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⚠️Spoilers⚠️ Hindsight — Chilumi Fanfic

THE ORIGINAL ONE GOT DELETED BECAUSE I ACCIDENTALLY WENT OUT OF TUMBLR GRRRRRRR NOW I HAVE TO WRITE THIS ALL OVER AGAIN-

Anyway, I just got done reading the chilumi fanfic and BOY, I CANNOT COUNT ALL THE TIMES I’VE CRIED AND WENT OUT OF THE AO3 WEBSITE TO TAKE A BREAK AND CALM MYSELF DOWN FIRST

The ending was so… Bittersweet?? I’m not sure if that’s the right way to describe it.

PLS WHEN I READ THAT CHILDE WAS REINCARNATED I WAS SO SHOCKED

And he literally smirked at Lumine?? I WAS LIKE “Wait- YOU STILL REMEMBER HER??” I’M SOOO CONFUSED but hey, Lumine it’s finally your chance to get back with him NAKNSKJXIIAKMS

After that fanfic I just want to hug Childe, I want to kiss him and smother him with my affection and it also makes me sob because I realize that I didn’t get him on his banner.

BUT HONESTLYYYY, I WISH LUMINE COULD’VE JUST WENT WITH XIAO OR KAEYA AND MOVED ON SMHHH

OH AND THAT PART WHEN CHILDE CAME TO MELODY’S HOME, IT FUCKING MADE ME HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN BECAUSE I THOUGHT LUMINE WAS FINALLY GOING TO BE HAPPY WITH CHILDE

I hate that bitch Melody so much even though all she did was love Childe. Honestly I feel so guilty hating her when she’s really kind and cares for Lumine BUT STILL I FUCKING HATE HER, SOMETHING ABOUT HER STILL MAKES ME RAGE — Especially the one where it was Lumine’s birthday and she said “Teehee sorry that we’re late Childe was naughty 🥺🥺🤗🤗 uwu” (She didn’t actually say it like that it’s just how I think she said it) GOSH I WANNA PUNCH HER SMH

"Lumine if I'm given a chance, next time, I'll choose you and no one else."

Anyway 10/10 would recommend it, 1000/10 pain in the fucking heart