In Which The Inevitable Becomes Reality Pt 1/3

Mum I love you

Info:  y/n has been part of the supernatural cast from the beginning as the youngest Winchester. She recently lost her mum from cancer and it’s her first convention since the loss, leading to questions being asked.

Relationship: Supernatural cast x platonic reader

Warnings: Mention of loss of parent, cancer, grief

Y/n lay on her hotel bed, staring at the wall in front of her as she lay on her side. Thoughts of her mum were evident in her mind, the last moments she had with her and the duration of her life with her. y/m/n had just lost her battle with cancer, and at the young age of 21 y/n was completely lost without her. She still remembered getting the call from her father, telling her to come to the hospice because her mother was asking for her. She remembered her dad meeting her at the entrance, him pulling her into a hug and kissing her head, before she walked into her mums room, crouching down to hug her tightly as she whispered her sorries and I love yous.

The funeral had a big turn out, y/m/n was the type that everyone loved for. Among those that turned up for y/n, were Jared and Jensen, along with cast and crew of Supernatural. They had been on a break from filming, and y/n had been at home when she was told her mother unfortunately wasn’t going to win her battle. Jensen remembers y/n calling him in the middle of the night, crying after receiving the news. Their time zone was different, and y/ didn’t think about what time it was, wanting to rant to someone. He was straight on the first flight when she told him her mother had passed, calling Jared on the way, and arrived on her doorstep, confusing her father. It was no secret that y/n had a close relationship with her co-stars, but Jensen and y/n were like the father daughter duo on set. So when the duo turned up, y/f/n just showed them to her room and left them alone. Y/n had been distraught, starring at the wall, wrapped in her mother’s dressing gown that she wore all the time. She refused to acknowledge the two lads at the start, but once she felt Jensen’s hand on her back, she broke down, and she screamed as she clung to him, Jared holding her hand over his shoulder.

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The hall where the convention was taking place was packed. Crowds of supernatural fans had came, wanting to catch a glimpse of the three Winchesters. Dean, Sam & Isla were fan favorites, and the relationship between the three actors were something people loved to see. When they heard that y/n was returning to conventions after a long personal break, fans went wild, and y/n could feel the energy from back stage. She pulled her top over her hands as she flapped them about, before gasping in shock when arms wrapped around her from behind.

“Please welcome the Winchester clan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalaecki and the lovely, y/n l/n.” Was heard over the speaker before y/n moved away from Jensen as they walked up the steps.

“I’m with you if you need me.” Jensen’s voice came over her shoulder before kissing her cheek.

“Yea.” Y/n spoke softly, leaning back on him, smiling at Jared as he came to them, doing their handshake.

Y/n giggled a little as Jared jokingly slipped on the last step before waving to the crowd while Jensen messed with Jared in picking him up and making sure he’s ok. Y/n rolled her eyes at their antics before sitting on the middle seat, waiting for the guys to sit down before shaking her head. She tried to keep a smile on her face as the Q&A begun.

Y/n smiled out to the crowd as the crowd settled down from the comedic start, waving at some of the phones that were evidently recording. Jensen couldn’t help but watch y/n for a moment with a slight smile before turning his attention back to the fans as the questions begun. Y/n was relieved that most questions were upbeat.

“Are you alright Jared?” Y/n asked, placing a hand on Jared’s arm in comfort.

“I don’t know, that was a big fall.” Jared stated, pouting a bit.

“Well with your height I’m not surprised.” Y/n teased him, and he gasped in mock hurt as laughs were heard.

“Why I never.” Jared stated.

“She’s back.” Jensen smiled to the crowd, holding a hand to y/n as Jared moved away from y/n.

“My question is for Jensen and Jared.” A woman around the lads age spoke out.

“That’s exclusion.” Y/n piped out, pointing at the woman who looked down.

“Now y/n, let’s not be rude and let the nice lady ask her question.” Jensen scolded y/n jokingly, causing y/n to hang her head in shame.

“I have grown to feel like I have watched y/n grow up on screen, and I find it emotional watching her character evolve from the little scared girl to the young independent woman, and I was wondering how does it feel to watch y/n grow from the little 7 year old girl to this young 21 year old woman we see in front of us today.” The woman spoke, and y/n blushed as she looked down.

“Well I for one am personally incredibly honored to have had the chance to be around y/n since she was so young, you know. It’s not something that typically happens in our line of work, you know, working for 13, 14 years together. You generally don’t get that opportunity a lot of the time.” Jensen spoke, using his hands to express himself.

“Most of the time children don’t last very long on a show, they just don’t have the attention span. So when I first seen that there was going to be a little girl or boy, we didn’t know at the time whether or not Dean and Sam were going to have a little brother or sister, I was a little taken aback. Because the hours we do are so demanding and obviously you can’t have a child on set for 13 14 hours a day, you know, it’s not realistic. But y/n, you know, the moment we done auditions with her, we automatically knew that she was a good match for us.” Jared explained, smiling at the memory of their first meeting.

“Y/n was this shy little girl when she came in and as soon as Bobby called action she just turned like that “ Jensen clicked his fingers together, “She was amazing, and I mean you guys seen on the show how great she was.” Jensen bragged, causing cheers to abrupt from the crowds.

“Alright alright.” y/n spoke, using her hands to tell them to pip down.

“No but honestly, this woman. She really is something else. I mean watching her grow up, I have enjoyed it. I still remember her clinging to me on set every day for the first few months of filming. She would refuse to leave my side if she could.” Jensen smiled softly, placing a hand on y/n’s shoulder.

“Yea she took to you really quickly, which kinda hurt I won’t lie.” Jared joked at the end, making y/n smile sadly at him. “Nah, but she has truly become family, and there is nothing that I wouldn’t do for this kid.” Jared spoke proudly, taking y/n’s hand in his to give it a squeeze.

“I still remember when she was young she came to these conventions and mostly stayed behind, but every now and then she would run on stage, if the guys were playing she would dance with the beat until myself or Jared would take her. She would just sit there with her goofy little smile, poking us with her little fingers until we would jokingly bite them.” Jensen spoke with a laugh, causing y/n to giggle slightly.

“Now she hurts with her words so I guess some things never change.” Jared joked causing y/n’s jaw to drop in mock shock.

“She has grown so much more confident in herself which I love to see. I’m like a proud father I have to say.” Jensen spoke with a smile, causing the crowd to awe as y/n leaned her head on Jensen's shoulder.

“Thank you for your question.” Jared smiled at the woman before they moved onto a younger girl.

Moving to the corner of the stage, y/n kneeled down as she watched the girl rush towards her. Tears built in y/n’s eyes as he wrapped her arms around the girl who was close in age to her, breathing out heavily as she controlled her emotions before speaking.

“Hey guys, my name’s Amelia.” The girl spoke softly.

“Hi Amelia.” Y/n smiled at the girl who was close to y/n’s age.

“Who’s your question for Amelia?” Jared asked.

“ My questions for y/n.” She spoke hesitantly.

“Yes.” Y/n celebrated, smiling widely at the girl.

“I don’t want to thread on your emotions and I know this is a little personally, but as we all know you just lost your mum to cancer.” The girl spoke timidly, and y/n’s breath hitched a little as she nodded, “ And well, I recently just got told that my mum hasn’t got that long left so I was just wondering, how do you deal with that news?”

Jensen and Jared looked at y/n with sad smiles, not knowing how she would react or what to say.

“Can you come closer, because firstly I want to give you a hug.” Y/n spoke with a cough, and she dropped the mike on the chair as she got up.

Y/n smiled a watery smile as she felt the tears begin to fall. Quickly wiping them she stood back up from her position and headed back to where Jensen and Jared were watching the scene with sad smiles. Jared placed a hand on her back as she grabbed her mike and sat back down before Jensen took her hand, squeezing it.

“You make your mum proud, I can tell how much she means to you. My mum meant a lot to me too,, still does. But you have to brave for her which isn’t easy. Watching her go from the strong woman you know to someone who relies on you for everything isn’t easy. I’ve been there, it’s not nice. But you can’ show her how you feel. If she sees you smile, she’ll be happy. And that’s all that matters.” YY/n whispered to her, not breaking the hug.

“I’m scared of life without her.” The girl sobbed.

“I know you are, I was too. I still am, just remember the good times. And remember, there are people around you who are there for you. I’m here for you. Never forget that.” Y/n whispered before kissing the girls cheek and moving apart from her.

“Thank you.” The girl stated softly, wiping her cheeks.

“It doesn’t matter who you are or what age you are, grief is always tough. It comes in waves. But it hits different when you’ve been told your going to lose someone close to you, and you have to grieve them while they’re right in front of you. You grieve the times you had before and the times you’ll never have. But what never changes, is the love you have for them.” Y/n spoke with shaky breathes, and the crowd smiled weakly at her. “I love you mum.” Y/n spoke softly into the mike, and Jensen pulled her into a hug as the tears began to fall.

Scared for her life (3/4)

Info: Jay can't help but worry for the girl he used to work with

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Y/n blinked as she came round from the hit on the head. She blinked a few times as she rubbed her head before sitting up and opening her eyes. She looked out the window to see if she could see anything, but they were long out of the city, and were now on back roads. Instead, she turned her vision in front to see two figures sitting in front of the car, talking.

