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ok my life has been so dramatic lately i need to start a diary or something bc wtf i need to rant!!!!
ok so there was this show at my hs that i was so excited to try out for bc i felt rlly connected to it!!! it was so interesting and made me think a lot. so i go try out i think i slay and I DONT GET CALLED BACK????? so now i’m pissed and me and some of my friends who also didn’t get called back are chatting and like… i alr knew this was gonna have a lot of favoritism involved bc it’s student directed, the guy has a lot of actor friends, etc. ik he’d alr promised one girl the MAIN role… like girl. callback list is like… ppl he likes, including two girls ik who he’s like…. their father at this point? idk. one girl i do have a crush on but UNIMPORTANT.
so i cry abt it big time and then sign up for auditions for another show for the next day, i do this w a couple of my friends who also didn’t get called back but were at the later slot so it’s basically just us and some seniors… eek. i honestly was 50/50 on my chance of a callback esp bc i told the director i couldn’t make callbacks(i have pickup rehersal for my current show that closes this weekend), but he was like ‘it’s fine i’ll just use today as your callback basically’ which… eek that makes me nervous but ok. and the email comes out and I GET CALLED BACK!!!!!!! i basically jump for joy lmao. it was iconic.
but the big thing is the cast list for the first show came out! the girl that was promised a role got it… wow such a surprise. one of the 2 girls i mentioned before got the main teen part(expected. she’s his freaking golden child ugh I LOVE HER, but ugh) but.. crush did not? which is UNHEARD OF for miss girl bc she is like so talented never been told no her entire life but not… spoiled? idk. and i realize when i was at auditions, i never saw her- the audition room for play 2 is right next to callbacks room for play 1 and they practice outside… so i don’t think she was even THERE???? there is tea to be had and trust i will sniff it out for you, like i need to know lol.
so yea. say your thoughts pls i need human interaction that isn’t from school. send an ask, reblog with thoughts, etc
love ya 💖
me when i make eye contact with her while we’re laughing 😫😭🙏😔
i NEED to start a youtube channel. or a podcast. deep dive videos are very inspiring
please read!!!
hi! i am changing my blog’s focus quite a bit. most notably, this will not be a shifting blog anymore. if u r following me, please check if i’ve unfollowed you so you can unfollow me if you want! i don’t want to get blocked :(
do you ever just like UHGHHHGHGHH
my fame dr discography p1 ✨
haven’t posted abt shifting in a while but here i am!!
FIRST ALBUM: lovebomb
very very thought daughter sad hours.
track 1: snow angel, renee rapp
track 2: teenage dream, olivia rodrigo
track 3: lacy, olivia rodrigo
track 4/single: casual, chappell roan
track 5/mv: people watching, conan gray
track 6/title track: lovebomb, nessa barrett
track 7: kaleidoscope, chappell roan
track 8: dying on the inside, nessa barrett
track 9: illicit affairs, taylor swift
track 10: logical, olivia rodrigo
track 11: tolerate it, taylor swift
please yap abt your pjo dr i love hearing abt ppls pjo drs smmmm
oh my goodness so i never know what to write for these but i guess ill talk about my bestie clarisse!!!
me & clarisse r literally so tight like, we've known each other since we were like 5. basically, our parents dated for a while and we were super close(lots of play dates etc) but then they broke up so no more clarisse for me :( then i came to camp when i was like 9, and guess who came like 2 months later!!!!! clarisse!!!! when i first saw her walking into camp i was like 'hmmmmmm she looks familiar' and then she was like 'my names clarisse whats yours' and i was like 'OMG!!!!' and we were essentially inseparable from then on. we actually got claimed at the same time (me aphrodite, her ares ofc). basically, we were bitchfighting over some boy and she was about to punch me but i caught it and the signs flashed above our heads, i got turned all pretty, etc. basically like the beauty in strength for me and the power of knowing when to stop for her. and everybody started clapping, kneeling, whatever. basically over the years we became the skilled, confident girls we are now!!! i am gorg ofc and she is also gorg and we are both really good fighters. she's definitely better then me but i will NEVER admit it lmao. we're also huge gossips so when percy comes to camp we are the first ones to know, i am the queen of gossip- i know everything about everyone. we train together, sit together at lunch(i sit at her table- if anyone tries to say its against the rules she death stares them), go on sunrise swims, compete against each other in capture the flag, its great!!!! i love her so much.
ill also talk about my powers/weapons. i don't have charmspeak like piper/drew, but i do have what i call 'allure'- basically like pheromones. i can activate it whenever i want and it essentially lowers the defenses of the receivers. doesn't force them to do anything, but guides them in the right direction. i mostly love smaller weapons- im a dodgy, quick on my feet, brains over brawn type fighter. my trademark is my twin daggers- i named them liv and maddie. they are pink and flowery. the blades are stygian iron because i love to be different like that, also i'm a hades legacy. the blades are also engraved with roses. they were a gift from my mother!!! another gift i have from my mother is a little powder compact, when i dust it on my face i can morph into anyone i want to be. it's very helpful on stealth missions.
ok so yea!!!! thank you so much for the ask pook <3 PLEASE SEND ME MORE GUYS I LOVE THIS SHIT
pookie who are your fcs in your pjo dr!
hi pookie! my face claim is sophie grace from the babysitters club but not what she looked like then, more like this:
a little less makeup but yea!!
my fcs for characters are all the same as the show except for luke, his is tristan dugray from gilmore girls haha i love him
thanks for the ask pook 💕💕💕
guys i think i’m hyperfixating again lmao the last time this happened was in high school 😫😫😫😫😫😫 I CANT AFFORD TO BUY A SEWING MACHINE OR MATERIALS OR EVEN TAKE CLASSES I AM SO BROKE RN WAHHHHH
GUYS LOOK WHAT I DID!!!!!!
