okay so random headcanons i have for dsmp (in a NON-CANON universe, still characters tho ofc)
XD's name is Xander, idk why, but to me, it fits.
HD's name (GeorgeHD, aka God George for those who dont know) is Henry, because it's George's middle name. (because GeorgeHD.. HD is his last two initials... so... Henry... not Tommy's cow-)
and that's all I have for you, Tumblr, have a good day
i just wanna say that @loverofpiggies has no idea how much love i have for them
why do you make such good art and characters
and why do i simp for the most unattractive possible character of yours (aka error) how does that even work
my standards are so low
SOMEONE SAID THERE WAS AN HOUR LEFT AND MY VOTE HAS BEEN CAST
i just wanna say that @loverofpiggies has no idea how much love i have for them
why do you make such good art and characters
and why do i simp for the most unattractive possible character of yours (aka error) how does that even work
my standards are so low
I hoped to never go on to social media to call out someone for abusing me in some way... but here I fucking am.
TW// grooming, toxic relationship
At the age of 10, I met someone online who I shared a common interest with. They introduced me to their friends, and one of them would become my abuser. After our little group fell apart, her and I stayed friends. Eventually, we figured out we liked each other, and we started dating by the time I was 12.
Things were fine for awhile, but during an arguement one time, I remember her calling me toxic. I didn't even know what that word meant, yet it stuck to me for years. I didn't get over that until I finally stepped into the light, left her behind, and finally started to get better.
We'd keep arguing, we'd take "breaks", but with each break we'd end up still be like "ily" and realize that we weren't truly having a break, ever.
Once we broke up, it only took me a day to decide that we couldn't even stay friends. It didn't feel right. I ghosted her, and I don't even remotely regret it. I was only 13. Things were quiet, and with my therapist, I had come to realize how much she really abused me.
6 months later, my abuser reached out to me. She snuck into my discord server, once she revealed herself, I was willing to make small talk. I was willing to forgive. I was naive.
I mentioned that I told my friends in my server about what she did. So she snooped and got upset when I called her a groomer. So, I deleted that message... but I really shouldn't have.
I'm 16 now, and I only just now realized that she abused me so much worse than I think. Everytime I realize that she did something wrong, I think "it can't get worse than this.", but it has. Most of my memories of the time I had with her is blotted out, but one thing I do remember is a BDSM list.
I was 13, maybe even 12, when she sent me the blank list, and one filled out. She told me, "You should do this and send it to me. Here's mine." I don't remember looking at hers, but I remember genuinely trying to fill it out, because I was young. I was naive. I didn't know any better.
I didn't know most of the things listed on it. I had to look half of it up, and I was so uncomfortable doing it the whole time. Not like anything could have had any truth to it because I was fucking 12/13. I had absolutely 0 experience in anything sexual. I was so uncomfortable doing it, it wasn't fair to me to do something like this and not understand any of it.
I didn't realize how damn weird it was back then. I only just realized it and it's been nearly half a decade. There are certain people out there that have used that list to groom their victims, I found it out just now, and it hit me like a fucking train to realize that I was victim to it.
Tabby, I don't fucking give a shit if I ruin your chances of college, or a job. You don't deserve a good life because you ruined mine. And even though I've learned to grow around my trauma, I cannot move on from the fact that you are the reason I struggle so much today. I don't fucking trust people, because of you and the way you treated me. But I have learned to realize that I will not tolerate people stepping all over me and I will not be treated unfairly because I have fucking worth and you don't get to act all innocent anymore.
My abuser is Tabbybat6. Bluebat, Tabbitha, whatever the fuck she goes by now. I first met her on Steam, we moved to hangouts, then Discord. She has Wattpad, Instagram, Tumblr, and on everything I could think of, I have her blocked and restricted.
Tabbitha, if somehow, you're reading this, I hope you understand the way you made me feel, someday. I hope you feel all the pain you made me feel from your abuse. And I'm praying to the god I don't believe in that justice gets fucked served.
This is a lighthearted askblog centering the character Monochrome, the canon child of Omni and PaperJam, as well as featuring some other utmv goobers that aren't in canon that I wanted to explore relationships with :3c Mono - @skoopskoop Omni - @cereusblue PJ - @7goodangel
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Lately, I've been having some weird ass dreams.
First, some context: From about 1st-2nd grade to 7th grade, I've been bullied, mostly by this one guy in particular, and his friend too. Not only have I developed trauma because of it, but I'm even paranoid about getting a job because seeing either of them in public scares me so much. (As I went to online school after 7th grade. I'm now a senior.) This anxiety and paranoia has prevented me from getting a job for the past few years. It did not help that in 2021, while working at the local haunted house, I was recognized by my bully despite my entire face being covered up. He insulted me and laughed at me, and harassed other workers on their way out. (I had to text up front to have a manager escort me out so I could take a breather. A different manager tried to go after them after hearing what they did to me and my coworkers, so now they're banned, anyway.)
But, as of the past two months, he keeps appearing in my dreams. If it was just regular bully stuff, I wouldn't be having an issue, as I easily recognize when I'm dreaming and don't get easily scared in dreams anymore. But, that is not the case. Instead, I've been dreaming of romantic situations with this guy, and it's... weird. I mean sure, I used to think I was crushing on him back in elementary school, but now? I'm terrified of this guy, I have literal PTSD because of him, so WHY am I having these dreams?
I genuinely am at a loss of what to think or do about this. I don't understand why I'm having these dreams, because I don't think even remotely positively about him. I'm scared of him, so how can I be dreaming of these situations? It honestly scares me, it makes me very frustrated. I just don't know what to do and it's worse when I don't even know why it's happening. So please, smart people with more braincells than me, does anyone have any clues as to why this could be happening??
idk who follows me anymore but to my followers who are current or ex dsmp/qsmp/mcyt fans i support Wilbur Soot and fuck shubble
i will not respond to anyone who claims I'm "wrong" or "misinformed". you just want to argue and i honestly don't fucking care enough to argue with people who stand with someone who hates on mental health and those who struggle with it. there are worse people to support.
so, instead of trying to argue, do me a favor and block me.
😔we stan 💘🖤💓💕💓💌💗❤💙💝💕💓🖤💓💞💌
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im just spilling my thoughts here at this point, but this topic is bothering me..
I've heard older generations saying "Gen Z and every generation after is shit because they're insensitive and sensitive at the same time".
My argument on this is, 1. when you treat Gen Z badly, they'll treat you badly too. We grew up always taught "the golden rule", and that's "treat people how you want to be treated", so when other generations above Gen Z, treat them like shit, they get that same treatment, because if you can't respect us, we won't respect you. That's so simple, it's not hard to understand.
TW// rxpe and SA mention
2. Maybe people should start learning to not make bad jokes about rxpe, SA, and other extremely sensitive topics? We're "sensitive" because you make inappropriate jokes, that aren't funny to joke about.
My counter on myself is that, yes, some people in this generation take things way too seriously (myself included, which i'm trying to work on) and some try to cancel people they hate over dumb shit from the past, but generations above us group us all together, saying all of Gen Z are terrible and assume the worst in people and try to cancel everyone, and then these people saying this continue to say shit like "not all christians are trump supporters or homophobic, stop grouping us together". :/ Why don't we all stop grouping people together in general?
That brings me onto a whole 'nother tangent on "why are all men...", but i might talk about it a different time.
Anyways, another big thing is that they say Gen Z is too sensitive, but generations above us get upset when we tell them to respect us or we tell them that it's okay to cry and be stressed out.. but idk its just my thoughts