“They’re getting onto us.” One of the spoke, and the guy driving sighed. “We need to figure something out Dareen, get them off our trace.” The guy driving spoke, and y/n recognized the voice of the guy who took her. “And how do you suppose we do that, we have five missing girls, there not going to just forget about them.” The guy, now known as Dareem, stated harshly at his friend. “I don’t know okay.” The guy snapped back “I just need to think”

“What are you going to do with me?” Y/n decided to make herself known, and Dareen glanced back at her. “Well look who’s awake.” He mocked her, and y/n rolled her eyes at him. “We won’t be doing anything to you, yet.” The driver stated, eyeing her in the mirror. “Can I know your names?” Y/n asked, now putting up an act of fear. “The least you know the better.” Dareen stated, and y/n sighed. “Can you tell me where you’re going? I don’t see any lights, so we must be outside the city.” Y/n stated, and Dareen looked back at her, narrowing his eyes. “It doesn’t matter where we’re going.” The driver snapped at her, and she shrunk back in her seat. “I just want to know where I am so I can tell my parents not to worry about me. They’re expecting me home at 11 tonight.” “Well guess you missed your time.” The guy spoke back at her teasingly, and y/n forced tears to come up. “Please, just tell me something. I want to go home.” Y/n chocked, and the driver looked back at her, eyes softening slightly. “You want to go home?” He asked, pretending to care, “Well too bad, your with us now.” “We’ll take care of you, for now.” Dareen winked at her, and y/n frowned at the thoughts spiralling in her head.

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Jay took two steps at a time as he and Erin returned to intelligence from Med. Will had told him to prevent straining his arm till the stitches came out, but Jay just waved him off. He didn’t care about him, all he cared about was y/n.

“Found anything yet?” Jay asked, looking at Mouse desk where Adam and Keving were currently at. “They’ve taken her outside the city and one of them is called Dareen.” Adam stated, and Jay’s face hardened. “Do we know what they want with her?” Erin asked. “They just said they’d look after her.” Mouse spoke, and Kevin hit his arm as he seen Jay’s hand ball into a fist. “Don’t look too much into it, I’m sure y/n can look after herself.” Erin stated, putting a hand on Jay’s shoulder, frowning as he shook it off.

“Quiet, they’re talking again.” Mouse shouted at everyone, causing silence to come throughout the room.

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Y/n looked around at the place as the car came to a stop. They clearly didn’t care about her seeing where she was as they made no effort to prevent her vision as Dareen took her out of the car, keeping a grip on her arm. She looked around as they walked towards a house.

“Where are we” She asked, and the unknown guys head whipped around to look at her. “ Enough of the questions, we’ll tell you what we want you to know alright.” He snapped at her, and y/n cowered back from him.

She refused to make any more noise, instead allowing Dareen to push her towards a cottage, that seemed to be well taken care of. The light yellow paint on the walls was a stark contrast to what happened behind its walls. And what happened behind these walls were still unknown to y/n, but clearly it wasn’t going to be long till she found out.

The unknown man opened the door and held it open as Dareen and y/n walked inside. She looked around to see a kitchen and living room before a hall was seen with stairs. Dareen pushed y/n towards the hall before proceeding to take out a kay from his pocket. He banged on the door before unlocking it, swinging the door open.

Y/n looked inside to see 5 young women placing hands up to their faces, trying to block the light that strayed into room with the open door.  Y/n glanced at Dareen before he pushed her into the room. She toppled over the steps only for one of the girls to catch her, preventing herself from falling.

“Make your new friend feel welcome girls.” Dareen called out before slamming the door and locking it.

Y/n looked around as her eyes grew used to the low light present in the room she was now held captured in. The girls around her looked at her before turning away, some lying down on dodgy mattresses while others leaned against the walls.

“Hi.” She spoke softly, acting unsure of herself. “Hey.” A timid girl replied, looking around at her fellow hostages, “Don’t worry, they don’t talk very much. Some of us have been here for a long time and just lost the will to communicate.” She explained, nodding towards the girls who ignored her. “Do you know where we are?” Y/n asked the girl who spoke to her, walking to sit beside the girl. “I think it’s Dareen or Kyles house, we’re not really sure. We get given little information around here.” The girl shrugged, looking down at her lap. “Dareen & Kyle, they’re the ones who are holding us here?” Y/n asked, trying to gather information. “Yeah. They seem pretty open about what we hear so I don’t think they plan to have us getting out of here, at least not alive anyway.” The girl spoke, looking y/n in the eye as she said the facts.” “You say they’re pretty open, do you know much about them?” Y/n asked. “They’re two guys who take girls and sell them on for guys to marry. They travel around to avoid getting caught.” “They’re smart I’ll give them that.” Y/n muttered, giving credit to the guys for their smartness. “Would I of heard of them?” “Probably not. They go by Montez brothers.”

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“Montez brothers, last related to a case of 5 missing girls in South Carolina. One of the girls were found beaten up by a domestic situation where she reported them as kidnapping her. They fled and haven’t been found since.” Mouse stated, looking up from his computer to Voight. “Where are they residing now.” Voight asked. “r/a.” Mouse stated. “Let’s roll.”

Jay didn’t need to be told twice as he made a run towards his jeep, Erin following in toll.

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Caught in the middle (2/3)

Info: During Casey and Voight's falling out Voight goes for the one person Casey cares about the most, his 16 year old sister y/n.

It had been a week since the incident between Voight trying to talk to Y/n. Casey had been overprotective since then, dropping her to school and having someone collect her every day. The crew at firehouse 51 always made sure someone was with her to prevent anything bad happening to her.

Casey sighed as he pulled up to the school, turning to y/n as she took her seat belt off.

"Alright, I'll pick you up straight after school. I'll still be on call so no hanging around." Casey pointed at her causing y/n to sigh and roll her eyes. "Can't I just walk to firehouse, it's not that far to walk." She asked causing Casey to shake his head in disagreement. "I don't want you on your own after Voight. Don't want to take any chances." "Come on Case, I'll be careful." She persisted. "Y/n no alright, I'll pick you up here after school, no later okay. Now please don't fight with me on this." Casey stated, giving y/n a warning look. "Uggh fine." Y/n groaned, grabbing her bag from the back. "Alright I love you." Casey stated with a smile as y/n kissed his cheek. "Yeah love you too." Y/n muttered as she jumped out of the truck and closed the door.

Casey watched as his sister walked up the steps to the school before leaving when she was out of sight.

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Casey sat at the table in the firehouse canteen, eating lunch while talking to Hermann.

"So how's all with y/n?" Hermann asked, gaining the rest of firehouses attention. "She's good you know. Getting a little annoyed on having someone collect her and being here all the time. She wanted to walk home but I can't chance it with what's going on." "Yeah, I get that. She want's her independence but you've got to protect her as well." Hermann explained. "Exactly. I don't like not letting her do her own thing but God I don't know what I would do without her in my life." Casey shook his head, looking down slightly. "Your a good brother Casey." Hermann stated, pointing at him. "Thanks Hermann, I appreciate it." Casey slapped his hand on Hermann's shoulder gently.

The crew looked up as the alarm went off, alerting them of a fire.

"Truck 81, Squad 3, Ambulance 61, school fire, Chicago high." The voice announced.

"Isn't that y/n's school?" Kelly stated as they stood up. "Yeah." Casey sighed in concern as he rushed to the fire truck, everyone else following suit.

Casey's leg bounced impatiently as Cruz turned on the sirens, rushing to get to the school. Mouch and Hermann glanced at each other in concern as they watched their lieutenant worry over his sister. They rushed out of the truck as they came to the scene, Squad 3 and ambulance pulling up behind them as Chief Boden rushed passed them in his car.

"Alright, guys masks on. Cruz, Otis and Mouch take lower end, Mills and Hermann, your with me." Casey stated as he took his helmet off to put the mask on. "Got it lieutenant." Hermann nodded before they headed into the fire, Squad following them in.

Boden scanned the area before seeing the crowds of students to the far side. He turned to his side as a woman in a suit rushed towards him.

"I'm the principal of the school, We think the fires started in the lab." She announced, watching as the firemen brought out students from the building. "What would be the cause?" Boden asked. "I dunno, it's a science lab so got only knows." She stated as Hermann walked towards him. "Everyone from the bottom two floors have been brought out, Casey and Kelly are checking the top floor." Hermann stated to Boden.

"There's still someone in there." The principal stated, coming back over to the chief firefighter. "What's their name?" Boden asked. "I dunno, a girl..............." The principal stuttered. "Y/n Casey." A student called out, causing Hermann and Boden to side eye each other in concern. "That smokes not looking too good." Mouch stated, pointing at the smoke that was slowly turning black.

"Casey, Kelly, update on location." Boden called out in his radio, turning to face the fire. "Nearly finished on top floor, doesn't seem to be anyone here so should be out shortly." Kelly's voice came through to them. "Is y/n out there?" Casey asked, his voice full of concern causing Hermann to raise his eye brows warily at Boden who looked at him before sighing. "She's the only student not here." Boden replied, unsure of how his two firemen would react.

Kelly looked at Casey as he threw his head up in frustration when their chief stated that his sister wasn't out. The squads lieutenant sighed and went to answer back into the radio.