was feeling silly today so decided to do a little fit creation bc ive been obsessed with the ones @avkizi has been doing!! thank you for the idea :)
this is for my fame dr- i'm a singer! the first single i release is 'people watching'(by conan grey in this reality)- two weeks later, this music video is released. in this dr, im super chappell roan-esque. me and her are besties haha
im most proud of the top that i altered a lot- its originally from a brand called area, but i used an idea i saw on insta and combined the two :) i think it's really cool!
hope you like it- if youd like to hear more about this dr, lmk!
found this in my notes this morning. i really thought this was revolutionary
my sister just quit law school is this going to be an anyone but you type year? i’m scared. she’s been told she looks like sydney sweeney too so i’m really really scared. am i going to get married to a woman this year? aaaaaaaaaaa
get to know me!!!
thx for the open tag @illarian-rambling
tagging @zipperrants, @hiya-itsamber, @maddies-chronicles and anyone who wants to join lolol
Do you have a pet?
yes!! i have a dog named maggie, she is 6 years old and a west highland terrier :) she still acts like a puppy haha. she is terrified of trucks and the oven. i love her very much ❤️ i also have a cat named penelope. she is 2 and a calico! we rescued her. she has cerebral hypoplasia which basically means she is wobbly lmao. she loves sleeping on my bed and is terrified of my fridge.
Comfort food?
mac n cheese. i am a simple woman. my favorite is panera. i also really like salad.
How many languages do you speak?
my native language is english. i also speak french fluently(i lived in paris for 6 years when i was a kid) and some spanish from when i studied abroad in spain for a bit.
Random fact about yourself..
umm idk 😭 when i was in college, i dated a soundcloud rapper and after we broke up he made an album with my name as the title and it was a bunch of diss tracks. i feel like that says a lot about my experience with men.
Something you're proud of?
i’m super proud of the amount of books i have on my tbr. it’s like 500. like 70 of them are physical.
Hiii congrats !! How did you shift ? How was it ? Where did you shift to ?
ok it’s a bit of a long story but i will tell!
i shift to camp half blood :)
so the night before i had a really close experience, like i could hear the sounds of camp and my triggers for how i know when i fully shifted, but when i opened my eyes i could still like feel my cr body at the same time? like i was at chb but i couldn’t move my body there, i could only move it at my cr. it was really weird, and i freaked out and went back to my cr fully. so the next night i was determined to do it again but move my body. so i listened to my subliminal and affirmed, and when i went to sleep, i shifted!!!! i could still feel my cr body, but i affirmed i was switching my control fully to my dr, and it workedddddd! once i had realized i could actually shift, it really helped me actually believe it was real, and i was much more confident in my control over my conscious and my body. but yeah!! it was such a cool experience and i’ve gone back a bunch of times.
once you shift, you open a gateway to all these other things that are possible, like manifesting, loa, etc. control over your reality is so easy once you do something believed to be ‘impossible’ by so many people! i’ve always had my doubts about stuff like this, but it’s so real! you just have to truly believe you can! ❤️
anyways my first shift i stayed for about a week, just chilling and talking with people. i became friends with silena, connor, travis, drew, and some hermes kids named juliette and parker. we formed sort of a friend group. drew is nice i promise, just a bitch to people she doesn’t like haha. it was so fun and i love everything about chb! i scripted a month in before percy arrives, so i didn’t have to deal with that right away and could settle in. i befriended annabeth and she’s kind of like a little sister, she’s so cute. luke is nice but he’s been acting weird (😬) and percy is set to arrive the next time i shift. i’m so excited! i scripted that 4 is the lucky quest number instead of 3 so i could go on the quest haha.
kbye!
peek into my life 2
rehearsal is only in the afternoon today, meaning this morning i got to help my friend paint signs for the show! she is so good, literally an art master. i am hopeless but i helped paint the backs!! also got subway for lunch i love subway. we paint at a middle school because my company runs a theater program during the summer there, and their scene shop is so big :D the one at our home theater is TINY and you have to squeeze past the set pieces to get to the dressing rooms ugh. also the kids doing the program are so cute. i looked like a rat during middle school but they're very preppy now. lululemon, aviator nation, etc. i think its cute tho haha
all these hoes piss me off. like nobody gives a fuck about you. all these people do is dance bad and smell worse. litterally i think i might die of overexertion, starvation, exhaustion, and dehydration. UGGHHHHH (side note: on my period)
wait was trying to create a pronouns page (i do not understand the UI of that website but not the point) and i think i’m actually biromantic??? and then grayasexual. i think that’s what it’s called? this is so girlslay of me!!!! ACE SPECTRUM RISE UP!!!!!!
i’m just a girl(taking the best everything shower after dance with casual by chappell roan playing on repeat, proceeding to have the biggest plate of nachos known to man)
peek into my life 1
ok so i’m in the week before opening for my OFFBROADWAY PROFESSIONAL SHOW. cray cray. but litterally have no time to do anything as i am a dancer and singer so i’m at all rehersals 😭😭😭 it’s honestly such a dream but i also have no time to do anything else. like 7am-10pm i am at rehersals. we have frequent breaks but it’s 15 mins (or 1hr for lunch & dinner) and i am EXHAUSTED at the end. i’m used to going to bed at like 830 so this is a big change!! litterally on a break rn and posting haha. just wanted to yap ik it’s not my usual content lmao
k bye love you!