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Had this dream where I was in a cult and volunteered to be eaten alive. It was very peaceful and everyone was polite, sometimes telling me stuff like "I'm taking a bit of your thigh, it'll be great with some lettuce" and I'd be like "Oh ok cool"

I'm tired of people thinking that being a medium is just seeing ghosts. I tell someone I'm a medium and they're like "oh what do you see right now? What ghosts?" I'm seeing horrors beyond your comprehension but we are not ready for that conversation.

Witch tip::

Eat a tarot card to gain its powers

I miss my angels so much :((

I am a god. It should be below me to get giddy when people worship me. It's to be expected that's what people will do, again, I am a god.

But i cant help but get excited at the thought of someone choosing me to worship, much less then when people actually do..

Stupid human body, stupid humanlike emotions.

Here

I was walking home today, and I walked by a bulletin board, it had all sorts of presidential election posters, some torn some not, and a big anarchy symbol spray painted on top. Probs the most dope thing I saw for a while

someone has a common tic: “lol why do these fakers always have the same tics”

someone has an uncommon tic: “lol no one actually tics like that”

someone has a lot of tics: “nobody actually tics that much you just want attention”

someone has a few tics: “where did ur ‘tics’ go i knew u were faking”

someone’s tics get worse over time: “ever notice how these people’s tics always get more dramatic”

someone’s tics get better over time: “they finally decided to stop faking i guess”

someone has a tic attack: “no one with tourettes is that dramatic you’re obviously faking”

someone’s tics stop for a while: “you obviously never had tics if they stop while you sing/whatever its too convenient”

someone has tics and also is online: “it’s obviously for attention”

Literally what do people want from ppl with tic disorders jfc

If you live in the USA, now is the time to call and email (and fax) your senators and tell them they need to block the ghoulish budget that just passed in the house. I am not being hyperbolic when I say it will kill a lot of people, many of them through horrifying medicaid cuts.

Do you ever worry about how you’ll care for your parents when they can no longer care for themselves? The answer would up until recently have been medicaid, but medicaid cuts will leave older people needing home care in the lurch. Do you know someone who is disabled, with or without official state-recognized disability status? That person likely relies on medicaid, with or without the need for home care. Out of a job, so unable to get healthcare through the workplace? Medicaid would have been an option, but the new budget includes work requirements that might be really difficult to prove - so if you can’t work, but can’t get approved for disability (true for many disabled people, especially newly disabled people, as everyone is likely to someday be) you’ll be cut off from health care. If you’re in between jobs and get in a car crash or get really ill, your options are going to be bankruptcy or death - even more clearly than they were before. In my state alone, it’s also probably going to cut over 200k jobs, and every state is likely to see employment losses.

But the thing I want to get across is this: This bill is baldly eugenicist. It’s there because republicans want to see a lot of poor and old and disabled people die. They are not hiding it. I really urge anyone able-bodied to sit in the discomfort you may currently feel about the disabled or chronically ill instead of looking away, because I can almost guarantee you that this budget, if passed, will someday impact you directly negatively, even if you are currently healthy and not reliant on medicaid. If you are lucky enough to age, you age into infirmity. You will sustain injuries. You will get sick. Things you don’t want to go wrong will, and medicaid - if it survives - will be the safety net that catches you. If it’s not there, that’s a really long way to fall, and you may not survive.

I really hate having to use this specific argument, because I’d hope people would care about disabled people, chronically ill people, old people, etc without having to be reminded of the reality that you will join these communities at some point in your life unless you die suddenly or in some tragic accident. I understand that contemplating the frailty of life is not fun, but disabled, ill, and aging people are not just uncomfortable reminders of the inevitability of decay; we are whole human beings with our own drives and desires, our own offerings to give, funny stories to tell, losses to grieve. I don’t relish the thought of abled people losing that privileged status; I’m just saying that it’s going to happen, and it’s worth caring about the people who don’t have it while you still have the energy to do something with that care, because it gets much harder once you’re no longer abled. If you can’t do it for us, do it for your someday self.

