I hoped to never go on to social media to call out someone for abusing me in some way... but here I fucking am.
TW// grooming, toxic relationship
At the age of 10, I met someone online who I shared a common interest with. They introduced me to their friends, and one of them would become my abuser. After our little group fell apart, her and I stayed friends. Eventually, we figured out we liked each other, and we started dating by the time I was 12.
Things were fine for awhile, but during an arguement one time, I remember her calling me toxic. I didn't even know what that word meant, yet it stuck to me for years. I didn't get over that until I finally stepped into the light, left her behind, and finally started to get better.
We'd keep arguing, we'd take "breaks", but with each break we'd end up still be like "ily" and realize that we weren't truly having a break, ever.
Once we broke up, it only took me a day to decide that we couldn't even stay friends. It didn't feel right. I ghosted her, and I don't even remotely regret it. I was only 13. Things were quiet, and with my therapist, I had come to realize how much she really abused me.
6 months later, my abuser reached out to me. She snuck into my discord server, once she revealed herself, I was willing to make small talk. I was willing to forgive. I was naive.
I mentioned that I told my friends in my server about what she did. So she snooped and got upset when I called her a groomer. So, I deleted that message... but I really shouldn't have.
I'm 16 now, and I only just now realized that she abused me so much worse than I think. Everytime I realize that she did something wrong, I think "it can't get worse than this.", but it has. Most of my memories of the time I had with her is blotted out, but one thing I do remember is a BDSM list.
I was 13, maybe even 12, when she sent me the blank list, and one filled out. She told me, "You should do this and send it to me. Here's mine." I don't remember looking at hers, but I remember genuinely trying to fill it out, because I was young. I was naive. I didn't know any better.
I didn't know most of the things listed on it. I had to look half of it up, and I was so uncomfortable doing it the whole time. Not like anything could have had any truth to it because I was fucking 12/13. I had absolutely 0 experience in anything sexual. I was so uncomfortable doing it, it wasn't fair to me to do something like this and not understand any of it.
I didn't realize how damn weird it was back then. I only just realized it and it's been nearly half a decade. There are certain people out there that have used that list to groom their victims, I found it out just now, and it hit me like a fucking train to realize that I was victim to it.
Tabby, I don't fucking give a shit if I ruin your chances of college, or a job. You don't deserve a good life because you ruined mine. And even though I've learned to grow around my trauma, I cannot move on from the fact that you are the reason I struggle so much today. I don't fucking trust people, because of you and the way you treated me. But I have learned to realize that I will not tolerate people stepping all over me and I will not be treated unfairly because I have fucking worth and you don't get to act all innocent anymore.
My abuser is Tabbybat6. Bluebat, Tabbitha, whatever the fuck she goes by now. I first met her on Steam, we moved to hangouts, then Discord. She has Wattpad, Instagram, Tumblr, and on everything I could think of, I have her blocked and restricted.
Tabbitha, if somehow, you're reading this, I hope you understand the way you made me feel, someday. I hope you feel all the pain you made me feel from your abuse. And I'm praying to the god I don't believe in that justice gets fucked served.
So ya'll know the FNaF theory about Gregory being the FNAF4 bite victim? If you don't, basically, after bite victim's death, William couldn't handle his death, and remade him as a robot. Gregory and the bite victim look extremely similar, though it would typically be impossible for them to be the same because we know bite victim died, sparking the possiblity that William made him into a robot, and that robot being Gregory. (Plenty of evidence shown in the game) For better information, I'm obviously directing you to MatPat's theory about it.
Anyways! I'm sat here watching Astro Boy and noticed parallels about son's death, then remade into a robot, and immediately it got me thinking "WILLIAM AFTON IS THAT YOU"
I will say one more thing before moving the fuck on and waiting for more. Cause I have a feeling there will be more eventually.
I am completely believing and supporting Shubble. Shubble’s the victim and she did not name her abuser for a reason. We should not jeopardize her plans.
Now, on a unrelated note, I will still be supporting Wilbur as well until if he’s found to be 100% clearly the guy who Shubble is talking about.
I believe in innocent until proven guilty and similarities and coincidences (like Wilbur also being a biter and someone with a messy place (and an ant infestation), and Zoe leaving Lovejoy for some reason) don’t equal evidence.
It’s hearsay and conjecture and I want to see more shit then that to believe that Wilbur’s the abuser.
So, I believe Shubble and that she needs all the support she can get. And I believe that Wilbur is innocent. Until there’s a legitimate update, I will be moving on from this.
Speculating on who the abuser is will only put Shubble in more danger. There’s no good result coming from jumping conclusions right now.
Hug Shubble and keep Wilbur out of this until there’s a legitimate connection. And even if there is a connection, focus on helping Shubble. We aren’t the law, y’all!
MY MEOWBAHH POST IS FINALLY HERE!
TRIGGER WARNING: RACISM, TRANSPHOBIA, ABLEISM, RAPE
meowbahh is a... well i wouldnt say influencer... social media person who pretends to be a doll. Meowbahh currently resides on tiktok and youtube, his content is similar to jellybean but worse. He has posted that his pronouns are doll/meow or something, i honestly dont care im not using those. Most people refer to him using he/him pronouns since the other ones are offensive.
