So I Got Some Donuts, Some Entemanns Donuts, 2 Ice Creams (apple Crisp & Orange Cream), Dove Milk Chocolate

Randomly posting things after the previous posts because my brain background processed thinking about how to define sexuality while thinking about that dude who race cars then died, Steve McQueen or something like that & he was bisexual thanks to reading the first prefix of a given persons username is so ADHD

You don't even know!

I've defined it before, but brain goes burr for slightly plump (on my Twitter with a hentai pic for what that is defined as) to still feminine androgenous enough saying they are male & or gender fluid but got the puss still for me to *Doo do doooo* straight crush! (Ironic use aside it's still true) Is what that is, super submissive & our personalities mesh & are good together then that's all it takes for me.

I guess you could say I'm pan but, I dunno I just went with normal & brain burr activation is good enough for me to want to. Nothing else matters outside of I'm down & they are.

Still my "girl" in that bedroom (you might want to be into misgendering kinks in the bedroom) just saying dude 🤷

Oh right, this doesn't really have anything to do with the strange aeons thing. Just people be people & wonder then I go, oh right!

I have to give a shit or something. About them & their thoughts & they need labels to know uncomfortable & anger or likes stuff. Fussy people I never cared about, their actions towards me when combined with others mobbing is what that is, & even then I don't care lol

I wrote a massive life update blog thing to go with this video https://youtu.be/OCMMIxXnPDo

Then something goofed apparently & it didn't save all of it. It saved nothing.

Who knows maybe one day I'll be able to get back all I wrote. It was very personal & truthfully I really needed to share it.

Even how I meditated to learn how to control my emotions & how people don't listen fully through my videos & then fish for information in the comments. Then have me repeating myself & them getting it. Together with my jokes not landing, the captions being off really often. & This other video I did with editing going after trolls in the video with me switching the background image but talking about things. Hiking with Phaser & it being like 32 or something minutes. I relate things in that.

Then I decided to write about how my self har m feelings are different than they used to be but now I subtly drive myself towards it until it's like when I intentionally drove too fast in a car out on a trail to roll off a cliff. Then got out after seeing the roof crushed in about 3 inches at most where my head had been & that it goes down to my shoulders & I would have easily died. Just got up, felt nothing, then proceeded to get a ride through Hitch hiking back. Lied about the intention, ended up later with my 5th hospital stay & 2nd court ordered treatment.

Man, there was a lot more in there that went over all that I did in there & how I knew I was disabled & couldn't work & "get out" "launch" & how my family was abusive. But couldn't accept it nor could I talk to anyone anymore or do anything else after all the meds, therapy, constant practice of coping skills & maintenance methods, the many many different therapies besides what I started with, the never ending invalidation of the work & it not ever being enough on top of them not needing to respect boundaries & so much more for perspective based thinking & how it means nothing when your abusers have power over you. You can't "reason" with them.

I knew I was headed towards homelessness & more once they felt annoyed enough & I wasn't doing enough work & or lying. I had no way out.

That & other things with people thinking they aren't already obliterated in my video, it's like k ink y p ron for those who get a thrill from listening to someone know what they are saying, confident in themselves, lead you into traps that you didn't know you had, & then evicerate a person thinking they are smart & know more but are just actually dumb & too confident in what they are saying. *Ree* & you can't solve this (although I agree it's a solve & works) in way I don't like! Even though many math problems are solved with realizing the order of operations can be different than what was thought & using that together with bridging the gap with a reason why & how this is done this way, the way it solves & proves the thing & is still actually the same thing but it wasn't thought of in this way because of these things. While I understand this is done & even using another equation's order of operations & even combining it with another equation helped solve a millennium problem, the guy that grows his own mushrooms & hates society & being online. Basically it's like, wait why not use (4x) + 2 = ? When x is equal to 4. Instead of 4 + x multiplied by itself x number of times + 2 = ? & Solve for x when x is the solution of (x)+ (x+ x) - 24 maybe divide by 8 + 13 = 4 question mark maybe it is 4, X + I dunno dude I'm it does this now & no ones challenges it by saying that must mean something changed & we need to make an order of operations change to having it do this part now of the equation to work it out this way now so I guess it 2 = equals around, maybe I dunno, 8 huge question mark about that though. Don't take my word for it. Seriously, also I explained this wrong, because I need an out.

Anyways. People make it infinitely harder to make it possible to be understood then get angry about things they cause themselves & them not understanding things. Jumping around in the video. More.

It's good content, though.

I went into more, who knows maybe one day someone will get it back to be shared!

Brand new video about my housing situation, what I planned to do with the engines, how, why, & what seemed to have caused it.

Trying to currently get my housing for the next year squared away.

I have to do a bunch of stuff to show I don't have any income & that I can't afford monthly rent.

Each year.

It's what it is, now I'm scared because of trump & that my parents gave up & just started sending me money

Because of how much I have to buy for toiletries, basic shampoo & conditioner, laundry stuff, gas, washing & cleaning my dishes by hand, the floors...

Basically...snaps covers nothing, I run out every month for food (that's all it covers) & I can't get basics taken care of w/o them.

Wasn't going to, but talking to people that don't even have the maturity to admit to mistakes is ridiculous, they could have just said I did this because of your comment but hey it's still the rule & I would have pointed it out but let it go

So, nobody reads the rules and effectively learns through posting or commenting. Wow, great it's like I'm normal & this personal grudge from that moderator is showing

Not really, but obviously that's pretty clearly the case for a lot of people.

Not to even get into the fact that they didn't catch once I wasn't asking for a unban.

I don't care, outside of the fact that I got a comment from them deciding to say they don't respect me & I'm not a Dom anymore.

While showing off how much they aren't good enjoy to be a decent sub in the slightest. Every single message back.

At least, like, that's just my opinion dude.

Here's a Vacuum powered can that uses simple tech to make it work. Tech that's been around forever & costs less than them, which got me angry enough to make the video b/c there's no way they don't know! No damn way!

Got angry about pissy little bitch baby millionaires ruining the chance of progress on better cars & engines for air powered cars

Left a link in the description about one of my air powered car ideas that blows theirs out of the water like it was done by some actual kids that had no idea what they were doing! Let alone this basic engine that would outperform them.

#morgandrinkscoffee for the moka pot idea you might be able to use milk powder, a type of dried chocolate low melting point & low stickiness type in powder form too, that you mix w coffee, together in a pod like thing for the baskets that would work better than that

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A simple & easy video that's brand new & you can watch now. Because you are smart & like cool science stuff.

Ever wanted an easy over the weekend project? Well, I have a brand new video out now that goes over that, who doesn't need batteries?

Brand new video up on YouTube! Going over how to make & use sodium filled carbon nano onion balls batteries

But actually nice & doable.

With reference links in the description this time & science study links.

Check out YouTube.com/xenonreality it

Yup. Thanksgiving science & astro/quantum physics time.

A video response to Phillip DeFranco's video about Freedman's & more arguments