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I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with the fact he now has a work phone that I can’t access

My boyfriend just got back home, by the way

I should be happy… but I’m just anxious af

Only 10 hours left to go until my 48 hour fast is officially done though, regardless of whether I decide to fast beyond that or not

And good news is I’ll be asleep for most of the rest of it 😄

I’m alive. Kinda wish I wasn’t because I’ve put weight back on again since I was last here… but guess I’ll just have to start again

However, he’s starting a new job pretty soon and has to be away from home for training, soooo 👀

The one and only thing I really hate about living with my boyfriend is that I can’t just not eat when he’s around 😫 I’ve done so well all day today but when he gets home from work I’m gonna have to eat something for dinner… I guess I’ll just try and pick something low in calories and pray I still lose

I just need something that tastes of something that isn’t more black coffee or herbal tea tbh

Currently 31 hours into my 48 hour fast!

Still feeling fine 😄 think I’m gonna go for a drive to help pass some time a bit quicker… tempted to buy Coke Zero or something. That’s okay during a fast, right? Because it has like barely any calories

Is it ridiculous to hope I’ll be decently under 200lbs by the time this 48 hour fast is over?

My 48 hour fast has begun!

Start weight is 204lbs 😭

The one and only thing I really hate about living with my boyfriend is that I can’t just not eat when he’s around 😫 I’ve done so well all day today but when he gets home from work I’m gonna have to eat something for dinner… I guess I’ll just try and pick something low in calories and pray I still lose

why do i only love myself when im starving

Why isn’t my weight going down 😫

That’s my plan now he’s back home. Just to only eat when I actually have to because he’s around (should be just one meal a day, dinner). Obviously means I’ll have to eat normally on Saturdays and Sundays because they’re his days off… but I at least that’s only two days a week. I should still lose a decent amount of weight decently fast since I’ll only be eating one meal a day most of the week