Shoutout To Systems (highly Specific Version):

Shoutout to systems (highly specific version):

- Systems who feel like they're faking because they have memory keepers with horrible memory because the body has multiple other disorders that affect memory

- Systems who have abuser introjects who are really kind, nice and nothing like source

- Systems with struggling gatekeepers that barely can do their job

- Systems who have in-system romantic and/or sex life

- Systems who feel like their headspace is ever growing and expanding like the fabric of space

- Systems who have low-tolerance to stress and end up splitting a lot because of it

- Systems who have high-tolerance to stress and still don't know why they're splitting so much

- Systems who have a healthy family dynamic internally even though their actual family dynamic is not healthy

- Systems with morally questionable in-system dynamics

- Systems who physically turn around as a way to look at their headspace

- Systems with lots and lots of in-system pet NPCs

- Systems who despise fried eggs

System Experience I Rarely See Talked About

Having only 2 alters

Having under 5 alters

Having over 100k alters

Having over 100k fragments

Having hypersexual child parts

Having child parts that are mentally older

Having child parts who can understand adult concepts

Having child parts that are bodily older, but mentally still children

Having no innerworld/headspace

Only having a room in the headspace

Not having a fronting room

Having a fronting room

Having an extremely complex innerworld

Constant heavy dissociation

Severe amnesia that makes you forget what happened an hour ago

Dissociative fugue

Chronic severe PTSD

Somatic symptoms

Rarely switching

Being frontstuck for months at a time

Rarely knowing who you are

Not knowing if you've switched

Internal trauma reenactment

Internal sexual relationships

Innerworlds not being a safe space

Alters who are dicks simply because they want to be

Alters who rape other alters

Internal pregnancy

Alters living in different time periods

Alters stuck reliving trauma

Having a lot of NPCs

Having cities full of NPCs

Having no NPCs

Having NPCs who reenact trauma

Having NPCs living the life you would have had without the trauma

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zodixyz

1 year ago

my utopia has disability in it. my utopia includes free healthcare and no-questions welfare and state-funded carers. my utopia includes building requirements that centre disabled bodies — ramps and lifts and dimmer switches and braille signs. my utopia has disability in it. because without disability, it’s not much of a utopia at all

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zodixyz

3 months ago

creature in fiction: *is portrayed as bad and mean*

8 year old me: but what if there was a good and nice one :0

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zodixyz

1 year ago

Demonology and the Tri-Phasic Model of Trauma.

The Tri-Phasic model of trauma consists of three healing phases:

1. Safety & Stability

2. Remembering & Grieving

3. Reconnecting & Integration

“She would sit here, with Crowley. She would sit, in compassionate honesty, with him. She would sit with him, for as long as he needed, as long as it took for him to feel safe enough to emerge from his cocoon.”

Inspired by the same name fanfic by Nnm on ao3, you can read it here:

archiveofourown.org

Demonology and the Tri-Phasic Model of Trauma: An Integrative Approach - Chapter 1 - Nnm - Good Omens (TV) [Archive of Our Own]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Words cannot describe how much impact this beautiful fan-fiction has on me. It gave me the courage to pick up my own tree, one day it’ll become a forest too, just like Aubrey’s. Thank you.

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zodixyz

1 year ago