"We're going to scan the building again, maybe we missed her." Kelly stated, glancing at Casey as he headed into a room, calling for his sister. "Kelly that smokes not looking too great." Boden warned them. "I'm not leaving without her." Casey stated to Kelly, heading into a new room. "Yeah Chief we got it." Kelly replied, sighing before following Casey.

Boden sighed and looked at rest of firehouse 51. Shay and Dawson only glanced his way before aiding another student who had minor burns. Mouch and Hermann rolled their heads to the side as they looked at each other before looking back at the school, monitoring the smoke.

"Y/n!!" Casey called out, kicking a door down as he entered the last room on the top floor. "Casey, she mustn't be here, we should check down below." Kelly called out, appearing at the doorway. "You check middle, I'll check bottom." Casey shouted back before they headed down. They turned around as debree fell onto the stairs. "We need to work fast, there's no telling how long we have left." Kelly called out. "We need to find her." Casey stated before rushing down towards the bottom floor.

"Casey Kelly, we need you out of there now." Boden called out, not liking having to say it. "Chief we haven't found her." Kelly stated in disagreement. "I'm sorry Kelly but that place is about to blow so you need to leave now." Boden stated with urgency.

Kelly sighed but headed towards the stairs, scanning the rooms briefly in hopes of seeing the young Casey. Reaching the bottom of the stairs he seen Casey rushing towards the back of the hall of the bottom floor.

"Casey, we've got to go." Kelly stated, rushing towards him and grabbing his arm. "I need to find her Kelly." Casey said with urgency, not looking at him as he kicked a chair out of the way. "This place is about to go up so we have to go." Kelly stated with urgency. "Y/n's in here somewhere." Casey replied. "I'm sorry Casey." Kelly stated, eyes watering as he started pushing Casey out of the burning building as it started collapsing behind them.

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The two lieutenants got out of the door before throwing themselves onto the ground as the fire blew up. Hermann and Capp rushed towards them and helped them up as Otis, Cruz and Mills began letting the fire out. Casey pushed them away as he turned towards Kelly as tears built in his eyes.

"The hell Severide." He shouted, pushing Kelly back as the squad leader allowed him to. "Casey!!" Boden warned as he came towards them, Hermann and Mouch holding Casey back from Severide. "You seen there Casey, the place would of collapsed on us if we were in there any longer." Kelly shouted at him, his own tears building as the whole of firehouse 51 watched on with sadness.

Casey glanced at his firehouse co-workers, each looking at him with sadness and worry at the possibility that the light of firehouse 51 being gone.

"Maybe she got out without anyone knowing, or maybe someone didn't realize it was her they got out." Mills stated, with slight hope.

Casey closed his eyes, taking a deep breath before rushing over to the ambulance as Shay and Dawson wheeled a student into the ambulance.

"Dawson, have you seen y/n?" He asked with hope. "No I'm sorry, is she not here?" Dawson asked with worry. "Damn it." Casey muttered, turning to watch people hurry around the fire scene.

He turned his attention to a car pulling up to the scene, glaring at it when he seen who it was. Voight looked at him as he got out of the car before turning his attention to Boden as he walked towards the detective.

"Voight." Chief nodded as the crew turned to watch them. "Just here for observation, school fires, wanna make sure it wasn't achieved on purpose." Voight stated, nodding at Casey who glared at him. "Unknown yet, started at lab area so probably a case of unfortunate events." Kelly stated as he moved closer to Casey to make sure he doesn't do anything drastic. "Your sister go here?" Voight asked Casey as he pointed at the burned school, causing Casey to go for him. "Hey easy man." Kelly called out, grabbing Casey as Boden put his hand up in warning. "I think it's time that you left Voight." Boden stated, giving a hard look at the detective who nodded before leaving.

"Any luck seeing her?" Boden asked, turning to Casey once the detective was out of sight. "No, none of the ambulances have seen her." Casey, stated, shaking his head in concern. "We've evaluated the building and there's no sign of anyone in there." Capp stated as he walked towards Kelly, Casey and Boden. "That's fortunate." Mouch stated, relief evident in his voice. "Yeah but we still don't know where she is." Hermann stated causing the rest to nod in agreement. "Come with me to the hospital, make sure she wasn't brought there without you knowing." Boden stated to Casey before turning to the rest, "The rest of you head back to the department, we'll let you know if she's there." He ordered the before heading to his car, Casey following as Kelly hit his back in reassurance.

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Casey rubs his head in concern as Boden rushes through traffic, sirens blaring. He turns into the hospital parking area and Casey jumps out before the car stops, heading towards the nurses desk in the emergency area as he ignored the receptionist. He slammed his hands onto the desk, scaring Maggie as she looked up from paperwork.

"Casey......." Maggie started. "Was my sister brought here." He asked desperately, interrupting the head nurse. "Casey I don't....." "Y/n Casey, was she brought in here from the school fire." Casey asked, looking at Maggie with desperation to find his sister. Maggie looked at Casey before turning to the computer closest to her, checking for y/n's name on the system. There's no y/n Casey here, are you sure she was brought in." Maggie asked but Casey ignored her as he moved back, hands on his head as he rubbed his face before rushing out.

"She's not there." Casey stated to Boden as he got back into the chiefs car. "Maybe she made her way back to the firehouse, don't lose hope yet Casey." Boden stated before rushing back towards the firehouse.

"Hi, this is y/n, sorry I can't answer right now, call back later." Y/ns cheery voice called through the phone, causing tears to build in Casey's eyes for fear of losing his baby sister.

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Casey paced the floor of his office as he tried calling his sister once again. It had been two hours since they left the scene of the school fire and Casey was beyond worried. No one had heard anything from her and everyone was starting to fear for the young girls life. She hadn't been found in the building after the fire was extinguished which means that she could be anywhere on her own.

Sighing in frustration, Casey threw his phone onto the desk as he sits down on his chair, face in his hands. He takes a deep breath as he tries to calm himself down as he hears footsteps coming towards him. Looking up he seen Dawson knocking on the door.

"Hey, any luck?" She asked. "No, haven't heard anything." Casey stated with a sigh, rubbing a hand down his face. "Antonios here with news on the fire." She stated, looking at Casey as he stood up. "Great." He replied, making his way to the canteen where the rest of firehouse 51 had gathered.

"Alright, what have we got?" Boden asked, glancing at Casey as he and Kelly moved to his side. "The fire was started on purpose. According to the principal it had started in the lab area so it was probably done t try distract the attention as an experiment gone wrong." Antonio stated. "Do you know who could of caused it?" Kelly asked, his arms crossed. "Could be student, teacher, someone who possibly got into the school to start it. We're currently working on finding who done it but no one say anything out of the ordinary." Antonio shrugged. "Right well if you need any assistance with this case let us know." Boden stated, crossing his arms as he stepped back. "Course." Antonio nodded before moving away from the group of firefighters. "I'll see you out." Gabby smiled at his brother before walking off with him.

"Hey Casey, any word on your sister?" Hermann asked, worry laced on his face as he looked at his lieutenant. "No nothing yet but still trying." Casey replied with a sigh as everyone looked at him. "God, it's been two hours." Cruz muttered to Otis as the two looked at each other. "I hope she's ok." Otis replied with a nod at Cruz. "Maybe we could check with Antonio, he might of heard of something talking to the school." Kelly stated, looking at Boden and Kelly. "Good idea." Boden pointed at Kelly before turning as Casey walked off to where the Dawson siblings left.

"Antonio." Casey called out, running to catch up with the detective and his sister. "Casey." Antonio nodded at him, leaving the conversation he was having with Gabby. "Hey have you heard of anything about a missing girl." Casey asked, pointing slightly at the detective. "Why?" Antonio asked in confusion. "Casey's sister y/n hasn't been in contact with him since the fire and she goes to that school." Dawson explained to her brother causing the detective to nod. "There hasn't been anything on any missing person from the fire, no said anything. Are you sure no one has heard from her? Maybe she left early or something." Antonio explained the possible scenarios. "No, my sister isn't like that. She likes school so wouldn't just up and leave. She hasn't been in contact with anyone and I'm worried as there wasn't anyone found after the assessment of the building." Casey shook his head. "Have you got a picture of her, I can look into it and see if any kid we questioned about the incident matches her." "Yeah, there's one in my office." Casey nodded, signaling for the detective to follow him. "Here." He stated, grabbing a picture of y/n smiling with a milkshake beside her from his pin board, handing it to Antonio. "Great, I'll let you know what I find." Antonio stated before leaving. "Thanks Antonio." Dawson smiled, leaning against the door as his brother left.

Casey sighed and moved to his chair, sitting on it as he sighed deeply. Gabby sighed as the firefighter ran his hands over his face in frustration. She moved closer and placed a hand on his shoulder.

"Don't worry, Antonio will find something out." Dawson assured Casey, rubbing his back gently as he bounced his leg with worry. "I just want her back here, safe." Casey stated, causing Dawson to sigh. "Yah, I think we all do." Dawson stated with a look of worry for the young girl.

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Kelly looked up from the squad table as footsteps were heard rushing into the firehouse. Seeing Hailey, he got up and came towards her.

"Kelly where's ...." "Casey's in his office." Kelly stated, interrupting the out of breath doctor.