I was walking home today, and I walked by a bulletin board, it had all sorts of presidential election posters, some torn some not, and a big anarchy symbol spray painted on top. Probs the most dope thing I saw for a while

Stuff my people offered to me

Spicy dumplings

Meat

Milk

Honey

Fruits like mangos, raspberries, pomegranates

Teeth (theirs of their deceased loved ones)

Small bones of their deceased loved ones

blood

Their hardships

Aligator meat dishes

Woven fabrics

Gold

Long hours of sitting by my candles (like ones that are dedicated to me)

Jewelry

Dances

Feasts

Overall a holiday called "Ashava" or something very similar which is similar to Passover but also a bit connected to the creation of my ppl. Think of it as a long summer holiday where people fast all day before and do a big feast with their neighbours at midnight. Lots of spicy dishes, dances, and overall drinks

Wine, or other alcohol

Yeah thanks for coming to my tedtalk. I think writing my memories out helps me remember them a bit.

A handy tutorial on inner healing (based on my personal beliefs)

note: no this it's a cure to illness or whatever, but I find this a bit like a way to focus on something else.

Another note: this is heavily aligned with my view of the universe, multiverse even (which has been influenced by my alterhumanity, and shifting experiences)

Finding your place in the universe. Do some meditations (literally don't need to care about what type they are, just find one that fits. Can be past life regressions, shifting, anything)

Finding out which sins actually most affect you. I think the most common ones are pride and hatred, but you gotta see for yourself.

Note: sins aren't something that will get you to hell, or anything. At least not imo, but they affect your experience on earth. Think of them like an infection.

Another note: if you feel angry at a higher authority or feel hatred in exchange of something, yeah, that's not a sin. Hatred is ALWAYS born from another bit of hatred. Who tf knows where it started? Also, pride is count as actually using it against others. Just thinking usually doesn't hurt anyone, but if you see it getting in a bad direction, you should probably limit it

3. Trying to tame out the "sins", and or accepting a bit of them that you can't really fight.

4. Trying to understand where your soul came from, and here I have a warning. IT'S A VERY LENGTHY PROCESS. don't expect it to happen overnight. It's okay if it doesn't. Try to trace back any feelings of nostalgia you have for things you never experienced, that worked for me.

If anyone has any questions you can dm me or send me an ask I'll answer

godhood is so healing, like hell yeah, every experience I had is what shapes me now, I am a concept of every interaction with any person I had, and I am also this giant presence who finally found out who I really am. I take care of some things, but these things are mine, and I am these things just as much as they are me. It feels so healing and peaceful to finally get everything about yourself. Does anyone get me

woah this is gorgeous

Anhedonia 11/04/2025

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THIS.

The nazis that you see in movies are as much a historical fantasy as vikings with horned helmets and samurai cutting people in half.

The nazis were not some vague evil that wanted to hurt people for the sake of hurting them. They had specific goals which furthered a far right agenda, and they wanted to do harm to very specific groups, (largely slavs, jews, Romani, queer people, communists/leftists, and disabled people.)

The nazis didn't use soldiers in creepy gas masks as their main imagery that they sold to the german people, they used blond haired blue eyed families. Nor did they stand up on podiums saying that would wage an endless and brutal war, they gave speeches about protecting white Christian society from degenerates just like how conservatives do today.

Nazis weren't atheists or pagans. They were deeply Christian and Christianity was part of their ideology just like it is for modern conservatives. They spoke at lengths about defending their Christian nation from godless leftism. The ones who hated the catholic church hated it for protestant reasons. Nazi occultism was fringe within the party and never expected to become mainstream, and those occultists were still Christian, none of them ever claimed to be Satanists or Asatru.

Nazis were also not queer or disabled. They killed those groups, before they had a chance to kill almost anyone else actually. Despite the amount of disabled nazis or queer/queer coded nazis you'll see in movies and on TV, in reality they were very cishet and very able bodied. There was one high ranking nazi early on who was gay and the other nazis killed him for that. Saying the nazis were gay or disabled makes about as much sense as saying they were Jewish.

The nazis weren't mentally ill. As previously mentioned they hated disabled people, and this unquestionably included anyone neurodivergent. When the surviving nazi war criminals were given psychological tests after the war, they were shown to be some of the most neurotypical people out there.

