Experience Tumblr Like Never Before
me when:
I'm so sorry chat but I don't understand what you meant by this.
your blog is so relatable π₯π₯
Thank you ^β _β ^
Shout-out to jirais who:
Aren't white
Aren't skinny
Don't cut
Aren't cishet
Are a Boy, multi gender, gender fluid, and xenogender jirai
Who aren't conventionally attractive
Who can't self sabotage in traditional ways
Who have an Ed that isn't ana or mia
Who aren't American
Who are systems
Who have "minor" mental illnesses
Who don't dress dark girly kei
Who have a master list of illnesses
Who aren't diagnosed
Who aren't the jirai stereotype
I'm going to say this loudly, jirai was a term made from mentally ill young adults, they were usually women but they were men as well. It isn't misogynistic for a man to be a jirai. You're just transphobic, and whatever the term is for being misogynistic but for men. Men can be mentally ill too, stop for the love of God try to exclude danshi's just because you're an asshole. Cis, trans, queer whatever you're valid. Don't listen to assholes my jirai brothers.
Chiikawa love beam 4 u!!!! (/p)
YHAYAGAYYAYAHAYAGAHGh (β δΊΊβ *β Β΄β ββ ο½β )β qβ *οΎβ +
Pretty boy thinspo ^β _β ^
Ed relapse era,
(I need control again.)
My mindset daily:
I'm a god -> I should kms -> I want to get better -> I want to get worse -> I'm so silly>_< -> fuck everything -> I feel so fucking numb.
what r ur fav foods??? :3
~π«
Ummm, buttered toast, chick coconut curry over jasmine rice, rice with chicken, tomato soup, and most foods for toddlers. ^β _β ^
heyyyyyyβ¦.(ΛΆΛ α΅ ΛΛΆ) .α.α
~π«
HIII
I've realized that I'm not a system I just probably have BPD and intense derealization and dissociation.
Literally me (totally)
Cyber/Soda post the most, actually. ^β _β ^
Me because I'm finally a micro celebrity (I have around 110 followers)
What's been happening when I go on walks:
Amechan: what if we get hit by a car and become an amputee
Me: WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKβοΈ
How I look with he/they pronouns
Shout-out to jirais in ED recovery.
You deserve to have food, food is fuel, it is energy (β /β ο½₯β Οβ ο½₯β (β -β Οβ -β )
This is a triggering blog. Intro under the cut.
Hiii!! I'm Cyber, I go by he/they ^β _β ^
I'm a feminine transmasc, I'm a demiboy.
I'm a minor, please don't be a creep.
I love: fashion, thrifting, music, anime, horror TV shows, and online.
Music: Alex g, hyperpop, Japanese pop, rock music, and goth music
(dream)Fashion: yumekawaii, vkei, and Roku garyu
(irl) fashion: grunge, alt.
Anime(s): whisker away, mushishi, angels of death, uzumaki, Japanese horror stories.
Shows: criminal minds, Carmen Santiago, Hilda.
Games: cube escape, Minecraft.
Ed stats under the gif
My content with mainly be about my mental health, shit posting, making memes, ect
DNI: shotacons, lolicons, any type of con, proshippers, (dark) comshipper, dark shippers, big three paraphiles, MAP people, radqueers, Trans ID's, basic dni
I have a lot of mental problems and unstable mood.
Height: 5'2
Cw: 75.2 kg (165 Ibs)
Gw1: 65 kg (143 Ibs)
Gw2: 55 kg (121 Ibs) Gw3: 45 kg (99.2 Ibs)
Ugw: 36 kg (79.3 Ibs)
PLEASE INTERACT: yandere's, darlings, jirais, mentally ill systems, mentally ill folk, queer jirais, POC jirais, anyone not on the DNI that isn't triggered by this blog.
Anyways love you guys (β δΊΊβ Β β β’Νβ α΄β β’Νβ )
JIRAI SYSTEMS!! I've made a community for us.
Eemmren hi what kind of music do you like :33
Alex g, hyperpop, metal, indie, some rock as well. Whatever fits my mood really, I hate country, rap, most pop.
ALSO HI MOOTIE ο½β (β γ€β Λβ Πβ Λβ )β γ€β qβ β
NOTES GAME (β qβ β’Μβ α΄β -β )β β§
1- I don't turn rapid (completed π)
10- I give my dog an extra treat (completedβΌοΈ)
60- you guys pick my pfp
130- you guys get another art post
340- reveal dividers, and blinkers I've collected.
600- I'll reveal my gacha oc + art!!!
1k- an entire revamp of my entire account
1.2k- a self portrait + silly doodles.
"Stop isolating yourself at any minor thing"
NO! TOMATOES π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π π
@angelic-svicide-notez (mootie tag, can't remember other user tags)
Lover boy but in the I'd cook your favorite meal for you way.
Lover boy but in the I'd take care of your dogs for you when you're away.
Lover boy but in the I'd treat your (chosen) family with respect and love way.
Lover boy but in the I'd gift you small trinkets way.
Lover boy but in the I'd be a house husband for you way.
(just wish I had someone to be a lover boy too (β Β΄β -β οΉβ -β `β οΌβ )
- Charlie
I love other jirai systems!! (Yes I'm a system in case you didn't read my intro) Like hiiii!!! Do you wanna yap about system stuff, wanna yap about the experience of being a jirai and a system? (β ο½₯β ββ ο½₯β )β Β β \β (β ο½₯β β‘β ο½₯β )β /
Shout out to POC, plus sized, disabled, and queer jirais!!!! (β Β β ββ βΏβ ββ Β β )β β‘ love you guys, it sucks that you're hated on.