Experience Tumblr Like Never Before
I think the most soul crushing realization anyone can make is the realization no one is truely there for them. I don't have anyone, not really. I will never get the care and understanding i need. Even the people who are in my life and supposed to be 'close' to me treat me like a distant friend. My family, my boyfriend, my friends, i don't even want them anymore. Im so sick of the same patterns, the same disappointments entering my life, and getting hurt by them everytime. I want to make them all dissapear. I want to dissapear.