Hailey nodded and rushed towards her fiancés office. Casey looked up as he heard the footsteps and stands up when he sees who it is.

"I'll leave you two alone." Dawson stated before leaving, smiling softly at Hailey before closing the door.

"Maggie told me you were looking for y/n, is she here, is she safe, is she ok?" Hailey asked as she hugged Casey. "Haven't heard from her, I've been trying to contact her but it keeps going to voicemail. Antonio is looking for her now." Casey explained, tears filling his eyes for the first time since the incident. "Hey Matt, look at me, she'll be okay." Hailey tries to reassure her fiancé, cupping his face in her hands. "I just, I can't bare the fact that I don't know where she is, she's my baby sister Hails, I've raised her since she was one, I can't, I need to know she's okay, I need to know where she is." Casey cries, sitting on his bed with tears flowing down his cheeks. "Matt, listen to me, she will be found, it'll be okay, she'll soon be back here with you okay." Hailey tried to comfort him as he rubbed his arm gently. "I just want her back Hail's, I can't bare the fact that she could be anywhere, maybe unconscious...." "Don't think like that" Hailey interrupted him, putting a hand on his cheek to force him to look at her. She kissed him gently before before hugging him again as he cries. "I need her back Hails." He cried, clinging to her. "I know, I know." She stated, running her hand through his hair, trying to calm him down.

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Y/n groaned in pain as she leaned against a wall in an alley. Burns and cuts were littered all over her from the fire and her head was pounding. The guy who had been around her since she woke up gripped her arms and forced her to stand up.

"What's wrong sweetheart, scared I'll hurt you." He jeered in her face. "I think that's enough, no need to hurt her." A voice called out. Y/n glanced to the side to see a figure coming close to the man who had been around her as he walked away. " Here." The same man that spoke before stated, handing him something.

The guy who had been at her glanced towards y/n before nodding at the new man before walking away. Y/n sat up weakly, rubbing her head before looking up when she heard someone coming towards her. She moved back, her back hitting the wall as the man crouched in front of her.

"Oh don't worry y/n, I'm not going to hurt you. I think you've suffered enough now." The man spoke causing y/n to look up at him, recognizing him as Voight. "What?" Y/n asked in confusion. "Just tell your brother something for me, if he withdraws the claim against my son then all of this will go away." Voight stated, bringing his hands up to y/ns shoulders. "Why are you doing this?" Y/n asked, gasping in pain. "I really didn't want to bring you into this but my sons a good boy and your brother might ruin his chances of having a good life." He stated causing y/ to nod before scrunching her face in pain. "Let's get you back to the firehouse, I'm sure there worried about you." Voight stated before offering y/n his hand as he stood up.

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Firehouse 51 sat around the canteen, not speaking as they worried over the youngest Casey. Casey sighed as he tried calling his sister again, all but throwing his phone down when it went through to voicemail once again. Hailey had gone back to work with promises of contacting her fiancé if y/n turned up at the hospital. He leaned his head against the wall as Kelly sat across from him.

"Still nothing?" He asked, looking at his friend. "No, I'm worried man, she always answers my calls, or at least texts if she can't answer, no matter what she's doing." Casey stated, leaning on the table via his arms. "God I hope she's ok." Kelly stated, concerned for his youngest friend who he thought of as a sister.

"Casey!!! We need you." Gabby shouted from the parking lot as Mills runs into the cafeteria where most of the crew had looked up at the sound. "It's y/n." He stated, pointing behind him as Casey rushed towards the parking lot, the crew not too far behind.

"Y/n." Casey shouted in relief when he seen his sister, Dawson close by her. He ran towards where Gabby kneeled beside his sister, y/n lying on the ground tiredly. "She has burns and cuts all over her but they don't seem severe." Gabby stated, glancing at Casey as he stopped beside her, placing a hand on his sister cheek as he watched her with concern. "Bring her here." Shay shouted from the ambulance as he opened the back doors.

Casey brought one arm under his sisters back, the other going under her knees before lifting her up bridal style, heading towards the ambulance with Gabby following close behind.

"Casey." Y/n called weakly. "Hey, I'm here, your okay, your safe." He reassured her, kissing her head gently as they reached the ambulance.

Casey placed y/n onto the stretcher before watching from the doors as Shay and Dawson examined her. Kelly moved closer to Casey, placing a hand on his shoulder as they watched the paramedics place an oxygen mask over her mouth and nose. The rest of firehouse 51 gathered around the ambulance, watching on with concern for the young girl.

"Her burns don't look severe, cut's aren't too deep, y/n sweetheart are you hurt anywhere." Shay asked as she listened to y/ns breathing. "No, just tired. Where's Casey?" Y/n asked, rapidly looking for her brother. "He's just at the doors sweetie, don't move too much alright. I'm just going to patch you up." Gaby assured the young girl, pointing to Casey as Shay jumped down from the ambulance. "I don't think she's done any internal damage, her burns and cuts aren't too bad so they will clear up, she'll be fine after some rest but if she does show anything out of the ordinary we can bring her to med." Shay explained to Casey as Dawson treated y/ns cuts and burns.

Casey nods and moved onto the ambulance after Dawson got down. Bent down slightly, he moved towards y/n who reached up to her brother when she seen him. Smiling, he removed the mask from his sisters face before lifting her up into his arms. Kelly patted y/ns head as he helped Casey down before they left to his office.

"Come on little one, you can rest in my office." Casey smiled, kissing y/ns head as she clung to his neck. "I'm sorry for worrying you." Y/n stated tiredly, snuggling into her brothers chest as he opened the door with his foot. "Hey, don't worry about that, I'm just glad your okay. I was afraid something had happened to you." Casey reassured her as he lay y/n on his bed before crouching down near her head as she turned to face him "You okay?" He asked, petting her hair gently. "Yeah, you?" She asked with a smile. "I am now that your here." He stated, leaning down to kiss her temple "What happened?" He asked in concern. "I was in english class when the fire alarm went off, we made our way to the fire exit but I got trapped so I made my way to a empty classroom, closed the door and looked for water to make a face cover as you had told me to do countless of times. I think I breathed in smoke or something as I must of passed out because next thing I know I was in an alley with a guy pushing me against a wall." She stated causing Casey to look at her with worry as he grabbed her arm and rubbed it gently "Voight came after, gave him something, told him he needed me not harmed and then he came over to me" Y/n stopped as Casey's face hardened. "He didn't do anything to you, did he" Casey asked with wariness in his voice. "No he just told me to tell you that if you wanted it to stop, you just had to withdraw the claim" Y/n explained tiredly "I'm tired'" She stated, yawning gently at the end, "you get some sleep, I'll be here when you wake up unless called out. I just have to talk to Boden about something" Casey stated, kissing y/ns head before getting up from his crouched position. "I love you Casey." Y/n muttered as she closed her eyes. "I love you too." Casey smiled, relieved to have her back close to him.

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Casey walked into the canteen to see majority of the crew sitting around, chatting away. The air was more at ease now that y/n was back safe. Kelly looked towards Casey and nodded as he nodded for him to follow, before moving to Hermann and Mouch, asking them to follow them to Bodens office.

"Casey, how is y/n?" Boden asked, seeing him walk in along with Kelly, Hermann and Mouch. "Yeah she's resting in my office." Casey nodded, closing the door behind Mouch. "Did she anything of what happened?" Kelly asked, watching as Casey stiffened. "Yeah, it's not good." Casey stated, sitting on the chair in front of Bodens desk, Mouch taking the other one. "Well, what happened?" Hermann asked. She said she got trapped during the fire so went into a room and done water on a piece of cloth but must of inhaled smoke or something as net thing she knew she was in an alley wit ha guy pushing her against a wall." Casey stated causing the men to inhale a sharp breath. "Did he?" Mouch asked, unable to finish his question. "She said no one hurt her but Voight did come up them, gave the man money and then brought her here. Said if I wanted this to stop then I had to withdraw the claim against his son." "So Voight organized this?" Boden asked fro clarification. "From what y/n said yes." Casey nodded, holding back his anger. "Jesus why would Voight do that to a young girl like y/n" Hermann stated in shock, leaning on the back of Casey's chair. "Revenge." Kelly stated bluntly, glaring in front of him. "Casey it's your choice here, we can have y/n here at all times till this blows over" Boden stated. "I'm not withdrawing that claim" Casey stated with determination. "Then y/n stays here till somethings sorted. Have Antonio come here and tell him what happened, Voight's gone for the wrong person this time." Boden stated causing the rest to nod "Thanks chief" Casey nodded in appreciation for the guys. "She's family, and no one in out family gets hurt" Mouch stated as the rest nodded in agreement before the alarm went off for them to get to work.

Fear turns to confession (1/3)

Info: A friend and colleague of Jay and Mouse returns from the army due to leave, but feelings arise when she joins intelligence.

Requested by @maybankangel

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It was long day for intelligence. They were working on a murder rape case where three women and two children were found dead with multiple stabbing wounds, the children haven been sliced in the neck. There was prove of forced sexual intendancies but they were no closer to finding the killer, only knowing that it was likely personally due to the victims being related.

