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7 months ago

Fight tomorrow, pray for me🙏🏿


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4 months ago

Toji SMAU - When love was always there

Toji SMAU - When Love Was Always There

Chapter 9 - Behind closed doors

Summary: You see him again on your first day of college. Fuck. Toji Zenin has been the bane of your existence since your first day of kindergarten. Over the 15 years you’ve had the “pleasure” of knowing him, he’s made it his personal mission to make your life a living hell. From chopping off your hair in kindergarten to pushing you into a pond on your first day of high school, Toji has done it all. You’d always thought he would choose a college far away from you, but as it has always been, fate came to kick your ass. Hard.

warnings: cursing, sexual language, mentions of bullying

an: I hope you guys can understand him a little better now
 (please stop telling me to just kill him off LMAOOO 😭). I also wanted to mention that none of the relationships I write about will be perfect because that’s just not realistic. Dark times are upon us my babies but things will get better
. one day
. hopefully
. Smooches 💋💋💋

{chapter 8} ; {next}

taglist: @jinxiewritings

àŁȘ˖ ֮𐙚 𝜗𝜚 àŁȘ˖ ֮𐙚 𝜗𝜚 àŁȘ˖ ֮𐙚 𝜗𝜚 àŁȘ˖ ֮𐙚 𝜗𝜚 àŁȘ˖ ֮𐙚 𝜗𝜚 àŁȘ˖ ֮𐙚 𝜗𝜚 àŁȘ˖ ֮𐙚 𝜗𝜚 àŁȘ˖ ֮𐙚

You knock on Toji’s apartment door, your pulse racing in a mix of nerves and anger. You don’t even know why you’re here. After everything he said—everything he did—why should you care about his busted knuckles or his bruised ego? But still, here you are, a bag of first-aid supplies in hand, waiting for him to open the door.

When it swings open, Toji stands there, leaning casually against the frame. His dark eyes sweep over you, and his mouth pulls into a smirk. “The hell you want?”

You push past him without answering, stepping into the small, sparsely furnished space. The smell of antiseptic and cigarette smoke hangs faintly in the air. You drop the bag onto his coffee table and turn to face him.

“You’re hurt,” you say simply.

“So what?” He shuts the door with a deliberate click and crosses his arms, leaning against it. “I didn’t ask you to come.”

“Someone has to take care of you,” you reply, already pulling supplies out of the bag. “Since you clearly won’t.”

He scoffs, sauntering over to the couch but making no move to sit. “You always gotta play the nurse, huh? Like you’re so damn perfect.”

“I’m not doing this to feel perfect,” you snap, glaring at him. “I’m doing it because you’re too stupid to take care of yourself.”

Toji snorts but finally sits down, sprawling out with a casual arrogance that sets your teeth on edge. “Whatever. Make it quick.”

You kneel in front of him, taking his hand and inspecting the bruised and bloodied knuckles. The silence between you is heavy, broken only by the faint hiss of antiseptic as you clean the wound. His hand is stiff in yours, tense but not pulling away.

“You gonna tell me what happened?” you ask quietly, not looking up.

“What’s it to you?” he says, his voice laced with irritation.

“It’s not like you to get detention. Not anymore, at least.”

He lets out a humorless laugh. “Maybe I felt like knockin’ Gojo’s pretty face in.”

You pause, glancing up at him. “Why?”

“Why not?” His gaze meets yours, hard and unyielding. “You seem real concerned about him, though. You two fuckin’ or somethin’?”

Your eyes widen, heat rushing to your cheeks. “What the hell is wrong with you?”

“I’m just askin’,” he says, leaning back with a smug grin. “Since he’s always all over you. Thought maybe you finally gave it up to him.”

“Shut up, Toji,” you snap, your voice trembling with anger.

“Why?” he taunts, his smirk growing. “You embarrassed? Or maybe you don’t like that I called it out.”

You stand abruptly, tossing the first-aid kit onto the couch beside him. “You’re such a dick, you know that? I come here to help you, and this is how you treat me?”

“I didn’t ask you to come,” he shoots back, his voice rising. “You just showed up like you always do, thinkin’ you can fix everything. Like you can fix me.”

Your breath catches, his words cutting deeper than you’d like to admit. “I’m not trying to fix you,” you say quietly.

“Bullshit,” he spits, standing to face you. “You’ve been tryin’ to fix me since we were kids. Always actin’ like you’re some kinda saint, like you’re better than me. Like you’re better than everybody.”

