Zero Suit Samus, Drawn Especially For Skyloftian. :>

the homecoming episode

My boyfriend got picked off for surgery

if he dies I'm gonna kms there's nothing keeping me here anymore

There also supposed to be a pixeled heart and rupee and bomb BUT I DELETED THEM BECAUSE OF WRONG LAYER

4am for christs sake I hate me so much

I hate mondays I swear

Cotl outfit ideas: Lamb inspo

Images sourced from pinterest

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

by 止市行

[HEY THIS IS STILL A WIP LOL]

I'm also a Cult of the Lamb enjoyer- HEH

I'm so exhausted, feeling so dizzy from the stress all the time. Losing appetite and sleep and all I can do is repeat this vicious cirle of trying to wake up, working as much as I am able to, have 30 minutes to calm down before I'm out of the house for chores for two hours, only to be back home to do chores until like 9pm and somehow there's still nothing getting done anywhere.

like it feels like I have not done anything, everything keeps piling up and I am surrounded by this heap of shit every second of the day no matter where I go

everything is a problem I need to solve but can't, mostly because of financials or straight up because I am so out of energy and nerves I can't even doomscroll anymore. I noticed a lot I just sit there staring holes in the air

I need a break so bad. maybe after rounding up our next few projects I can take a breather for a week

another study piece that i turned into a cotl artwork :)

(I totally didn’t draw this just so I could make it my phone background lmao)