"Alright any questions?" Hank asked, looking around after going through some new information before a phone goes off. "Sorry, sorry." Mouse spoke in a rush, grabbing his phone and looking at it before answering. "Everyone good?" Hank asked, bringing everyone's attention back to him causing everyone to nod, "Alright, back to work."

Jay made his way back to behind his desk and sat down, leaning towards the paperwork that contained information about the victims and how they were killed. Hearing movement, he glanced up only to see Mouse heading towards Erin in a rush, speaking to her abruptly before heading down the stairs, likely taking two at a time. Realizing the unusual behavior of his fellow veteran, Jay frowned and moved towards his girlfriends desk, leaning against it as he spoke.

"What was that about?" Jay asked her, looking in the direction Mouse left. "What was what about?" Erin asked, faking confusion. "Come on, where's mouse going?" Jay spoke, crossing his arm and looking at her. "I dunno, probably to get coffee or something." "What was he talking to you about?" "The case, he found something he thought was useful." "That quick?" "Jay, you know him, he's quick on things like this, just go back to work." She responded with a sigh before leaving her desk and heading to Hanks office.

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Erin did know what was going on with Mouse and why he had rushed off so quick after getting the disruptive phone call. She just chose not to tell Jay because she knew previous relations may arise.

Mouse had gotten a call from Will, saying that he and Jay should go to Wills house as someone from their past work had turned up. Upon hearing it was y/n he rushed out, not bothering to wait for Jay and opting to tell his trustworthy girlfriend instead.

Y/n was someone who used to serve with Mouse and Jay up until they left the army. She had started working two years after Jay and Mouse started and was still an active soldier when Jay had left, Mouse following two years later. They still kept in occasional contact but they hadn't seen each other in person since they left the service.

A couple of days ago y/n had gotten into an accident with work, and as a result was ordered to take leave to recuperate and recover before returning should she choose to. Instead of telling Jay like Mouse had asked her to, she opted to keep the information from her boyfriend, afraid that he would leave her for his former colleague. She knew that Jay and y/n had some form of a relationship, whether it was official or not, based on the fact that sometimes Jay called her y/n instead of her actual name. The fear of Jay leaving her for someone was something that wasn't worth taking the risk in her opinion, so she was determined that Jay wouldn't find out, even if it meant lying to him.

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That evening, Jay kissed Erin goodbye from the district before heading towards Will's place for a couple of drinks and to watch the match. Seeing Jay at his door, Will smiled in greeting before letting into the apartment, grabbing two bottles of beer from his fridge before sitting on the couch beside him where the TV was on playing the match of the week.

"How was work?" Will asked, starting conversation. "It was good, tough case." Jay spoke with a shake of his head, taking a drink from his bottle. "Yeah it must of been when you didn't come by earlier with Mouse." Will replied, drinking his own drink. "Mouse came here?" Jay asked in confusion. "Yeah, earlier on I called him and he came, said he told Lindsey to tell you." "Why would he come here? Erin never told me anything." Jay asked, confused about why his girlfriend would lie to him. "You don't know?" Will asked, squinting his eyes in confusion. "Know what?" "Y/n's back, she had an accident with a landmine so they told her take some leave time. I called mouse and you but when you didn't answer Mouse said he would get Erin to tell you." Will explained, leaning back into his seat. "Erin didn't say anything. Y/n's back?" Jay asked, looking at Will with wide eyes. "Yeah, just this morning. She's on leave to recover, you really didn't know?" Will asked, realizing that his brother clearly wasn't told anything. "Nothing was said to me. Where is she staying?" Jay asked, grabbing his phone and keys from in front of him. "Ehh here, but she's looking for her own place so it's temporary. She's off in an appointment right now with the military doctor or something." "Right, tell her to call me, yeah. I need to sort something out." Jay stated, standing up and grabbing his coat. "I'm sure there's a reasonable explanation for her not saying anything." Will shouted after his brother as he heard the door open. "Yeah, I'm sure there is." Jay agreed to himself as he closed the door and left.

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"Why didn't you tell me?" Jay spoke, walking into his and Erin's shared apartment. "I thought you were going to Will's for the night?" Erin asked, by passing his question. "I was, but then he told me that he had been trying to contact me but when he didn't called Mouse to tell him that y/n was back. But you already knew that because Mouse told you to tell me." Jay explained and Erin's eyes widened slightly. "Look, Jay..." "Why didn't you tell me Erin, don't you think I would of liked to know that my friend and fellow soldier was home after an accident." Jay asked, placing his hands behind one of their kitchen tables. "Yes, I know, I should of told you but, I know the way you two were before you left the army. How close you two were. You called me her name and I was afraid that if you knew that she was back you would leave me for her." "You still should of told me." Jay spoke with a shake of his head. "I know Jay, and I'm sorry, I just don't want to lose you." Erin spoke in a small voice, knowing what she did was wrong. "Linds, your not going to lose me okay, you and I are strong and are relationship works on trust and truth. I need you to tell me these things no matter what you fear and trust that I will not try anything behind your back." Jay spoke, lowering his voice and moving closer to his girlfriend, placing a hand around her waist. "I'm sorry I lied." Erin smiled and Jay smiled back, leaning down to pull her into a kiss.

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The following day intelligence gathered to talk about the case. Jay and Mouse were leaning against a desk with their arms crossed, half listening and half not. Both men were thinking of their old friend, and only one of them were expecting to hear their phone go off. Jay glanced at Mouse as he heard the soft ping and Mouse smiled as Hank finished before heading down the stairs. Frowning in confusion, Jay watched Mouse head down as Erin came towards him.

"Hey, you ok? You seem distracted." Erin asked, putting a hand on Jays arm. "Yeah fine, just confused is all." "About what?" Erin asked, scrunching her eyebrows. "Y/n?" Jay asked, looking away from Erin causing her to frown and turn to where he was looking.

Mouse walked up the stairs with a young lady beside him. The ladies arm was in a cast and she seemed to have a limp. Her h/c hair was down, covering half her face and she refused to make eye contact with anyone, but yet Jay seemed to know who she was. Erin glanced at Jay as he moved towards the two while the rest of the group watched on, wondering who the lady was.

"Y/n?" Jay asked again, louder this time, causing the lady to look up. "Hey Jay." She smiled, happy to see her old army friend. "What are you doing here? I thought you were spending the day recuperating. I was going to come see you after shift." "Decided to get out of the house. You know I always hated sitting around."

"Care to introduce us." Hank asked, his rough voice breaking the reunion. "Guys this is y/n, she was in the army with myself and Mouse here." Jay spoke, placing a hand on Mouses shoulder as he smiled shyly. "Y/n this is intelligence, where I work now." "Nice to meet you all." Y/n smiled, though Jay couldn't help but notice the slight flinch she gave. "Voight, Hank Voight. Head of intelligence." Voight stated, offering a hand shake. "Nice to meet you." Y/n smiled, accepting the hand shake.

Y/n started greeting the rest of Jays colleagues, and all but one seemed to happily greet her. Erin appeared to give y/n a hard shoulder, and y/n knew that it was over her and Jays past. Mouse had told her that Erin refused to tell Jay that she had returned, and y/n couldn't help but feel slightly bitter towards the woman her friend was dating. She knew Jay had called Erin her name a few times, but y/n couldn't help but be embarrassed about it even if she wasn't to blame. But none the less she smiled at Erin, and Erin smiled in compliance before wrapping her arm around Jays, causing him to look down in confusion as they never really showed affection in work, before watching y/n as she smiled at Adam as they spoke.

In which inevitable becomes reality 3/3

Y/n sat at the door as bangs were heard outside the hall. Students shook in fear as the bangs were loud and close to the storage unit where they were hiding, and y/n feared for what was behind those doors. Everyone froze as a knock was heard, and y/n held her breath as a voice came through.

“Police open up. Officer Dunne, 43387, institute B” A voice called out through the door and y/n breathed out in relief as she heard them recite the information.

“Okay class, slowly and calmly, form a single line, link hands and get ready to move, crouch down and stay low, understood.” Y/n spoke softly, trying to calm the students down.

“How do we know it’s not the shooter.” A student asked and y/n smiled reassuringly.

“It’s okay, it’s not him.” Y/n assured them, although she knew there was a slight chance of it not being police, she was adamant that it was.

Students nodded and hesitantly got up, forming a line as y/n slowly pushed the gym mats out of the way. She winched as she pulled her shoulder but ignored it, adamant to get her students to safety. Carefully unlocking the door, without a sound y/n slowly opened the door, peaking through the gap to ensure it was the emergency services. Confirming it was the police, she opened the door fully and moved out of the way, allowing the kids to move out of the stuffy compartment before following last. With the kids holding hands and looking around for the shooter, they slowly made their way to the exit.

Y/n sighed as she realized that the fear that had become embedded in the childrens minds would now be engraved into their memory. She herself would find it hard to forget, however, y/n's thoughts were more at ease when they came towards the exit, and relief filled her as she seen the crowds of parents being reunited with their kids.

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Frank, Danny and Jamie stood together as they watched the armed forces slowly bring students out, teachers following as they reunited with their loved ones. Danny shook his head in disbelief as he seen the fear written over the kids faces, the reality of school shootings turning up to their door steps present.

