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but imagine being in your favorite foreign city, living in a cute, cozy apartment with a lovely view, working at a small bookstore, spending your time at beautiful cofffee shops and libraries, taking long walks, meeting new people that make you feel good, being yourself, finding true love and actually feeling good & fullfilled with your life

True acceptance

“true acceptance… i always thought true acceptance was believing i had it instantly in the 3D and the 4D…”

while reading edwards art “though false” post and his pdf for his series (you can find on reddit) it made me realize what true acceptance is really is when it comes to the law.

true acceptance doesn’t mean trying to force yourself into believing that its there in both the 3D and 4D. true acceptance is accepting you have it in the 4D and its okay to not have it in the 3D.

true acceptance is believing that the 3D will change to mirror what you have within because the inner world is the only reality, the only thing that reflects. true acceptance is knowing the outer man can’t manifest. the outer man cant “change the 3D”. it cant make things happen instantly.. it’s accepting your outer man can only experience your creations and the human experience. true acceptance is knowing your inner world is your only priority to change and everything will come from what you are, have and experiencing within.

it made me realize that all i really had to do is just accept i have it within without worrying about whenever i have it or not and not and forcing myself to have it within for a change in the 3D.

i always freaked out about the 3D and would always force myself to change it by forcing emotions, forcing methods, forcing feeling, forcing literally ANYTHING because i had really bad circumstances. but that wasnt what i was supposed to do. i was supposed to accept i have it within. surrender to my 4D and just know i have it within. i didnt need to time “when i will get it” or time “when it would come”. everything will come to pass. i didnt need to do xyz, i didnt need to listen to “instant result” subs. i didnt need to do any of it.

“Sure, you can try to control the how and the timing but do you want that responsibility? If you truly don't have to know that, wouldn't that bring you ease?” -ed art

i personally feel like i feel more at ease that know i have it right now in the 4D than having it “instantly”, you could manifest instant results in the 3D but manifestation is more about being within. i feel like the instant results thing makes people put a lot of pressure, expectations and fears on the outer man and the outer world thinking their priority and goal is to manifest for results in the 3D instead of just feeling fulfilled within and knowing you already have it.

whenever i would “try” to manifest instant results, i would always put an extra responsibility on the 3D. i would always try manifesting to change the 3D instead of just being it within. whenever i saw people saying they manifested overnight it always made me jealous in a way. but putting the responsibility of the 3D off my shoulders really put my mind at ease. it really did.

its just how the world works in the law terms. the 3D can only reflect you. if you try to manifest instant results, it kinda just shows you arent it, you dont have it within and you simply aren’t being it in consciousness. (IMO) everything is instant within. you already have it within.

just relax and know you already have it within.

i promise it would better you mentally. you dont have to force to change the 3D out of fear. leave it alone. literally leave it. the 3D doesnt need your fixing, your timing, your fears. it dont need any of that.. it just reflects who you are within. just make it your home within. make it your dwelling place where you just know you have it..ROE. (regardless of everything.)

true acceptance is accepting it will pass. -starmorself🫶🏾

this was only proofread once or maybe twice so idk if i made some mistakes since i skimmed through it. this post inspired by @cleostoohot ROE challenge

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You already are That. You are never not That.

"just stop thinking about it" my brother in christ, if I could stop thinking about it I would

I’m sure you get asked this a lot so forgive me for this, but how do I change my physical appearance without….y’know, obsessing over the 3d ?? i don’t know why but physical appearance is what I’m struggling with the most bc all I have to do is look in the mirror or even look down. I feel like I do accept the imagination as truth, I really truly do believe in all of this stuff. but it also feels like I accept the 3d as well too much. It feels like I’m stuck between the two realities tbh, and both are fighting to have most of my energy and attention. So I guess another question would be how do I balance the 3d and 4d in my life? I don’t think I want to completely dismiss the 3d and see it as irrelevant.

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"all I have to do is not look in the mirror or even look down" you don't have to do this! I've been there as well where i tried to avoid mirrors as much as possible. please don't fight with your 3d. your 3d is a gift you received from god(yourself). your 3d is a simulation of yourself and should be highly honored as such. I'm 100% against the "fuck the 3d, 3d is my bitch" attitude.

you’re obsessing over the 3d because:

a) you're still trying to change the 3d

ditch this mindset immediately. it won't aid you in any way. if you want to be successful, you are going to have to ditch this "i want to change the 3d, my 3d needs to change" mindset one day. there is no other way. manifesting isn’t about changing the 3d although that’s what attracts most people to this community. your goal isn’t to change the 3d. it’s not your job to change the 3d. your job is to change your self-concept aka your state of consciousness. that’s all you are concerned with. you only spiral because you think it’s your job to make it happen in the 3d, so when the 3d goes wrong, you think you must be doing something wrong.

