I'm so exhausted, feeling so dizzy from the stress all the time. Losing appetite and sleep and all I can do is repeat this vicious cirle of trying to wake up, working as much as I am able to, have 30 minutes to calm down before I'm out of the house for chores for two hours, only to be back home to do chores until like 9pm and somehow there's still nothing getting done anywhere.
like it feels like I have not done anything, everything keeps piling up and I am surrounded by this heap of shit every second of the day no matter where I go
everything is a problem I need to solve but can't, mostly because of financials or straight up because I am so out of energy and nerves I can't even doomscroll anymore. I noticed a lot I just sit there staring holes in the air
I need a break so bad. maybe after rounding up our next few projects I can take a breather for a week
Pecs animated study!
I started a drawing challenge to draw better on YouTube! I’m already on day 21, but even if my challenge ends I’ll continue doing these anatomy animated studies.
pool petals
idk who needs to hear this but if you have been putting something off bc it doesn't need to be done until the end of the month. we are almost done with the teens we are approaching the big numbers (the twenties). that date shall dawn upon you swiftly and without mercy before you know it. psa for everyone except me i got plany off time
grieving as an adult is so funny it's like. im sobbing my eyes out i'm laughing like a maniac im pondering the mortality of everything around me. ok glad thats out of my system because i have a dentist appointment in an hour
Done for Uryx! It's sideways because it wouldn've fit otherwise so yeah and I was too lazy to turn it in photoshop, please forgive me! OTL
There also supposed to be a pixeled heart and rupee and bomb BUT I DELETED THEM BECAUSE OF WRONG LAYER
4am for christs sake I hate me so much
I hate mondays I swear
quick capy
horrible news: you have to practice to level up your skills because it's unrealistic to think you'll be good at everything first try