The three Reagan men watched as students ran to their parents, everyone crying in relief and worry of what had happened. The waves of students started to slow and they watched the entrance eagerly as they waited to see y/n being escorted to safety. With their vision purely on the school building none of them recognized the chief coming towards them until he was beside them, and their heads snapped to face him.

“I honestly don’t get some people. Who in their right mind thinks going into a school building, shooting people or in random areas is a smart thing to do.” Danny stated, not believing the reality of their home country.

“Beyond sickening. I mean these are children that now have to live with the fact that someone came into their school and shoot random people just for the hell of it.” Jamie agreed, shaking his head in disgust.

“We’ll never know what goes through their heads, or these kids. But we can be there for them, and hope that they can somehow move on.” Frank stated, watching as the kids were brought to safety.

" Shooter down, I repeat shooter down. Students and one teacher being lead out to safety." The voice commented and the trio sighed in relief.

“There’s one last class in the gym where the shooter was seen, were just waiting for the shooter to move or for them to be caught.” The chief stated and Frank sighed, putting his hand on his forehead, head dropping in frustration.

“How long till they can catch him?” Jamie asked, seeing his father wasn’t going to ask.

“They’re closing in on him.” The chief answered before nodding and leaving them to talk to the principal.

"But will it be quick enough?" Frank muttered.

"Dad, come on, don't think like that. You always say think positive of situations like this, so think positive." Danny pleaded, not wanting those thoughts in his head.

"I also taught you to think rationally." Frank stated, looking at his oldest, "There is a man with a gun close to her, Danny, who probably knows by now police are looking for him. He is not going to go down without trying to have leverage."

"And y/n has been trained for this situation. Unfortunate yes but she knows what to do and what to look out for. She won't let that man anywhere near those kids, meaning she won't open the door that she is behind unless she has been told the information to show it's safe." Danny stated and Frank looked up at him.

"God, I hope you're right." Frank stated before a shot was heard and Danny and Jamie's Radio came alive once more.

Their attention was brought to the school building, waiting the door to open. All they wanted was to see their daughter and sister again. Cries were heard throughout the area as the school door opened for the last time and armed forces started to come out, leading students who held hands out to safety. Frank watched the line of students head towards their families before turning his attention to the school, waiting to see his daughters face. His shoulders slumped in relief when he seen her exit last, eyes darting to ensure all her students were out safely.

"Y/n." Jamie called, drawing her attention to the Reagan men.

Y/n turned her head towards the familiar voice and tears built in her eyes when she seen her brothers and dad standing at the commissioners car. Smiling weakly she rushed towards them, allowing Danny to pull her into him. Feeling her oldest brother kiss her forehead, she reached out for Jamie's hand and gave it a squeeze. Realizing one person was missing, y/n turned to look over Danny's shoulder to see her father watching the siblings interaction with a teary smile. Y/n sighed in relief as Danny let her go before rushing into the comfort of her fathers arms, allowing the tears to fall. Danny and Jamie watched with sadness as their dad comforted their sister.

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"Shh, it's okay, your okay." Frank soothed her, rubbing her hair in comfort.

"I was so scared. All we heard was gun firing and then he came to the gym and knocked on the door trying to get me to open it. I thought he would get in and get the kids." Y/n sobbed, unable to control her emotions.

"It's okay, your safe now, your with us. And I won't let anyone hurt you." Frank stated, pushing y/n back gently to cup her face and look her in the eye.

"I love you dad." Y/n stated, smiling and wiping her eyes to get rid of the tears.

"I love you too." Frank smiled back, kissing her forehead, " Now what do you say we head home and have some of grandpa's famous chicken, no doubt the family was there watching the news." 

"Yeah I'm starving." Jamie stated, all the worry making him hungry.

"Your always hungry." Danny remarked causing y/n and Frank to chuckle slightly at their behaviour.

"We'll meet you two back home, one of you bring y/n's car back, she's coming with me." Frank stated, causing y/n to look up at him with a smile as he placed an arm around her shoulders. "Come on sweetheart, let's get you home."

Back at Henry and Franks the rest of the family were eagerly waiting for the boys to return with y/n. Henry and Linda had made Henrys famous chicken pop pie, y/n’s favourite to help calm her after a chaotic day. Upon hearing the news from co-workers, the new shooting being hot topic at the office, Erin had rushed to her gramps to be with him and family. Nikki, Sean and Jack were brought to the Reagan household after Erin collected them and had been told to stay out of the living room where the news was kept on so the adults could keep up what was going on, although, Nikki being Nikki had snuck into the living room and seen the news, knowing where her aunt worked prayed that it would work out. In fact, she was the one to call out when students were seen being escorted out, and they all had waited to hear that the shooter had been caught or to see y/n following her students to safety. Relief had filled the household when y/n was seen, and they knew that Danny, Jamie and Frank would be able to comfort her

The door opened and Frank stepped through the door, y/n tucked under his arm as he called out they were home. Danny and Jamie were close behind the father daughter duo as they followed the noise to the living room. Having heard the front door open the family had watched for the cop, commissioner and detective to come through with the teacher and they stood up when y/n was seen with Frank

“Y/n.” Erin stated and moved towards her only sister.

Y/n allowed Erin to wrap her arms around her as Linda and Henry walked over to Frank and the boys, offering them comfort. The youngest daughter of Frank allowed herself to be passed from the hands of her sister to her sister in law, who rubbed her back in comfort. Looking over Linda's shoulder, she seen Henry watching them with a sad smile and she reached out to him. Seeing his granddaughter outreached hand, Henry took her hand in his and gently pulled her into his arms as Linda moved away, and that’s when tears fell from y/ns eyes once again and Henry shushed her as she sobbed into her grandfathers shoulder. Danny wrapped an arm around Lindas shoulder and hers around his waist as they watched the scene in front of them. Erin hugged her father in comfort, and Jamie placed an arm around Nikki as she watched with teary eyes.

After letting out her emotions, y/n pulled away from her grandfather and wiped her eyes, sniffing slightly as she calmed herself before she nearly tripped. She didn't have time to turn around and check the cause when two sets of arms wrapped around her. Turning around fully, y/n seen the heads of her two nephews, and waved off Linda as the mother went to warn her sons to be careful with their aunt before wrapping her arms around them.

Y/n followed her family to the dinner table and smiled as Linda and Erin brought out the food, laying it out like family dinners on Sundays. Once the women sat down everyone bowed their heads as Henry began to say grace.

“Aunt y/n.” The two boys cried, and y/n rubbed their backs in comfort.

“Hey boys.” She smiled, kissing both their heads before indicating for Nikki to join their hug.

“I’m glad your okay aunt y/n.” Nikki smiled, giving y/n a side hug as y/n kissed her cheek.

“Thanks Nikki.” Y/n smiled at her only niece, looking at the rest of her family as they watched the aunt comforting her niece and nephews.

“How about dinner, I made chicken pop pie.” Henry stated to his family and Jack and Sean cheered as they separated from their aunt.

Frank grabbed his daughters hand and gave it a squeeze and she looked at him and smiled. She can be kept from cases they worked, y/n was fine with that, but she just wished the inevitable would be no school shootings. 

“We also want to thank God for watching over our y/n and the local high school as they encountered another school shooting today. We pray that each effected will find healing and strength to continue on from this traumatic effect Amen.” Henry called out.

“Amen.” The family repeated before opening their eyes.

I'm more than- Halstead sister

Info: y/n, a DNA forensic student in university, is the youngest sister of jay and will halstead. On the way home from college one day, she is attacked by a guy intelligence has been looking for, but will she tell the truth?

Warnings: mentions of rape, brief description

Relationship: Will x Jay x reader sister.

Feeling a little nervous publishing this with what it surrounds

… I'm more than I'm more than I'm more than

Y/n Halstead laughed as she and her friends spoke of one of them nearly fainting at the sight of fake blood around a life like dummy which portrayed a scene.

"You know you won't be able to do that if you work on an actual scene right." Y/n stated to her friend who just rolled her eyes. "Listen, I had an off day alright, I can handle blood." Her friend stated, throwing her hands in front of her in exasperation. "Sure you can." Y/n agreed with a laugh as they reached the corner they split up at.

Y/n waved at her three friends as she watched them cross the road before turning down to the alleyway which lead to her apartment. She sighed and threw her hands in her pockets to protect them from the cold when she was suddenly grabbed from behind. She screamed and clawed at the arm which surrounded her throat, trying to escape. She gasped in pain as she was pushed against the concrete wall.

… Body, let me see your body Take off all your makeup and your clothes Trust me, why don't you just trust me? You're the only beauty, show me more

"Shut it and this will end quickly?" A rough voice spoke to her, grabbing her bag and throwing it away from her. "Please, leave me alone, take my money, my phone, anything, just please, dont hurt me" y/n begged as she tried to fight him. "Shut up, I dont want nothing off you, dont want to hear you." He stated as he pushed her head to the wall and tried to get rid of her jeans. "No please no, stop please." She cried, trying to kick only to be forced onto the ground.

She screamed as he continued his assault on her.

… You're not a dime a dozen Oh, your skin is golden Let me show the whole damn world You're one in a billion The only thing you're missin' Is some tape over that mouth.

Y/n cried as she stayed lying on the ground, refusing to move as the unknown guy got off of her. She placed her hands over her head as a source of protection, preventing her from seeing who it was.

