Nini, God Of Depressing Angst Music

little psa

also i don’t know if this is too political for my blog. but i’m going to say it.

pertaining to may…

may is coming up soon which is nice. hopefully there will be nice weather and may is a good month for us. but this is your reminder that may is not pre-pride. in america, may is asian-american pacific islander heritage month, shortened to aapi month. this is a reminder to not wash out may with pride (which is in june). may is not pre-pride. we as a group should not be overlooked by pride. aapi month 2021 was horrid because it was filled with such intense anti-asian sentiment and was also overshadowed in favor of pride month. let’s work to make up for it with a great aapi month in 2022 where we actually uplift asian voices, call out anti-asian sentiment, interrogate our own biases, and celebrate asian people as a whole.

and not just east asian either. south, southeast, central, west, and everyone in between matters just as much as east asians. this is also not the time to be performative. do not speak up on asian issues just for may clout and then dismiss them once may is over. the issues we face, especially those of us in the diaspora, do not disappear once may ends. we endure them 24/7, 52 weeks, 365 days a year.

pertaining to june…

we also know disney is going to revert back to rainbow capitalism to get our dollar. do not let them. remind them that they purposely donated to bills like don’t say gay. they actively are trying to harm a community they heavily profit off of.

furthermore, we should uplift bipoc queer voices in june. the lgbtqia+ community tends to be represented as overwhelming white and white queer voices are always prioritized. also, white lgbtqia+ community, don’t be afraid to hold your own accountable for their own actions. we also need to start deconstructing ideas and attitudes and mannerisms associated with the lgbtqia+ community.

i also hope that we still continue to make fun of corporations’ attempt at rainbow capitalism (e.g. target). it’s quite funny actually.

For being so nice🎀 and cute😚, copy this to 10 other bloggers that you think are wonderful. 💗Keep the GAME going and make others feel beautiful❤️

You've stuck with me even though I can be insufferable at times ahwosjsosje I'm just really glad that you stayed and that we're friends ùwú)

Insufferable? Wdym by that? I only saw you as a chaotic source of simping energy and silliness that I love as a friend. In all seriousness, I feel the same way as you do, haha. Elated to have met and befriended you, Alice, hope the best for ya!🤗

I only ask that you don't cause me to malfunction again with your weird instincts, such as kabedoning me out of the blue 💀

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■■■■■'𝚜 𝚅𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢: 𝙻𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙵𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜

A simple recollection lost to the whispers and gossip, in fear or in awe younger him did not know. All ■■■■■ could muster from his memories was the face of his twin sister and mother's gentle love embracing him and praising him for his victory.

From his young pestering pleads, his mother sat him down and retold him the story of how he received these branching flowers on his entire body. His mother would always start the recollection with the same beginning, his sister listening quietly beside him. "It was created by your heart, determination to protect your other half."

For many years, since he was old to walk and fight, ■■■■■ had taken the role of Lady Yingyue's protector and carried the duty with pride. One could dare say in his sister's grace, he became her decoy to trick and teach those wanting manipulate her a lesson they would not forget.

It wasn't until the eve of their 13th birthday, the cycle of promised protection ended with the cruel torture and the lightning's blessing. The people he had sworn to fend off, instead took him all too happily for the taste of revenge on his soul. Laughed at his pain, mocked him for being weak, belittled him for his "cursed" bloodline.

And yet, the young ■■■■■ laughed as it were pure entertainment, promising he'll get to have fun with them eventually. Words had only left his mouth before the storm's judgement struck where he was ensnared, leaving its blossoms on his flesh and the promise in his hands.

What commenced when the lightning's spring came to bloom is often foretold in variations, but it always ended with him returning home covered in red and burns, holding so closely a electrifying jewel to his chest. Smiling proudly as if he climbed all the way to Celestia and back to his family's embrace victorious.

"You asked if I was proud of you that night, before falling unconscious." It was a rare moment to see his mother looking at him with genuine adoration, the suddened softening of her stern scowl. "I was and always will. That gift which burns so brightly in your hands speaks of your strength and love. Carry your flowers with pride, my little spider."

Often the storm of opinionated pity and disgust for his story is heard trailing after him, but ■■■■■ still dances in the weather by his sister's side without a care in the world, the refulgent vision and scars he carries an honest attestation of life. It is through this memory told by tale, adventures he ventures on be nothing more than the fruits of his labor made through enigmatic means and promises.

