I Think The Most Soul Crushing Realization Anyone Can Make Is The Realization No One Is Truely There

I think the most soul crushing realization anyone can make is the realization no one is truely there for them. I don't have anyone, not really. I will never get the care and understanding i need. Even the people who are in my life and supposed to be 'close' to me treat me like a distant friend. My family, my boyfriend, my friends, i don't even want them anymore. Im so sick of the same patterns, the same disappointments entering my life, and getting hurt by them everytime. I want to make them all dissapear. I want to dissapear.

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4 months ago

Sometimes otherkinity is having the inexplicable urge to mark things as yours. Sometimes it’s scent marking, chewing, scratching, pissing.

Whatever it is, it’s mine and I need people to know it’s mine and not touch it. Do not touch my bed unless I let you, do not touch my stuff unless I let you, don’t even go in my room unless I say you can.

I will mark everything I swear. This whole house is mine now, get out, ask permission.

4 months ago

Taking your dog (me) for a walk for enrichment purposes and to show me off :3

2 months ago
The therian symbol in nonbinary colours, with the middle of the theta replaced with an exclamation point to make it look like a warning symbol. Underneath is the text "not compliant with standard classification". The entire image has significant analog distortion.
4 months ago
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1 month ago

Krueger is on his phone a lot, right? What is he doing there? Reddit? Picking fights on twitter? Is he a mobile gamer? I want to look through his gallery too... Or do I? 👀

Krueger Is On His Phone A Lot, Right? What Is He Doing There? Reddit? Picking Fights On Twitter? Is He

Yes! I think Krueger is on his phone quite a lot. Checks it when he doesn't sleep (which is often - he's got a very patchy sleep), when he smokes, when he gets up before the others.

I like to imagine he browses stuff like craigslist where you can find pretty much everything. Like not even to buy anything, just because he enjoys browsing. Yes I think he uses Reddit a lot, and specifically goes on nsfl and combat footage subs. And no, you do not want to peep into his phone gallery. It's password-protected, btw.

3 weeks ago
My First Ever Own-made Slinky Cuff!! Using A Mini Slinky Cause That’s All I Could Find At The BlackFridayDeals.

My first ever own-made slinky cuff!! Using a mini slinky cause that’s all I could find at the BlackFridayDeals. I’m pretty proud how it turned out but there’s definitely sum stuff I’d do differently.


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2 weeks ago
Based On Actual Thoughts I Had At The Club Last Night

based on actual thoughts I had at the club last night

3 weeks ago

The rave got canceled cause someone reported it :( genuinely so sad, but here was my fit, to the person who couldn’t handle the cringe rave, ur a loser, and ‘cringe’ ppl will exist no matter what. U suck ballz🙂 reporting a rave is the dumbest shi you can do just let ppl have fun you buzzkill.

The Rave Got Canceled Cause Someone Reported It :( Genuinely So Sad, But Here Was My Fit, To The Person
The Rave Got Canceled Cause Someone Reported It :( Genuinely So Sad, But Here Was My Fit, To The Person
The Rave Got Canceled Cause Someone Reported It :( Genuinely So Sad, But Here Was My Fit, To The Person
The Rave Got Canceled Cause Someone Reported It :( Genuinely So Sad, But Here Was My Fit, To The Person

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4 months ago

fuck i completely forgot i need to curl up on my couch and scroll my phone for six hours. can we reschedule

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Hi I’m Lex, casual Therian & furry, Hyena & golden retriever theriotype, alien-cat fursona, 19 years old, they/she. Kandi maker and very occasional raver in CA. This used to just be my therian account but now it’s for all my interests because I abandoned my old cringe tumblr account I’ve had since 2014. My freak(ier) account is @Lexington29

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