I’m Alive. Kinda Wish I Wasn’t Because I’ve Put Weight Back On Again Since I Was Last Here… But

Some more inspiration for me ☺️

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His work phone and tablet have Twitter on them

I feel sick now… I definitely can’t cope with this

Why isn’t my weight going down 😫

The answer = probably not ridiculous!

I’m about 22 hours in and am down to 198lbs already!! I’m actually so happy and can’t wait to see what my weight will be by tomorrow morning

I know most of that will be water weight, but still!

My 48 hour fast has begun!

Start weight is 204lbs 😭

The real challenge tomorrow is gonna be baking the chocolate cake for my boyfriend’s birthday without caving and eating anything 😬

No idea how I’m gonna cope during my 48 hour fast though 😅 recently I’ve been exhausted by like 4pm despite sleeping pretty well, and that’s with me eating three decent meals a day (kinda have to while my boyfriend was off). The lack of energy while I’m fasting might literally kill me

yeah mom im ok i just dont want to be alive haha

Currently 31 hours into my 48 hour fast!

Still feeling fine 😄 think I’m gonna go for a drive to help pass some time a bit quicker… tempted to buy Coke Zero or something. That’s okay during a fast, right? Because it has like barely any calories

That moment you realise you got to 179lbs last year and if you’d just not been an idiot you could have weighed even less rn… fuck… well, if I felt like eating anything at all for lunch (was probably just going to be like two wraps by themselves), I definitely don’t now lol so I’m just gonna not 🤷🏼‍♀️