“That’s not true,” you argue, your voice trembling.

“Yes, it is,” he growls, stepping closer. “You think I didn’t notice? You think I didn’t see the way you treated me? Like some charity case you could pat yourself on the back for. Poor little Toji, right? Poor, angry, stupid Toji.”

You shake your head, tears stinging your eyes. “That’s not how it was. I just wanted to be your friend.”

“Friend?” he laughs bitterly. “You forced me to be your friend. I didn’t want you around, but you didn’t care. You kept comin’ back, smilin’ like an idiot, actin’ like everything was fine. And then one day, you just stopped. Guess you got tired of playin’ with your little project, huh?”

Your throat tightens, and you can barely get the words out. “I stopped because you made my life hell, Toji. You bullied me. You tormented me every chance you got.”

“Maybe you deserved it,” he snaps, his voice cold and cutting.

The words hit you like a slap, and you take a step back, your hands trembling. “You’re a selfish asshole,” you say, your voice breaking. “You’ve always been one.”

“Yeah? Well, maybe I got my reasons,” he shoots back, his voice rising.

“Then tell me!” you yell, tears streaming down your face now. “Tell me why you’ve been such a goddamn nightmare!”

He freezes for a moment, his chest heaving as he stares at you, his jaw tight. And then, suddenly, he explodes.

“You wanna know why?” he shouts, his voice raw and shaking. “Because you don’t know when to leave shit alone! You don’t know when to leave me alone! I didn’t want your kindness, or your pity, or whatever the hell you were sellin’. But you kept pushin’. Kept actin’ like you were so much better than me, like you could fix me. And it pissed me off, okay? It pissed me off because I knew it wasn’t real. I knew you’d get tired of me eventually, just like everybody else.”

You stand there, stunned, as his words wash over you.

“And you know what the worst part is?” he continues, his voice breaking. “You did get tired of me. You left, just like I knew you would. So don’t stand there and act like you’re some innocent little angel, ‘cause you’re not.”

You open your mouth to respond, but he cuts you off with a sharp gesture.

“Get the fuck out,” he snaps, his voice cold and final.

“Toji—”

“I said get out!” he yells, his voice echoing through the small apartment.

Your chest tightens as you grab your bag and head for the door, tears blurring your vision. You don’t look back as you step outside, the sound of the door slamming behind you ringing in your ears.


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2 years ago

Touch starvation is no longer a problem all I have to do is press my teacup to my face and its almost like the warmth of a hand. 


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8 months ago

These two should fight

These Two Should Fight
These Two Should Fight

If anyone wants to animate this and turn it into a video

It'll be a miracle

@ninebaalart @switchnx @lord-bleed @anonymous-harpy @qui11en @quishyorgannet


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2 years ago

Eu tenho que estudar entĂŁo eu nĂŁo vou poder postar com frequĂȘncia, Ah mais uma coisa eu vou começar a fazer mais artes originais

I have to study so I won't be able to post often, Oh one more thing I'll start doing more original art

Eu Tenho Que Estudar EntĂŁo Eu NĂŁo Vou Poder Postar Com FrequĂȘncia, Ah Mais Uma Coisa Eu Vou Começar

Créditos ao criador original


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5 years ago
It’s Not As Perfect As It Could Be But I Wanted This Done Already, And The Lighting Was Annoying Me.
It’s Not As Perfect As It Could Be But I Wanted This Done Already, And The Lighting Was Annoying Me.

It’s not as perfect as it could be but I wanted this done already, and the lighting was annoying me. The first is a see-through one just for the fun of it, the second is the finished art.


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1 year ago

Monday, May 29th, 2023

3:29pm

Here’s the texts of when I texted my older sister, 5 months after everything that happened while I was in New York City with her.

Here’s what I said to her:

Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7

Monday, May 29th, 2023
Monday, May 29th, 2023
Monday, May 29th, 2023
Monday, May 29th, 2023

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5 years ago

Do you know how I feel? I feel like I’m drowning, and I’m aware of it but I can’t do anything.

I know I have to study a lot, but I can’t. I can’t get myself to do stuff, to concentrate.

I know I have to keep my house in order and do the dishes every day, do the laundry. But I can’t.

I am gaining weight and I know I should and want to eat healthy and not stress-eatings. But I do.

I know that I should be active more and workout so that I have a nice body. But I can’t do it more than one day.

I know I should take care of myself. But I fucking can’t.

