Cuddle π
Ohhhhh and the possessiveness of it all. Only feed on my blood. No one elseβs. Iβm the most delicious youβll ever have by the sheer fact that itβs me
yes. YES. E X A C T L Y
Jaytim to me is always about a kind of dark edge of possessive mutual obsession. Like it doesn't have to be the focus, but there's this underlying quality to both of them as people that feeds well into that feeling, that trope.
The mutual stalking, the intensity they both have, the history of violence tangled up in messy, complicated feelings about Batman and being Robin...like obvi fandom exaggerates some of these things, but it's so fun to linger in it.
Just. Wanting, desperately, darkly, for him to turn his absolute focus, his total attention on me and only me... don't bother looking elsewhere, babybird, once you get a taste of me you'll never want anything or anyone else ever again OvO
30, 31, 36 for the writing ask game pls!
(also adore your ask box line shsjjdjdjf)
:D thank you for the asks! (And hehehe thank you, when I did my avatar rebrand I thought it was time to update that too)
30. Describe a fic that almost happened, but then it didn't.
Ohhh man, haha, this fic has actually been on my mind a lot today, I've explained it to three separate people lmao.
So okay, I have this old WIP from last year. It was going to be the next fic I wrote after my first Jaytim fic, I was going to write it on PURPOSE with a PLOT and PINING and EVERYTHING. The WORKS. It was my first attempt at writing Jason's voice too - he's the POV character - and instead I wrote Hurt/Comfort lmao. This fic was heavily inspired by listening to "This Losing" by the Airborne Toxic Event on repeat during February of 2023, and was going to feature a friends with benefits situationship that quickly spirals into Real Feelings that Jason is having trouble grappling with because he's afraid of scaring Tim with how intensely jealous/possessive he gets. With how much he loves him :')
Eventually I'll write it... someday...
31. What was the most difficult fic for you to write (but in the end you made it)?
Oh, Hurt/Comfort for sure. That fic was SO nerve-wracking because uhhhhh I'd never written BDSM before! Not really! Not a full on, planned out scene! And on top of that, Hurt/Comfort is experimental with it's choose-your-own-adventure style two endings, so once I was done with writing Hurt I had Comfort to write as well, lmao. I'm pleased with it, but in retrospect, imo it's pretty vanilla for what it is (this may be relative lol), and I feel like I've improved as a writer since posting it :)
(I really enjoy writing panic attacks and bad mental spaces tho, and I still really like the small moment in the bathtub when Tim is sucked into his short flashback uwu sorry Tim, but I had to do it to em)
36. How do you come up with fic titles? What's the one you're most proud of?
In the grand tradition of fic authors everywhere, most of my fic titles are song lyrics or other quotes o7 Usually they're taken from the song I'm listening to the most while writing the fic, and usually I use the lyric I feel best captures either the vibe or a specific beat in the story.
That being said, Sit, Stay, Speak is probably my favorite original title, because it's out of context spoilers for the story as well as a funny dog pun :D Jason is going to sit in Tim's apartment, stay put, and speak to Tim without realizing it; and Tim is going to speak to Jason without actually speaking. His apartment, his life does the talking for him - and Jason hears it. I am genuinely quite proud of Sit, Stay, Speak, every aspect of it was agonized over, but it was worth the effort.
Your Result:
white
you are the one that can discern the truth of the shades; for it does not matter how well you compliment them, how much you love them, want them, or need them, the universe will do as it wishes regardless and you are irrevocably two sides of the same cursed coin. you have never fallen harder for anyone than right now, and it is a downfall you should've seen coming but failed to anticipate, so perhaps you wish that you'd never met them at all or at least got the choice to care that much less. your love is made of subtlety, hidden between lines and tucked between your teeth. you've lost and won all the same. is it painful to grit the bones so and lower the gaze as you do? does concealing the truth make it any further from the reality of your unfortunate affliction? you know that the narrative is on no one's side. you know that there is no such thing as doomed from the start, only chances that kill and destroy. you know your luck is bad, that fortune is your true peril. you think that they are the only good thing you've ever gotten until they leave you too, alone, as is typical for your story. you are a few steps away from the end and beginning at all times. you have committed to memory their every wave, every smile, every death. you are trying and trying, again and again, and there is nothing more to be said. your character arc is limited, stunted to the cage of repetition, trapped in your own ability to progress and grow. if you are stuck on them forever, nothing will ever happen. then why, they will ask, do you keep coming back to the start with a love worn look in your eyes? when you love, you love with a persistence you don't know what to do with.
so, here's a long quiz because it's been a while. i will probably do one for the doomed yuri black and pink girls as well when i can get around to it. also, thanks for all the attention to my alien stage ones, it's really appreciated and motivates me to keep making these <3
Not Eskel and not even Regis but this is truly one of my favourite images ever. It's just so beautiful, I love their pose, how they look and how they are looking at each other.
My personal headcanon is that Aiden is older than Lambert and initially takes him under his wing, only to fall for the fiery young wolf.
I love them so much! (Now I need to go find all the Aiden/Lambert fics, especially the "fix it" ones)
We'll always be together, right? by Sayuri527art
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