Emotional Abandonment - Blog Posts

maddy-bomb

2 years ago

*Vent*

The only talent I have is lying. Lying about my feelings, lying about who I am, lying about everything. Maybe if I was raised in a safer home environment I wouldn’t need to lie. For fucks sake lying is the only way I can keep myself safe at home. I’ve even lied about lying to you, “yeah I’ve lied and manipulated you.” No I haven’t, I just don’t want you to get close, I’m scared you’ll hurt me. My talent is manipulating people into thinking it’s their idea to stop being friends with me. “What did I do to make you ghost me?” I know what I “did”. I always know why…

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maddy-bomb

2 years ago

Honestly I think my mom wants me dead.