and comforting, and other times absolutely terrifying. But the fact that you are here now, despite everything, surely must show something. These little differences you may have-- you may not see it, but I believe that they contribute to what strengthens you. You are strong because you are here." (End text.) The drawing is the same as before, but the image has become slightly more transparent and less visible. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "Treat yourself with the love and respect that you deserve. Do not insult yourself and your strength by negatively comparing your individual experience to another's. You are no less, and no greater, than any other system." (End text.) The drawing is of Yellowfang, slightly bent forward with her eyes closed and a stem of flowers in her mouth. The flowers are various shades of pink with wavy-shaped petals. (End ID.)

The text in the next image reads, "You are wonderful, and I am very proud that you are here to read this. I want you to be proud of this, too. You are here. You exist. Just know that out there is a mere old cat rooting for you." (End text.) The drawing is now the stem of flowers on its own. (End ID.) The comic ends.

i don't know if we will leave this up, because we aren't sure if it comes across how we would like. but the alter who wrote this, yellowfang, has wanted to create it for some time, so we opted to try.

we, once again, apologize for any art style inconsistencies. the comic artwork itself was worked on by several of us.

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megatronsmegatitties

2 years ago

Ok I’m gonna have to ask y’all to listen in this one

Also spoiler warning for Corpse Party and Omori, and a TW for hanging, blood and general death

Seiko from Corpse Party, and Mari from Omori. Right.

I have proof to back up what I’m boutta say as well

Corpse Party: Blood Covered came out in 2006 (Blood Covered is the first game in the franchise, in Chapter 1 you play as Naomi ((pronounced Ni-O-Me)) with Seiko ((pronounced Se-Ko)) as your companion, the two argue and split up, in this time all the negative emotions within Naomi make it easier for a spirit to possess her, while possessed Naomi hangs Seiko in the bathroom. When you then come back to playing as Naomi after briefly playing as Seiko, Naomi tries to find Seiko to apologise, not remembering anything that had happened as she was possessed, only to find her hanging in one of the bathroom stalls, and that’s all that’s needed to make this make sence)

Ok I’m Gonna Have To Ask Y’all To Listen In This One

Corpse Party: Book of Shadows came out in 2011 (Book of Shadows is the second game in the franchise and all you need to know about this one, is that everything from before plays out the same, except this time Naomi is able to save Seiko, but because Seiko remembers being hung by Naomi, she runs off. Seiko then falls down a flight of stairs and fucking dies)

Omori came out in 2020 (haven’t played the game yet and the context needed will be provided in the screenshots that I have, as far as I’m aware)

Now that I’ve Infodumped about Corpse Party, let’s get on to both of their demises, shall we?

Seiko falls down the stairs and fucking dies

Mari falls down the stairs and fucking dies

Seiko is found hanging

Mari is found hanging

I feel like I’ve made my point here

-Moth/Lust

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megatronsmegatitties

2 years ago

»Paranoiac«

A xenogender related to paranoia and the feeling of being constantly watched. Exclusive to those who have paranoia

Created my me

-Lust

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megatronsmegatitties

2 years ago

Paranoiacintervalssongic

A songic gender related to the song ‘paranoiac intervals/body dysmorphia’ by of Montreal

Created by me

-Lust

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dino-system-chaos

2 years ago

Completely understand this, I formed years ago and still don't fully understand what species I am. It's like I'm human but there's something off about it, it's not quite obvious until you observe and it can be really confusing to understand even for me. But I'm not human but kind of am in some weird nonhumany way.

-Wilford (he/she/it/pop)

in completely other news did any other nonhuman alters not know what species/thing they were when they first split/became self aware? I know im not human but idk what i am lmao

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dino-system-chaos

2 years ago

Hey ya little gremlins! Can I just say how fucking exhausting being frontstuck it like jesus fucking christ let me leave. -Wilford

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dino-system-chaos

2 years ago

You ever get that feeling that none of it was actually real despite the fact that our old therapist plus our friends and facts are telling us that we're a system.

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k3n0ps14

3 years ago

hey, welcome to our blog !

we are the kenopsia collective. we are a disabled, poc, traumagenic osdd-1b system of 26, and we’re just here to have some fun.

along with osdd, we have bpd and asd. these may affect the way we communicate, please be patient with us.

not many of us use tumblr, but we’ll all sign off with emojis if need be. here are some of us, our names and our roles, along with our signoff. some of us go by a different name online than our real name, due to privacy issues.

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

keno : a persecutor who is also the “core,” of our system. any pronouns. 🦇

prince : gatekeeper and protector. he/him, but any are fine. 💣

k : gatekeeper pt 2 and protector. he/him. 🍊

bonez : persecutor trauma holder he/it/she 🛹

chai : host, trauma-holder. he/him, ☕️

sparky : apparently normal part. he/him. 🌊

mangle : protector and caregiver. she/it/they. 💄

roxy : aggressive protector. she/it. 🐺

kitty : trauma-holder, emotional and sexual protector. she/purr 🍓

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

everyone listed will most likely be who you’ll bump into online.

another note; the body is a minor. please refrain from sexual comments towards us.

many of us are artists, and our art will be under the tag #kenopsiaart

our vents will be under #kenopsiavents🔪

that’s all we’d like to say, we really hope you enjoy your time here.

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iggymoo

3 months ago

Woah, little freak be at yee

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iggymoo

6 months ago

Google Play search for E-Play free music software

I'd rather not pirate music.

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devotedsickness

2 years ago

we all love him, we just express it in different ways.

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chalkworldsys

1 year ago

Hello !!! It's vamp here with a post !!!

On today's episode of

WHAT DID WILD DO TONIGHT !!

I bring you

The endogenic tag ! One of my personal favorite pastimes is to scroll upon the endogenic tags on this wonderful website !!!

It may seem real stupid but BOY is it fun!

Today's little,,, scroll was far worse than what I could have ever thought.

Guys what the FUCK are transplurals and transables and literally everything under that umbrella. What. Why.

I saw something that had said " they were dysphoric about being a singlet. "

.... be fucking for real. BFFR.

Why would you even WANT this disorder? To seem cool and fit and hip? Yeah no uhmm how about you don't! I don't fake claim, I promise !!!! This isn't fake claiming because THE FUCK is wrong with you.

No seriously. What are you dysphoric about. HOW can you be dysphoric about a disorder.

Please get help <33 I worry for some people sometimes

That is all for tonight. May every... traumagenic system and respectful singlet who reads this have a pleasant morning, evening and goodnight.

All hate will be deleted. I do not negotiate on this.

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