And I hate myself for losing control like that, not being able to control my willpower. I hate myself for knowing this shit and still procrastinate and watch a movie instead or surf the instagram. I know I’m wasting my time, but there’s this voice in my head that’s just so strong, when I hear it I say ‘screw it you’ll do it tomorrow’. And the worst part is I am allowing that voice to control me. I don’t know what to do.

I don’t know what’s happening to me, it’s like I’m losing control over my mind and my will to do things. I am telling myself every fucking day that tomorrow will be different. Tomorrow will be a new start, but I feel deep down that it won’t. I feel like I’m drowning in my own sadness.

I realized a few days ago that I’m in depression. And that hit me hard. I am alone, sad and depressed. And I am trying to fight this fucking thing everyday but I fail. You know what though? I don’t want to lose control to that little piece of shit, I don’t want to be unhealthy, fat and depressed. I will fight it and I will kill it.

And when I do, it will be the greatest win of my life.

Do You Know How I Feel? I Feel Like I’m Drowning, And I’m Aware Of It But I Can’t Do Anything.

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1 year ago
And This Too Goes In It's Own Post, Because Pixel Art Is Difficult.

And this too goes in it's own post, because pixel art is difficult.


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3 years ago

*When Musa tried to forgive Darcy*

Musa: He was my boyfriend! And you made out with him! And possesed him again!

Darcy:Oh, come on, that was 13 years ago. Get over it.

Musa:Oh, I cannot believe it! I can't believe that I tried to forget you, and invited you to dinner.

Darcy: Yeah, well you know what I cannot believe? That you're so selfish that you get a 30% in Date Records. And I still have to pay retails.

Musa: hAhAhAhA! AhAhAhA! It's 45.

Darcy: You bitch. You think that you're so perfect, with your new baby, and your small stupid apartment, and this record that sounds emo.

*Riven throws a paper in worry while going beside Musa*

Darcy: Your baby isn't even that cute.

Riven: ToO fAr, DaRcY! ToO FaR.

Musa*demon tone*: You take that back, man.

Darcy: No.

Musa:Take it back!

Darcy: What are you going to do? make me?

Musa: Hey, man I'm still a guardian.

Darcy: I'm a witch bitch.

Musa: Bring it on!

*they start hitting at eachother.*

Flora: PUT THE PLATES BACK IN THE BOXES.

*everyone puts the plates as the fast they can do it*

Musa: Did you just push me?

Darcy: Uh, yeah. I think I did.

Musa:All right that's it. You're going down!

Flora: OKAY, FORGET THA BUBBLE WRAP! THERE'S ISN'T TIME.!

Stella: Shouldn't we stop it?

Brandon: What are you out of your mind? Let's throw some Jell-O on them.


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7 years ago
Sorta Like How The Sketch Turned Out The Finished One Looked Like A Crap 

Sorta like how the sketch turned out The finished one looked like a crap 


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5 years ago
Selfie (OC (Crazy And Mak-20))

Selfie (OC (Crazy and Mak-20))


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1 year ago
As Promised, More.
As Promised, More.
As Promised, More.
As Promised, More.

As promised, more.

Let's call today's motto... Eye for details.

Happy Friday everyone.


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2 months ago

Yuji’s Hell

Yuji’s Hell

I did this piece a few years ago and I can’t get over how cool it looks


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1 year ago

ASMR Boyfriend Fights Toaster And LOSES [m4f] [yandere] [asmr]

This isn't getting the recognition it deserves so watch it, it's worth every damn second.


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1 year ago
digital hollow knight art, taking place in greenpath. the knight is reeling back, their mask making an audible crack as a thrown needle bounces off and past them- hornet stares daggers at them, stating "i know what you are..". art by kise akuta, day 2613

Too Weak, Little Ghost..

"come no closer, ghost. ive seen you, creeping through the undergrowth, stalking me. this old kingdom... a terrible thing awakens. i can smell it in the air... i know what you are. i know what youd try to do. i cant allow it." -hornet

week 24. im almost embarrassed to say, but this fight took me like 1.5 hours the first time- i didnt know there was a bench nearby, so i walked like half of greenpath 13 fricken times.. still tho, one of my favorite games, its awesome possum. anywayss, thanks for checking out my work! i hope you have a wonderful day! ♡


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7 years ago

Howe vs zahn. March 23 fight


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7 years ago

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7 years ago

Nov 18 Utah Grizzlies vs Colorado Eagles


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7 years ago

Nov 18 Utah Grizzlies vs Colorado Eagles


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