"Dont fucking move till I'm gone." The guy told her, pulling her hair so her head was off the ground before leaving her.

Y/n cried as she lay on the ground, unable to move with the pain she felt. Slowly, she reached for her Jean's as sits up, winching at any small movement. After sorting herself out she just sat on ground, head down crying. She looked up when heard footsteps, half afraid it was her attacker coming back.

She looked away when she realized it was her neighbour who crouched down in front of her. Turning her attention back to the woman in front of her, she watched as she spoke, unable to hear anything over the ringing in her ears. She jumped when she felt a hand on her shoulder, before looking down in shame as she refused to look at woman in front of her.

"Hello ambulance please, there's a young girl in distress here, looks like attacked. Thank you."

Y/n glanced in the direction of her woman when she heard the word ambulance. Afraid to startle her, the woman kept her distance as they waited before flagging down ambulance when the sirens were heard. The woman walked towards Sylvie and Mills as they get out and go towards her before nodding and grabbing their back board and medical supplies bag. As they tried to help y/n started to fight them, not seeing clearly on who it was.

"No, please no." Y/n cried, afraid of someone touching her. "She's in too much distress, we need to sedate her." Sylvie stated to Mills who nods and grabs the needle from the bag. "Please, I don't want them to know, please." Y/n mumbled as she started to drift unconscious.

… Body, I'm more than my body You can pack your things up, buh bye, just go Body, I'm more than my body Don't owe you a thing, no, not at all

"What we got?" Maggie called out as sylvie and Mills wheel y/n into med. "20 year old female, found in alleyway close to apartment, likely to be assaulted, had to be sedated as she was distraught when we got there, found by woman who says her name is y/n" Mills recited as Maggie, Ethan and Conor help bring the patient to trauma bay. "y/n?" Ethan asks as he recognizes who it is. "Bring will down, tell him its his sister." Conor stated to Maggie after moving y/n from the board. "Also call Natalie, if she has been assaulted we may need to do rape test." Ethan told the head nurse. "On it." Maggie nodded before pulling the curtain and heading to her desk, paging Will on her way.

… I'm not a toy to play with Not just a sight to see and My mind is worth its weight in gold I'm not a dime a dozen I know I'm worth this, more than You will ever know

Will rushed down into the ER after getting paged. She looks around to see that the ER wasn't that busy and his patients had no change in them. Glancing around, he sees Maggie at the nurses station and rushes towards her in confusion.

"I was paged" He asked her when he reached the area. Maggi looks at him before nodding her head towards the staff area. "Maggie what is going on?" Will asked impatiently when Maggie wouldn't answer him. "Will, I need you to remain calm alright." Maggie stated, putting her hands up in front of her in a calming motion. "Maggie what is it?" Will asked impatiently. "Will, your sister came in via ambulance today." "Y/n, what, where is she? Is she okay?" Will asked, pushing past Maggie to enter the ER to look for his sister. "Will wait, she's unconscious right now but Connor and Ethan are looking over her now alright. Look, she's in bay 4 but for now hang tight." Maggie tried to explain as Will ran a hand through his hair. "Can I see her? Maggie I need to see her." "Will you can't see her right now, not until she's cleared for visitors you know the drill. She's an adult and therefore doesn't need supervision." "Maggie..." "Will try it and I will have you off the floor for the rest of shift." Maggie warned, pointing a finger at him.

Will sighs and sits on couch, putting hands on his face, rubbing his eyes in frustration. Maggie rubbed his shoulder in encouragement before leaving to work on more papers.

Touch me, you just want to feel me You just want to share me You don't care at all Trust you, why don't I just trust you? You just want to use me Now I know Body, I'm more than my body You will never get me, buh bye, just go

Y/n groaned when light shone into her eyes, blinking rapidly as sge turns her head only to see a heart monitor. Her eyes widen as she realizes where she is and sits up rapidly. She groaned when she seen the drip in her arm before snapping her head to the door when footsteps were heard. Ethan came into her view and she watched cautisly.

"Hey, your awake." He smiled, staying near the door in case. She smiled weakly, wringing her hands together. "I'm going to call Natalie, she's going to be taking care of you, I'm glad to see you awake."

Y/n stares ahead of her as memories of what happened to her replays in her head. Tears come to her eyes as she realizes it had actually happened and wasn't just a bad dream. She jumps when she hears nock on glass, seeing Natalie come into the room.

"Sorry" Natalie spoke sympathetically, " how you feeling y/n?" Natalie smiled softly as she walked in. Y/n shrugs and looks down slightly. Natalie clears her throat and moves towards the bed. "I'm just going to check you over, is that okay?" Natalie asked, waiting for y/n to nod hesitantly before moving closer. The two stayed in silence as y/ns vitals were checked, y/n watching with glossy eyes. "Alright, your all good, I just have some questions I need to ask you, alright?" Y/n nodded, glancing up at the doctor. "You had to be sedated due to being in distress, can you tell me why that was?" Natalie asked. Y/n shrugged and remained silent. "Y/n I just need to know so I can help you. Did somebody hurt you?" Natalie asked again, trying to get an answer from the younger Halstead. Y/n looked up and over Natalie's shoulder to see Will looking over at where she was being treated. "Y/n please, I can't help you if you don't tell me, did somebody touch you?" Natalie asked again, desperate to help the girl she had known since she was 16. That's all it took for y/n to burst out crying. "Y/n, what happened?" Natalie asked, coming closer and pulling y/n into a hug. Y/n choked in tears as she clung to Natalie. "Y/n, I need to do a rape test on you? Do you consent to that?" Y/n froze as Natalie said the word she dreaded to hear or say, realizing that it was real. "It will help as evidence against the guy should you take it further. And I can be sure that no internal damage is there." Natalie explained, rubbing y/n's arm gently, pulling away when she jumped. "Yes." Y/n spoke in a whisper, not recognizing her own voice. "I'll be back shortly, do you want visitors?" Natalie smiled weakly before leaving as y/n shook her head no.

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Will watched in the distance as Natalie spoke to his sister, before standing up when she started crying. He opened the door of staff room to go to her when Maggie sees and quickly pulls curtain and close door before stopping him.

"Maggie please..." "Will no, I promise as soon as you can you can go." Maggie persisted, placing a hand on his chest to push him back.

Will sighs and leans against desk, rubbing forehead before looking around, only to see Jay.

"Jay." Will called ,gaining attention of his brother. "Will, hey. What's up?" Jay asked, turning to face his brother after finishing talking to Sharon. "You don't know?" Will asked, confused. "Know what?" Jay asked his brother in confusion. "Jay, y/ns here in hospital. She was brought in earlier." "Wait what, is she okay? Where is she?" "Bay 4 but Maggie won't let me see her yet, she's not clear for visitors." Will sighed. "To hell with that I'm going to see our sister, which ones bay 4."

"Ehh, where do you two think your going?" Maggie asked, stepping in front of the two brothers in frustration, knowing what they were about to say. "Maggie, where's my sister?" Jay asked ,looking around to see if he could see her face. "Jay, I am going to tell you the exact same thing as I told Will, you can't see her yet, as soon as you can I will let you know. For now, don't you have a job to do." Maggie stated in slight annoyance. "My sister is more important then my job." "Well you can't see her so either do your job, or go wait with your brother. Try see her and I kick you out of the hospital, that goes for both of you." Maggie stated, pointing at them both. Jay turned and looked at his brother. "I'm actually here for a possible assault so I'm going to see how were getting on." He stated before turning to leave.

Will turned his attention to Natalie as she came out of the room where his sister was.

"Maggie, can I get a rape kit brought down here please, ASAP." Natalie asked, causing Will to look at her. "Nat, what's wrong with y/n?" Will asked, gaining his brothers attention once again. "Not now Will, I'll explain later." Natalie spoke, moving away from him and towards the folders. "Natalie you just ordered a rape kit and I'm supposed to just let it go as if you weren't just in with my sister, what the hell happened?" Will spoke in exasperation, trying to make a point. "Will seriously, drop it. Your sister is twenty years old, I do not need to tell you anything. And the rape kit isn't for her" Natalie stated, lying to him before moving away towards another patient. "Can you at least tell me if it's okay to see her." "Not now." Natalie shook her head before leaving the two Hallstead's to sigh in frustration.

I'm more than I'm more than I'm more than My body

Y/n lay on bed as Natalie did the test on her, April standing by for help and to reassure the youngest Halstead that she wasn't alone. The room was silent as the test was done, the doctor and nurse not believing that it happened and the patient fearing the nightmare would never end.

"Alright, all done. Bring these to forensics so they can test it, see what they find." Natalie spoke to April, placing the blanket back over y/ns legs before giving April the bag of evidence. April nodded and left, closing curtain and door behind her. "Are you hungry, thirsty? I can get something sent up to you if you would like?" Natalie asked the young girl as she stood up, taking off her gloves. "No, I'm okay." Y/n spoke softly, still afraid to speak. Natalie sighed and moved closer. "You know this wasn't your fault, you didn't ask for this." Natalie spoke. "Do my brothers know?" "No, but they have been impatiently waiting around since you came in, breaking Maggies heart they are." Natalie joked, trying to get y/n to ease slightly. "I know they won't hurt me, but, I'm scared, even those who I know and trust I feel like I can't." "I can't imagine what your going through, but just know that there are people here for you." Natalie spoke softly, causing y/n to look down slightly. "Erin and Kim want to ask you some questions if your up for it." Y/n nodded and looked up at Natalie who smiled at her kindly. "Yeah, I suppose I should."

