Pride Month Is Over

dad with a dog that he didn't want after a week.

Someone asked me to do vocals for a metal cover of Poison from Hazbin Hotel and I literally have no training I just sang along to it well I guess wtf bro this is crazy

OH MY FUCKING GOD FUCKING SHIT WTF

A BIRD SHAT ON MY HEAD THIS MORNING IM IN A WHEELCHAIR I COULDN’T HAVE DODGED IT IF I TRIED WTF

WHY DOES GOD HATE ME

I HAVE A DOCTORS APPOINTMENT TODAY TO AND I ALREADY CRIED ONCE BUT I THINK IT’S GONNA BE MORE

Not gonna get into it but having medical problems and getting very unlucky dude I had to crawl my way downstairs partially deaf and unable to move my eyes in their sockets (cuz pain scale 9 yeouch) (had to close my eyes every time I moved and only open them when I’m perfectly still like some kind of horror game) and like it was pretty freaking surreal having like no sleep feeling my way down the stairs in the house at 5:36 am lmao.

Felt kinda liminal, or maybe it was the migraine making me stupid idk 💀

But I was low-key feeling like an ego death or smt I felt like a creature on this planet bro.

Still don’t have my hearing back but hopefully it comes back eventually???? Cuz I can’t take the meds to fix it because it will react with my heart medication😔

Anyways I love pain meds <3

IVE BEEN CRYING FOR LIKE 20 MINUTES HOW TF DID HITLER 2 WIN BRO

I just lost all my rights I guess! Hahahahahaaahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahhaahaahahahahahahahahahhaaaahhahhaahhshshshsahahahahhahahahahahaahahahaahhahahahhahahahahahahahhhahahaha I’m having a crisis

The thing about ADHD is that the "lack of reward chemicals in your brain" doesn't just mean that you don't want to do any tasks that don't feel particularly yummy :(, it means that your brain will look at chores and tasks that need to be done like "doing this would be painful and tedious for absolutely nothing to gain from it, Do Not Do That." The same thing that your brain tells you about everything else that would feel really bad and hurt the entire time that you're dying. The part of your brain that stops you from doing the thing is the same part that keeps you from shoving your arm into a wood chipper.

With unmedicated, unmanaged ADHD, "I have to do this assignment or I fail and my life will be ruined and I die" feels like a SAW trap, every single time.

Boutta get tested for autism can’t wait to get an A+ 💪🔥💯😤

WIP emperor model half 3D printed half made of trash lmao

Plz lmk if there is anything I should add in particular cuz this is gonna be a gift for my girlfriend who loves Warhammer. I only have a fairly entry level knowledge of it rn so lmk if I did smt wrong or anything.