b) you're not fulfilling your desire in imagination

desires are within and must be fulfilled within. i’ll preach this until the day i die. it’s not “once i get my desire in the 3d, i’ll be fulfilled”. no. you fulfill yourself in imagination. that’s the only place where you can truly fulfill yourself. once you fulfill yourself in imagination, you won’t look for results in the 3d because you already feel fulfilled. that’s when the 3d results suddenly seem irrelevant to you. you realize that this whole time, you didn’t actually want results in the 3d, you wanted to have it in consciousness/imagination. results in the 3d is a bonus, not your priority. desiring is a confession of not being it. so, if you’re still desiring, that’s already enough of proof that you have not fulfilled yourself within.

c) you're not identifying yourself with your true self(the invisible you) but instead with your avatar(3d self, body)

ed art’s videos and series (must read!)can explain it better than i ever can!

to your next question,

"how do I balance the 3d and 4d in my life?"

3d isn't something separate from the 4d. would you say 2d is separate from 3d? probably not. a piece of paper is 2d, and it exists WITHIN 3d. so, 2d is a part of 3d. it's the same thing. 3d is WITHIN 4d. they're not separate!

"all that you behold, though it appears without, it is within, in your imagination, of which this world of mortality is but a faint shadow" -william blake

there is no "outer world". there is nothing "outside" of you. though it appears without, it is within!! everything in the 3d appears to be without, but it is within since 3d is a tiny section that exists in 4d just like how a piece of paper(2d) exists in 3d!

there is no "balancing" the 3d life and the 4d life. you're always living in imagination. always. you can never stop imagining because imagination is who you are. this is equivalent to 2 dimensional bugs such as ants asking how to balance their life of 2d and 3d. whether they like it or not, they’re living in the 3d. but since they’re 2d beings, they can only sense 2d with their physical senses. but it still doesn’t change the fact that they’re living in this 3d world. it’s the same thing for us. 

when you see something you dislike in the 3d and think to yourself "ugh! i hate this! why is it like this?", where is that taking place? in imagination, in your consciousness!! everything and everyone in the 3d penetrate your brain. so, it is in your brain, in your consciousness/imagination(i don't believe in brains but you get what i mean). everything you experience in the 3d, you experience through your consciousness. everything is consciousness.

the only thing you can do when you see something undesirable in the 3d, is to not accept it and be indifferent to it. the key for me is not identifying myself with it.

there was a girl who lived in neville's time and went to neville's lecture and asked him how she can change her undesirable circumstances. she went on and on to explain her situation. and you know what neville said? he smiled and said, "don't accept it". she then realized that no matter what’s going on around her, she was under no obligation to accept it as final. she started focusing on the fulfillment of her desire instead of her circumstances, and she was able to manifest in 2 weeks. 

if there’s something in the 3d that doesn’t deserve my precious attention, i simply do not identify myself with it. there was recently a family drama where my grandma had a beef with my aunt and she called my mom crying blah blah blah. what did i do? i didn’t identify myself with it. there was no need to resist or fight with it. i simply do not identify myself with anything that does not serve me or make me feel good. 

say you want hazel eyes. but in the 3d, you have brown eyes. you identify yourself with your inner self, which you always have been, and fulfill your desire in imagination/consciousness only. then you’re conscious of having hazel eyes and have this inner conviction that you have hazel eyes because you do. then you catch your reflection in the mirror and see brown eyes. what do you do? don’t identify yourself with it. 3d is a magnified mirror of your (inner) SELF. so, you seeing brown eyes in the 3d is simply a remnant of the state you were in. but you’re no longer in the state of having brown eyes. therefore, it shouldn’t bother you in any way. you simply don’t identify yourself with it. plus, when you fulfill your desire in imagination and identify yourself with imagination, the 3d no longer bothers you because your desire feels so real. you can’t even deny it.

hope this helps! 

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fast & fearless: what comes first (m.)

pairing taehyung/reader

warnings death mention | blowjobs | social classism and rivalry | graphic street fights | blood mention | casual sex | marijuana and alcohol | mild depictions of illegal street racing | consensual sex under the influence | violent use of melee weaponry | robbery | implications (not direct depictions) of driving under the influence

summary taehyung is used to earning his keep through illegal street races, and he’s got every reason to win that upcoming promise of prize money for an old friend. but when the odds don’t fall in his favor, he turns to babysitting. enter, you: a first-generation college student with too much to lose to be spending all your time with a troublemaking biker. who also happens to babysit for your kid brother.

word count 50k, sorry I had a lot to say

author’s note our prequel to “fate of the fast & furious” is finally here! if you enjoy this storyline, please check out the original installment of it on my masterlist. likewise, if you enjoyed fotff: this one’s for you. thank you all for being so incredibly patient while I wrote this monster. I hope it was worth the wait! 

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