this is a reminder that even if you are not underweight your ed is still valid!
this is not a weight disorder it’s a MENTAL disorder.
you can be at any size, don’t worry your struggles are still valid.
this is a reminder to myself too since my mind try to sabotage me by saying that i’m not sick enough because i’m at a healthy bmi.
but remember, even if you are overweight, you can still struggle with a restrictive ed.
(literally less than 6% of people suffering from an orexia are underweight)
This shit is such a scam
The number goes down by a lot, body looks same
The number goes slightly up, AND I LOOK LIKE A ROTTING WHALE WTF
It hurts when I'm sitting and laying down. I think that's good. 👍🏻
- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
Maybe he’ll notice me if I get sickly from my Ed.
Little recap' of this morning : I exercised a bit and I 4t3 ~ 257 c4l$ at lunch ! I drinked a half of a water bottle for the moment and, I think, I'll walk this afternoon !
- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
I hate being full, but I also hate feeling hungry. I can try and lie to myself all I want, but deep down I know I don't enjoy st@rving at all.
my scale is the only thing thats honest about my w3ight in this world
What many ppl don't understand:
An 3ating dis0rd3r doesn't mean you're not hungry. You're h u n g r y. A lot and constantly. An 3ating dis0rd3r means you just ignore it.
💗⋆˙⟡ Reblog if you’re an active blog in April.
I actually really respect the ed folks who started at a high weight. Like wym you lost 50-100lbs?! That's insane. You must push yourself really hard.
I'm sorry for the way people treat you. If doctor's don't take you seriously. Family and friends don't realize you're suffering. I see you. I respect you.
☆ # 🍊 Peachez, 20 years old, suffering from 4n4 since 4 years and tries to recover !! * 🌽
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