Experience Tumblr Like Never Before
feeling far away, i haven’t been me for awhile
Okay so, hi! Sorry for not posting on here in a while, just been caught up with things (Including my birthday) but hopefully things should get back on track.
So, hope things have gone well for y'all. I'm gonna try to get some progress on some projects (Like the NES Godzilla retake) well, before I slumber for the night. Thats about it, hope y'all have a good night, and make sure to make something cool.
I want to sleep, but my blood sugar won’t let me
saw a tiktok today about falling inlove with a person in your dreams and it made me think.
love is such a complex topic that we think about it even in our most vunreble state to love is not to break down a wall that took to much hardship to even discuss but to make a hidden entrance only those who are willing to search will find.
now while that is unrelated to the video this is,
i have fallen in love with a man who i know nothing about. why? because it means that they know nothing of me or my world. i see there blank face and think, at last a chance to start anew.
A chance to love once more
sniff sniff i smell a bingo card that i can fill
WHY DID I GET LITTERALLY ALL BUT THE ONES THAT MADE A SCORE XD
Btw the template was made by zoeybullard0628 on Pinterest! <3
Original Image:
I did this out of pure boredom lol
049- (in a bad german accsent) I AM ZE ANGRY BIRD GOD OF ZE BADLANDS!
106- (whispering) is he ok?
035- No
049- (At the top of his lugs) FHERE ME!
Late night doodles. God, I should use my fineliners again.
Using an extra journal one of my teachers gave me because I keep on forgetting to ask my parents for another sketchbook. Fun fact: This journal is waterproof. That means I can’t use any water-based art supplies on them tho.
(I accidentally posted this to my personal blog before, whoops. Me, have big brain)
I like taking pictures of stuff and I found some of the things I learned from painting and drawing are transferable to photography. Like I see pretty collors or nice silhouette and I don't wanna forget that scene, so I take a picture.
I never realised how many beautiful places are in my city. I just wanted to remember moments and I found more than I ever expected.
I dont have a camera so I use my phone, but my friend said he can give me one of his old cameras. I'm probably gonna take him up on that offer.
I feel like I deserve either a medal or a smack upside the head.
I just wrote a essay in half an hour, without having prepped any notes or made any outlines or drafts, and having slept a single-digit number of hours with the past 72. An essay where we were given two paragraphs of source material in another language to base our analysis off of. I just wore an essay, and a vaguely-intelligent sounding one at that, on the educational methods of the Druids at the time of the Gallic wars and Caesar’s interpretations thereof.
When you start thinking that maybe your future husband got hit by a bus and you aren’t going to get married in this life anymore.
Is it better to study in the night or early in the morning? Either way, I hope my math hw gets done
tanaka kun is always listless!!
This is truly on a must watch list for any anime lover. It’s a simple, funny show.
I’ve always wanted to be this relaxed.
@anime-and-sometimes-other-stuff for more animation/cinema content.
One of my favorite shows!
The Eric Andre show
@anime-and-sometimes-other-stuff for more animation/cinema content.
finally finished this at 1 am
trying out new things and trying to get out of the artblock
Here is my version of a tiktok trend made with the cooperation of @clarichoupie . This is the edit on which I spent the most time but I clearly wanted to finally show to my friend what I really like .. (don't let it flop there are 480 photos in the edit XD)
So here are 100% of the things that make me feel good in my life and that I will never let go.
I invite you to also do the trend if you are good at editing!
sleepy donatello🌙✨
And Timothy 👁👄👁
The train jostled him from one lonely moment to the next.
The train car was quiet. Just about everyone was a sleep or was falling into it. There was nothing outside the windows. Darkness and the occasional flicker of light. He was empty.
The open-ended feeling in his stomach was the pain of loneliness. He clutched his bag as if it would hold him back. Maybe if he squeezed hard enough the bag would absorb his sadness. Regrettably his efforts were no reciprocated.
How? How did he continually end up here? Close. Slam. Shut. The doors to love, companionship, affection, repeatedly shut in his face. Is it his karma? Is he unlovable? Is he simply unwanted?
The train doors are open. The air is warm, but not inviting. Where would it invite him to anyway? Further sadness? Deeper disappointment? Ugh, never mind.
The bed is soft. The darkness familiar. The loneliness his own. Lights out. Again.
(5.11.19)
A lot of people have hurt me. And sometimes I act like it. 🤷🏽♂️ Y’all let people get away with a lot worse.
I love him,
In the late hours of the night.
When the silence around starts to feel like home,
I love him.
When the dawn approaches in the horizon,
looking so hazy and confused,
I love him.
The slow call of the nightingale breaks my train of thoughts about him.
But still, I continue to love him.
He exists in the abandoned corners of my mind.
And he is there, always smiling when I close my eyes.
The silhouettes made by the moonlit night,
somehow ends up looking like him.
And when I trace my fingers across the shadows formed,
I love him.
For some reason, he seems to be everywhere I look.
And for some reason, I always love him, every single time.
I love him,
like the favourite quote of mine stuck in my head.
I love him,
like the soft melody of the first rain.
I love him,
like he had loved me.
In darkness and in silence.
But never in each other's presence.
Stars have aligned.
And so have hearts.
Now when the sun sets in the horizon,
up comes the night.
Wild and beautiful,
with a mad sense of time.
As the world sleeps on,
souls meet at last.
Finally they've found eachother.
After eons of being nomads.
Stars have aligned.
And so have worlds.
Now when the moon shines in the sky,
down goes the light.
Sparkling and raging,
with a fierce sense of longing.
As the world stops to spin,
they hold hands at last.
© Moonyloonywitch
07/09/2021
I was a child of the desert from a very young age, even though now I am more closer to the sea. This was inspired by my many trips to deserts during my childhood, and of course Paulo Coelho's Alchemist.
Deserts have always seemed magical to me. Their golden sunsets and brilliant night skies have kept me in awe forever. It's almost like having a universe and space right here on this Earth.
(ps : Sahara simply means desert in Arabic. I came up with the part about moon just for the story. )
Part 3 ✨
More late night aesthetic! Just black and good this time not lavender. I guess this is me wanting a tattoo?