I'm guilty as charged. Deep lyrics from a song? I will always find them... most of the time 😔

No, it is not nini. This is your pet bird from a server you're in

Jk it's me, how did you know dhdhdjdjd

Damn readily reducing yourself to a pet for me 😔🙏

Well, earlier you asked me about what song would best describe one of my ocs so I simply connected the dots + you have an affinity for songs with deep lyrics 😂

Damn... 🧎‍♀️

@one0p1nk @hatsirsir

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Tell me all about that ocean flower Kosuke lost after that incident

Vague answer, but clear

This is all I'm sharing. Enjoy

Those were the good old days indeed, haha.

"And yet I should've said something regardless if I knew how much it would break you..."

Hey, remember those times when we did photo shoots in a certain game and you asked me to put on my "wedding dress" outfit for one?

I'm drawing it because memory lane and ouch. At first glance it's a beautiful, innocent photo when the story behind it says differently... 🥲🧎‍♀️

OH MY ARCHONS YEAH I remember all those photo shoots we did in Dragon Raja very well, good ol' times... 😭

A beautiful photo with a tragic story hidden within 😌✨ Looking forward to that drawing though~

Ahahah I loved my boy so much

As a writer I wanted to ask if numbers (specifically likes or reblogs) matter to you? I want to start posting on Tumblr (reader-inserts for TWST too) but I'm scared I'll end up getting demotivated due to a lack of traction :( I know people say to just write for yourself but what would the point of posting it be then? I just wanted to know your opinion on this.

Oh my answer is going to be a little lengthy! I'll be answering this based on my own perceptions so it's totally fine if people think differently than me :>

Short answer: mostly yes, and i don't think it's a bad thing to care about numbers 😌 but dont let it consume you and as much as possible try not to let it discourage you from writing what you want!

Long answer: Personally, above all, feedback matters to me the most! Hearing what people think/if people enjoyed my fics is much more important that seeing numbers go up.

However in most cases feedback does count towards the numbers— other than feedback through asks, feedback tends to come in the form of reblogs (both reblog in text and tags) or in replies on Tumblr, which contribute to the notes count. Plus, because the tagging system isn't always... working, reblogs, which also contribute to notes and therefore numbers, are incredibly important in getting your work out there, thus getting feedback, which in turn usually gives fic writers the motivation to keep writing and posting. Likes, well, don't really do anything to get your stuff out there even though your notes will mostly be comprised of likes, but they're kind of cute to see, especially when it's a name you recognize like a "it's you again!" or a "wait that's someone i follow they liked something i wrote?"

Plus, I'm just a really big fan of looking at numbers, which is why I said my perception might be different. I like math and love statistics, so it's kind of satisfying seeing something go from 8 notes to a hundred.

Still, I honestly think the TWST community (even with some bad apples) has a lot of very supportive people when it comes to writers, who love giving writers attention, especially newer blogs. The community isn't perfect but it's a community consistently growing and a community that can never get enough of content, so there's always room for more fic writers, and artists in general, you know?

I think it never hurts to at least try and dip your toes in writing and posting! See I think the key thing when people connect writing for yourself to not caring about the numbers is to actually write for yourself and at your own pace? In my years of experience writing there were a few things that got me to stop. The first was just losing interest in the fandom, it's normal and it's okay, the second is lack of feedback, which if you've put out work you're happy enough to post it's on the audience's part to provide it, and the third is burnout from requests.

The thing is when you get requests, you work on it and there's this added pressure of getting it out quickly and making sure it has to be good enough for others to like it and not just yourself, and then if it gets little feedback and numbers, it feels like a double whammy? basically awful. of course writing for yourself doesn't mean never take requests, go for it especially if it's something that motivates you and you enjoy! but what i'm saying is try not to be too harsh or give yourself too much pressure so you enjoy the writing process and you have less regrets overall...

and well, sometimes you just have writing slumps and that's normal. If you ever encounter it I promise there's no harm in taking a break, maybe do other things until you find the motivation to write again. Most people do not have the motivation to pump out fics regularly without pause and you shouldn't pressure yourself to do the same! Some days you'll probably find yourself writing a lot and some none at all and that's normal!

Anyway this post is getting long haha but yeah, I think just find a healthy balance— it's okay to care about the numbers but try not to stress too much over it, try your hand at posting, and if you do find yourself demotivated then remember to take appropriate measures whether it's to take a hiatus or writing for a different fandom or whatever you need to do

Plus, you know, general reminder that many writers leave due to lack of reblogs replies and feedback in general, and seeing people leave might discourage others from even starting, so as much as possible show your writers love even if it's just an ask 💖

GOD GAVE ME A GIFT AND I BLEW IT BECAUSE OF SHYNESS, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA