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the genuine anger and hurt that comes from trying to plan your own damn birthday party after you didn’t even want to have one and actually getting excited to put everything together only to find out that nobody you want to be there can actually attend is so fucking frustrating.
how come every time it comes to something I want to happen nobody actually takes the time to attend
what the fuck is even the point I don’t understand
I know you’re not supposed to care about birthdays and stuff as you get older but what the fuck. Birthday party after birthday party for all these other people and yet when it comes to me only three people are willing to attend? I don’t fucking get it why does it seem like everyone in my fucking life have this weird “oh he can take care of himself” mentality
newsflash I’m literally backsliding in my mental health so hard if I’m not actively disassociating I’m crying.