Y/n looked down again as she heard the door open and Natalie talking before two pairs of footsteps were heard.

"Hi y/n, are you okay to talk?"

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Will came out of a patients room before seeing Jay standing near exit. He moved closer and stands beside him, seeing him looking at y/ns area.

"Hey, any news?" Jay asked. "Nope, haven't heard a thing since last spoke to Natalie, how's your case?" "Burgess and Erin are talking to the victim now." "God, I can't imagine taking that case." "I'm glad we haven't had to deal with that close to home." Jay stated, glancing at Will before turning back to y/n's room as he loked on in confusion.

Seeing his brothers confusion Will turned in the direction Jay was watching to see Burgess and Erin leaving y/n's room, Natalie following close behind. Jay looks at Will and the two walk closer as the three women talk.

"Erin, what's going on?" Jay asked as he and his brother stop in front of the three. "Nat?" Will asked, turning to his college and girlfriend "I thought y/n wasn't up for visitors, why were they in there." Erin and Natalie looked at each other before facing the two Halsteads. "Will, Jay. There's no easy way to say this but, y/n has been assaulted by a man outside her home around lunch time." Erin explained to the two brothers carefully. "That's why you couldn't see her, because we weren't sure what way she would react." Natalie explained as Burgess moved away from the group as a message came through. "So she was raped, my sister was raped." Jay stated in shock as Will ran a hand through his hair in disbelief. "I know it's hard to hear but you have to be there for y/n now. She needs you more than ever." Natalie stated as Kim came back. "Forensics got results back from the rape kit, we're looking at the same guy we've been looking for from the other women." Kim stated as she came towards the group. "Okay, let's get back to intelligence, Jay, I'll let Voight now hat your hear with your sister." Erin stated. "Thanks." Jay stated ,still in shock of what he heard. "Can we see her now?" Will asked, wanting to be there for his sister. "I'll ask her if she's up to it." Natalie nodded before moving towards the door which had y/n behind it.

I'm more than I'm more than I'm more than My body

Y/n looked up with fear as she heard the door open before relaxing when she seen Natalie pop her head in.

"Hey y/n, Will and Jay are outside, are you up to seeing them?" She asked softly, not wanting to spook the girl before smiling when she nodded her head

"Okay, she said it's okay. Just be cautious, keep your distance, let her come to you." Natalie explained before opening the door fully and allowing the two boys in.

Will and jay look at there sister, hearts breaking at how broken she looked. Y/n watched as Will took a seat and moved it away from the bed to allow distance as y/n watched the two as they moved.

"Hey, how you feeling?" Will asked, only for Jay to elbow his stomach as y/n looked down. "Right, silly question, sorry." Will answered, waiting y/n to speak. "I'm sorry." Y/n whispered, causing both boys to look at her. "You have nothing to be sorry for, it's not your fault. This shouldn't of happened so don't blame yourself." Jay spoke, shaking his head in disagreement. "No, I know, I'm sorry I can't go near you. I know you wouldn't hurt me but I am scared." Y/n cried, afraid she was disappointing them. "It's okay, you don't have to apologize, we'll get through this, together." Will stated, causing y/n to nod and smile slightly at the two.

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Six months later, Will and Jay stood with y/n outside the court room, preparing for the trial against y/n's rapist. Thanks to y/n's fighting they had gathered sufficient amounts of DNA to discover who the guy was. Now, all y/n had to do was stand in front of the jury and explain what happened, while looking at her attacker in the eye.

"We'll be sitting behind you if you need us." Jay stated, still keeping distance as y/n hadn't felt comfortable enough to allow men to touch her yet. "You've got it, just look at us if you need encouragement alright." Will stated, smiling at y/n who took a shaky breath as Erin came towards them to bring her to the court.

Y/n looked around as they entered the courtroom. The doctors and nurses of Chicago med (Natalie, April, Maggie, Sharon, Conor, Ethan and Dr. Charles) as well as those from intelligence (Antonio, Kevin, Adam, Kim, Mouse and Trudy) had come to show there support as well as the paramedics who brought her to med, Sylvie and Mills. She refused to look towards the guy who was being held as a rapist as she waited for the judge to come forward, before standing up as the case began. She looked down as the information of her case, as well as other women who had been attacked by the same man, was recited to the court, before looking up when the man was brought to the stand.

She watched as he looked out to the crowd with no emotion, listening to the charges as he pleaded not-guilty. Her mouth opened wide as he looked at her as he came down from the stand, grinning at her with a sick smirk before he was pulled to sit down. She turned back to face her brothers who smiled and nodded at her in encouragement. She turned back as the judge called for recess so the Jury could come to their verdict.

Y/n sat outside the court room as Will and Jay spoke to their colleges about the case. She looked up as she heard someone clear their throat.

"It's okay, there's too much evidence there for them not to give him a sentence." Erin spoke softly, gaining the attention of the rest. "Yeah, if it was me he'd be somewhere no one would find him." Jay muttered but Erin shot him a glare before they were called back in. "That was quick, Does that mean something bad?" Y/n asked Erin frantically. "It doesn't mean anything yet. There just ready to announce the outcome." "God I feel sick." Y/n stated as they headed back to the courtroom, standing as the judge came back in.

"Has the Jury come to a verdict?" The judge asked, looking at the Jury. "We have your honor." The speaker announced. "Carry on." "For the assault against Ms. Abigail Roche we define the defendant, guilty of this charge. For the assault against Ms. Sophia and Amelia Dunne, we define the defendant guilty of this charge. And for the assault against Ms. Y/n Halstead, we define the defendant guilty of this charge." The speaker read out, causing y/n to sigh in relief and Erin to rub her back. "The defendant has been sentenced to life imprisonment. Court dismissed." The judge stated, hitting his hammer before everyone stood up.

Y/n sighed in relief and smiled at Erin as they gathered there stuff before leaving the court room. The two walked out of the building to see Jay and Will standing near the car, waiting for them. Jay and WIll smiled at them as they came towards them.

"Hey, it's all over now." Jay smiled, placing a hand on Wills shoulder as he also smiled. Y/n smiled before running towards the two, pulling them into a hug. Erin smiled as she watched both brothers tear up as their sister hugged them for the first time since her assault.

"I'm proud of you." Will smiled, "Can I have another hug?" He asked, causing y/n to wrap her arms around his neck in a proper hug. "We are always here for you, don't ever forget it." Jay spoke as y/n hugged him again. "I love you." Y/n smiled. "I love you too." Will and Jay smiled, glad to have their sister with them.

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Imagine dating Harrison and your brother Tom finds out

Note: The reader is Tom Hollands 19 year old sister who lives with him and Harrison. Harrison and the reader are dating but Tom doesn’t know that yet.

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Y/N POV:

“Morning baby.”  You turned to see your boyfriend Harrison Osterfield standing at the door. “Morning.” You smiled and turned around as he put his arms around you. “I missed you when I woke up.” He smiled, kissing your shoulder gently. “Well I had to go to b/f/n house and help with baby r/n while she ran down to the shops.” You stated as you finished the eggs. “I can’t wait till we have our own kids some day.” Harrison smirked as he kissed along your neck. “Stop, Toms going to wake up any minute.” You giggled pulling away from him to put the plates on the table.

Over breakfast Harrison and you held each others hand under the table. Tom sat across from us, still half asleep when he dropped his fork. He bent down to pick it up but soon came up just as fast only to hit his head against the table.

“Oww, what that... Why are you two holding hands?” He asked as he rubbed his head. You and Harrison looked at each other and quickly dropped each others hand. “Well you see....um.” Harrison started. “Harrison and I are dating.” You said quickly causing tom to look at you wide eyed. “Your what!” He nearly shouted. “Tom, calm down.” Harrison asked. “Calm down? Calm down? How can I calm down when my best mate is dating my sister.” “Tom I know your upset.” You started. “You think.”  “But please don’t make us break up. We were going to tell you but with the new movie we didn’t want to cause you anything that would effect your movie.” Y’n smiled. Tom looked at Harrison. “Trust me mate when I say I’ll never break her heart.” Harrison stated. “What?” Tom asked as he looked at me. “I love him Tom.” You smiled. “MY best friend and my sister?” He asked causing you two to nod, “My best friend and my sister.” He cheered as he pulled me into a hug. “I’m glad your okay with it.” Harrison smiled as the two bro hugged. “If it was going to be any of my friends I’m glad it’s you that asked her.” Tom stated smiling before leaving.

“Well, that went well.” Harrison smiled as he wrapped his arms around your waist. “Yes, it did.” You smiled, kissing him.

“No funny business.” Tom shouted causing you and Harrison to pull back laughing.

Hiya I was wondering if there’s going to be a part three to Saul x daughter!reader - I just want my dad?

coming soon, I just finished it yesterday so it's on my upload schedule. Good few on the list so should be out by end of month. I have two parts ready so I hope to be able to keep up the regular updates.