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figured I might as well post it since I have no idea if I’ll actually finish this real sketchy comic

a possible way Kaiman might get his face back

aka an alternative to my fic Face the World

(yes there’s a reason Haru calls him Ai, I have t h e o r i e s)

better yet, it's the same fucking universe (just 5000 years into the future)

Man i fucking knew the style in dai dark looked like dorohedoro, thats the same fucking artist

you know theres something about being a kid and not having many friends and constantly feeling stuck. like you know you’re meant for so much more but you just can’t reach it. you don’t want to die but theres nothing to live for and your life doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of things and you just want something to change. 

and theres something about having a face and a name that belongs to you but isn’t yours. and you dont feel real most days even though you’re living the life you wanted. there’s violence in your veins that scares you and a hunger for something that you can taste but never quite see. and every day you’re drowning, drowning and praying for someone to throw you a rope you’re not even sure you’d take.

And then all of a sudden you’re surrounded by people who love you and know you and you can finally breathe. and on the bad days they bring you food and sing silly songs and remind you that you’re real and you matter. you get obsessed over stupid shit and you live day by day because you can’t survive any other way, but your friends listen to you ramble and support you. you’re everything you thought you could be and nothing like you imagined and you’re sense of self is still so fragile but thats okay. you have good food and good friends and  that’s enough to live for.

anyway, Dorohedoro is my favorite manga, can you tell?

Here COTL fandom, have a shitty narilamb doodle as my first offering

Siblings

I hate him /aff

Kai :P

also the fact that she wears said hoodie on and off for another 50 chapters after he gives it to her and only stops wearing it because it literally gets ripped off of her <3

nikaido on her oversized hoodie from kaiman

All my nd peeps

Me, explaining disassociation to my neurotypical mother:

Her: what?? That’s a thing you do? Are you okay????

Two days later…

Me, explaining disassociation to an ADHD friend:

Her: Oh fuck, there’s a name for that??? Cool

you know?? That feeling like ah, so I’m not the only one, great lmao

bffs !