" All I Can Do Is Take Drugs And Lie Down " 😭😭😭😭

I made one too

the struggle with having chronic pain when you do an activity and your body is going through hellish pain but you can't say anything because someone might just gonna brush it off with " you don't exercise enough " bullshit.

pissy problem

My head can't think clearly nor did it remember the things it knows well, so I'm not sure if its an adhd thing or an executive dysfunction thing might be both i dont fucking know..

but the the whole joke about how you procrastinate about peeing.. you know what's even more funnier?

Its when you went to the bathroom, maybe to wash your hands, and at the very same time you also need to pee but you refuse to do it because there are just too many steps to do... so you just said to yourself... I'll pee later... even though you're already in the bathroom, and need to pee.. so badly.....

my only goal of the day was to write a singular paragraph

dam…….. that website “you feel like shit” (it’s like a questionnaire / troubleshooting guide for when you feel like shit) really works………………….. im not even all the way thru it and i even half-assed a lot of the suggestions and i already feel loads better

who fucking the marine creatures

A snippet of the new song “Alone in the Night" in which Sondre Lerche collaborated with AURORA, posted on Sondre’s instagram

Me when I look into myself and I can't remember my own feelings or feel my feelings and now I can't really connect with anything.

I wish I hadn't forgotten all my pain. I want more of myself. I wish my bed was wider so it can fit what has poured out of me when I lay on my sides. I need to look at it and remember even when it’s unsightly. Even if it was the figure in the dark I thought were clothes hanging on the door or piled on the chair. I think I’d cuddle it and hug it close to my chest. I wish my heart isn't too far inside of my skin, I wish I can just have it in my palm. I want to hold it and see what I've hidden in its folds, then flow inside and go to my brain just to look at my heart again. I knew she will keep me safe even when it hurts. I want to go back to myself. I wish I remember