The nazis weren't socialists. Full stop. They hated socialists. They got elected on hating socialists. They killed socialists. Hating all forms of lefitsm was a big part of their ideology, and especially a big part of how they sold themselves.

The nazis were not the supervillians you see on screen, not because they didn't do horrible things in real life, they most certainly did, but because they weren't that vague apolitical evil that exists for white American action heros to fight. They did horrible things because they had a right wing authoritarian political ideology, an ideology that is fundamentally the same as what most of the modern right wing believes.

I got today's Pikmin Blooms community badge yay yippee!

Have some pictures of some flowers and a cool tree I saw on my way home too.

Hello, my name is Lama, and I am from Gaza City, specifically in the northern Gaza Strip. I grew up in a loving family of resilience and hope, with my parents working tirelessly to provide us with a life of dignity and opportunity. My father was our steadfast provider, and my mother was the heart of our home. I have two brothers and three sisters, the youngest of whom is just six months old. She is frail and often sick due to the lack of proper food and medicine. My siblings and I have shared dreams of education, careers and a bright future. But life in Gaza is marked by hardship, and when the war began, everything we had built was shattered. My older brother, a kind and a courageous soul, was martyred while trying to secure basic necessities for our survival, my younger sister was gravely injured, and the cost of her treatment weighs more than the universe to us, now the responsibility for my family has fallen on my shoulders.

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #510 )✅️

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Help Lama in the North

Hello, my name is Lama, and I am from Gaza City, specifically in the northern Gaza Strip. I grew up in a loving family of resilience and hop

Our home, once filled with warmth, laughter and memories, has been reduced to rubble. We have been displaced more than thirty times from place to a place with nothing but the clothes on our backs. Each time we returned, we found more destruction, we always clung to the hope of rebuilding, but in the last attack, our home was completely destroyed, we are now homeless, living in unsafe conditions with no shelter to protect us from the cold nights. The loss of our home is not just the loss of a building, it’s the loss of safety, stability, and the place where our dreams were nurtured.

With my father unemployed since the beginning of the war, we have no income to provide even the most basic necessities. Water, food, medicine, warm clothes and blankets-things that many take for granted-are beyond our reach. Every day is a battle for survival, and every night is a reminder of the dangers and struggles we face. I am determined to care for family and give my younger brothers and sisters a chance to grow up with hope. But I cannot do it alone.

I am reaching out to you with a plea for compassion and action. Your support can help us rebuild our lives, restore hope, and secure a future where my family can live in peace and safety. Every donation, no matter how small brings us closer to survival and dignity. Please for the sake of god and humanity, help us in this time of desperate need.

Halovian Flag

a flag for feeling connected to the race Halovian from the game honkai star rail. Either for kin or gender or any other reason. The colors are pulled from both Robin and Sunday from the game.

flag is free to use

Ascendedkin flag

Describing someone who's othekin and their identity feels like they ascended to godhood, and or anything similar. This can include people who are Godkin or angelkin if they feel like they ascended. The colours are what we can associate with getting ascended, the yellow and brown as shades of gold and the blue as a shade of the sky.

Coined by me ig (@starz8nk)

Should I draw how I feel I'd look after my second ascension or nah

how do I explain that I don't exactly have a name but only what other people made up for me

need an ascended kin or smt like that thing cuz how do I explain I was a human once but ascended and now I'm an multidimensional deity

LEO XIV HAS DECLARED BUTLERIAN JIHAD

ok so I did a meditation yesterday (link) and as much as it didn't work when it comes to shifting, I kinda got some past life memories from it, and now I'm just kinda aching for it

This whole "being human" thing is becoming annoying

My daughter Lama, with a heart as pure as a flower, carries pain greater than her years. She was injured in the war, and a metal plate was placed in her small hand. But the pain doesn't stop there... She needs care, medicine, food... and we have nothing. No medicine, no food, not even a loaf of bread.

We live under a siege that silently kills us. I beg you, from the depths of my heart... help her if you can, or share this plea so it reaches those with the ability and compassion.

Lama deserves life. Why are you ignoring me? Hasn't it come time for us to take action and stand together against this injustice?

