Reblog If You’re A Transfem Who Is Shy And You Fear Abandonment, Even When You Know That Your Friends

it sucks that estrogen doesn't change your voice the way testosterone does.

i can get all dressed up in my skirt and put on a bra that makes my tits look real good, and that feels amazing. i can put on some eyeliner and eyeshadow after doing a skincare routine and feel beautiful. i can style my hair and curl my bangs to really tie it all together.

but the second i have to speak i feel like a spotlight immediately appears over me with cameras in my face and an alarm screams, "MAN! MAN! MAN!" over and over again.

it's incredibly defeating. dysphoria sucks.

i could also not be so lazy and do my voice training, but it isn't as easy as it may seem to accomplish.

blegh !

(but with that being said, i look really cute today, so that's a plus!)

wanna wake up in the arms of a soft and warm and sleepy girl actually

they call me an undercover agent. the way i’m. under the covers :) cozy in bed :)

fumbling every cute tgirl in my dms by being incredibly cute and fuckable but absolutely crippled by social anxiety and never messaging first making her think im not interested

*twirls hair*

tired of being tired

sorry if i seem desperate. its just that. well. i am desperate.

Not to sound like an unrepentant filth addled slut but I kinda need someone to stroke my hair

they should invent a me who is not exhausted by simply being alive