Why has meowbahh gotten attention?
Well i dont know if its obvious or not but he literally pretends he is a transphobic doll. But there is more, yes it gets worse.
Do you guys remember those weird roblox kids on tiktok who would pretend to know japanese and then badly mispronounce everything, probably not. Well this is kind of like that. Meowbahh would say that he can speak japanese and then butcher every word. On top of this he is very racist. Meowbahh has a discord server(which i have joined, ya it isnt great) where he has repeatedly said the n-word to people on there. The he continues to spam his discord with messages about how anyone who raids the server will get raped.
As you can see meowbahh is also ableist as he has said the r-slur multiple times. After all these mistakes you think maybe he would post an apology or something, well he did. This "apology" is basically a muckbang. He talks about how he is sorry for offending the "disabled fandom" while he is munching on a full course meal. Did he not learn speaking with his mouth full is disrespectful.
NEXT
Meowbahh answers a comment on his tiktok asking about his thoughts on the war in Ukraine. He replies saying Russia must have their reasons for doing it. Then he answered another question where he said he could beat Allah(The god in islam, please correct me if im wrong) in a fight. This lead to him making his own cult called meowism.
PLUS supposedly he got doxxed and got his face leaked?? i dont know about this for sure but please don't go doxxing people.
NOTE: please don't attack Jellybean for any of this, Jellybean has made it obvious they don't support meowbah.
And i guess don't attack Meowbahh either?? idk i couldn't care less
no, because im still upset about this.
c!Tubbo had an argument with his husband, and he broke down when Ranboo snapped at him, and he realized that Ranboo wasn't going to listen to him. He risked his life to save that horse, he was stood for probably the whole night and morning, fearing that one wrong move would kill him in a similar way to his first death. He relived the trauma of being stuck in one spot, moments away from being blown up. Then Ranboo switched places with him, so he not only had to LISTEN and be close to explosions (which would obviously cause some emotional and mental damage because of his PTSD), AND watch his husband die.
Then one day, everything's fine until Technoblade, an anarchist, someone who destroyed Tubbo's country, and killed him, comes to him to say that his husband dead, but then find out that his son is missing.
He reasonably tries to take out this stress on Eret at first, but then they realize Eret is on their side, and Tubbo takes it out on Sam, who kidnapped his child and didn't even tell Eret WHERE he brought him. They find Sam, he understandably takes his stress out on Sam and locks him in his own prison. He's pissed, with all the good reasons to be.
They retrieve Michael but Tubbo can't even continue to stay with him because there is no room with Phil, Techno, and Ghostboo. Not to even mention that Tubbo and Michael meet Ghostboo for the first time. We don't even know if Ghostboo actually remembered Michael and cares about him, because maybe Ghostboo doesn't care and just acts like he does because deep down he fears some sort of rejection for it. (but that's only a guess) You'd expect Tubbo to be a bit happy that Ranboo is okay and happy, but he's near silent. He barely says a word to Ghostboo. In that moment, he is literally shutting down. He either can't process it, or it hurts him so much that he can barely even speak.
Now add this all on with the fact that he has so much trauma from c!Dream and his manipulation and abuse, fearing that his best friend killed himself, taking care of a nation that was so very broken, and all of that happening when he was a teenager. He has so much trauma, but he never got treatment, and he still doesn't get treatment, despite obvious signs of still suffering from PTSD. (and a personal note, c!Tubbo gives nuerodivergent vibes, but like I said, that's something I feel, so not everyone will agree on it, but I figured I'd add it, just in case)
And yet there are still people who turn their eyes on c!Tubbo and/or say he's perfectly fine, or they don't even include him. We just don't talk about c!Tubbo enough.
another headcanon
Mamacita's name is Freya
(it reminds me of flower, which for some reason I have connected her too, and I came up with the name to call her instead of "mamacita" because i felt weird about calling her that)
SOMEONE SAID THERE WAS AN HOUR LEFT AND MY VOTE HAS BEEN CAST
i just wanna say that @loverofpiggies has no idea how much love i have for them
why do you make such good art and characters
and why do i simp for the most unattractive possible character of yours (aka error) how does that even work
my standards are so low
Rain gone wrong☔️
not sure if someone's done this yet but here it is anyway
Ink: *touches Error*
Error: *crashes*
Ink: Oh no! My Ruru! He's broken!
1 -> 2
3 -> 4
That's actually scary--
https://twitter.com/dreamwastaken/status/1488479934389567488?t=2uLfQqsS2rm8U5vi2Nk1ww&s=19
So are they happy with what they've done? (the fucks that started the drama that is)
Being someone who suffers with anxiety, it is fucking disgusting to see people exploit it, and it is especially disgusting to see that both Manatreed and Dream suffered with anxiety from this situation, because people want nothing more than to see others suffer. I never condone trolling, doxxing, etc. etc., but if you're one of those fucks that decided to start this drama: go get a damn life.
Sorry for coming off aggressively or angry, but I am pissed off, with plenty of good reason to be.
And in this time right now, we need to support Dream and Manatreed. It must have taken a lot of courage for them to get through the anxiety and come out to say anything at all.