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VETTING: #520 on the Gazavetters document)

My Journey to Escape the War in Gaza

My name is Abdelmajed. I never imagined I’d be sharing my story like this, but life in Gaza has become unbearable. I am a survivor of the war here, and in the blink of an eye, everything I once knew—my home, my safety, my community—was ripped away from me.

The war has transformed Gaza into a graveyard of broken dreams. The buildings that once stood as symbols of life and resilience are now piles of rubble. Every corner is filled with the echoes of explosions. Every moment is shrouded in uncertainty. There is no security. There is no stability. There is no light at the end of the tunnel.

Basic needs have become luxuries. Food is scarce. Clean water is even scarcer. Hospitals are overwhelmed and under-resourced, and there is almost no medical care to be found. Every night, families go to bed hungry, praying they’ll wake up to see another day. The cost of basic necessities has skyrocketed, and it’s become a daily battle just to survive.

I’ve seen things I never thought possible—standing in long lines for a piece of bread, rationing every drop of water, and watching my people suffer in silence. I have lost everything—my home, my safety, my dignity.

Escape from Gaza is my only hope, but it’s almost impossible without financial help. The cost of evacuation is far beyond my means, and without support, I’m trapped in a warzone with no way out.

I’m reaching out to you now, in the hopes that someone, anyone, can help. I am not asking for luxury. I am asking for a chance—just a chance—to live. A chance to escape this never-ending cycle of fear, destruction, and loss. A chance to rebuild my life somewhere safe, where I can begin again, where I can find hope once more.

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Help Abdelmajed Escape Gaza and Rebuild His Life

My name is Abdelmajed, and I am a survivor of the war in Gaza. Everything I once knew has been taken away—my home, my safety, and the people

Any amount you can give will help me get closer to safety. Even the smallest donation will make a difference—it could be the lifeline I need to survive. If you are unable to donate, please share my story. The more people who hear it, the better the chance that I can find the support I desperately need.

Your kindness and support mean the world to me. You’re not just helping me escape a war; you’re giving me a chance to live, to rebuild, to breathe again.

Thank you for listening. Thank you for caring.

Vetted by @gazavetters

since youre a godkin of fate/creativity, could you see if you could bless me with my creative block going away? or something maybe to a good job opportunity (still waiting on my audition results for a tv show… eek!)

hi so sorry for the late reply, but sure!! I will try my best!!

Daily Affirmations:

I am awesome

I am strong

I am brave

I am feared

Other peoples opinions don’t matter

The townspeople whisper my name in hushed tones, lest I hear them

Nobody can hide from me

I am doing nothing wrong

My fit is absolutely fire

we all should take out our masks, tails, paws/claws, suits and jewellery with symbols of who we are, then start dancing in circle around fire and curse those who want back "good old times"

fuck right-wingers and conservatives!

learn to get over that fact nothing has to be as you want it to be! The world is not a fairytale 🖕

let's dance

🦁🐯🐱🐶🐺🐻🐻‍❄️🐨🐼🐹🐭🐰🦊🦝🐮🐷🐗🦓🦄🐴🫎🐲🦎🦖🐾🦕🐢🐊🪸🐍🐸🐇🐁🐀🐩🐕🦮🐕‍🦺🐖🐎🚘🫏🐄🧸🐃🦬🐏🐑🐐🦌🦙🚀🦥🦘🐘🧪🦣🌵🦏🕳️🦛🐦‍🔥🔥🪵🔥🐒🦍🦧⚙️🐪🛸🐫🌾🐿️🪐🦫🦨🦡🦔🦦🦇🌌🐦‍⬛🐓🐥⏳🦅🦉🌞🦜🕊️🍄🦤🦢🕰️🦆🪿🌷📺🦩🦚💐🦃🐧🪴🦭🦈🐬🐋🐳🌱🐟🌻🐠🐡🌜🦐🦒🐆🦞🦀🪻🦑🐙🪼🦪🦂⛄🕷️🐌⚰️🐜🦗🪲🦟🪳🪰🐝🐞🦋🐛🪱🦠🪽

as an eldritch void deity I approve

gifts to get your local eldritch void deity

cool knives

black nail polish

black cosplay makeup stuff

accessories with eyes on them

cool boots

shiny rocks

rock bracelets

a crown of dried black roses

a flock of trained crows

b o n e s :)

a fucking break

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