It Sucks That Estrogen Doesn't Change Your Voice The Way Testosterone Does.

it sucks that estrogen doesn't change your voice the way testosterone does.

i can get all dressed up in my skirt and put on a bra that makes my tits look real good, and that feels amazing. i can put on some eyeliner and eyeshadow after doing a skincare routine and feel beautiful. i can style my hair and curl my bangs to really tie it all together.

but the second i have to speak i feel like a spotlight immediately appears over me with cameras in my face and an alarm screams, "MAN! MAN! MAN!" over and over again.

it's incredibly defeating. dysphoria sucks.

i could also not be so lazy and do my voice training, but it isn't as easy as it may seem to accomplish.

blegh !

(but with that being said, i look really cute today, so that's a plus!)