I Hate How Competitive 4na Is Cuz I Lwk Be Doing The Most To Get Ppl Around Me To Eat More Than I Do

My master list of motif to ⭐️ve…

For a skinny girl autumn and winter/sweater weather and spooky season vibes

To be unrecognizable and make everyone jealous of how pretty I get

To get skinny for my tattoos

To be intelligent and beautiful

No acne! (aka my biggest insecurity)

To have a sex drive/feel good during sex

To attract more attention from people/my partner/crushes

Honestly, getting drunk and high is so much more fun when you’re starving and skinny lol

To have an incredible sense of style and actually be able to wear cool outfits

To romanticize my life more

To give me a reason for existing and looking drop dead gorgeous while doing it

To beat my goal weight before I was forced into treatment; get into the mindset again

To chase the euphoria that starving and being skinny brings/the number on the scale droppjng brings

To shock everyone with how beautiful I get

Sharp cheekbones and jawline/thigh gap/slim arms/prominent and protruding collarbone/skinny fingers/thin and hour glass figure

To wear rings and nice jewelry that compliment my skinny body

I have the potential! I refuse to waste it this time

I want to look attractive for my travels across the globe this year. Meeting lifetime friends and partying in Europe will be so much more fun when skinny!

I feel so much more clean and motivated when I’m starving! I clean my space more, self care more, look better in general and do everything I need to get done!! I need this back

“You finished all of it?”

It was the only thing I ate today

I wish I didn’t eat it at all

Lets bring back the Red bracelets !!! 🪽

I’ve seen a couple people here and there mentioning them, so I thought I’d spread the word.

It’s a way for us angels to find each other in public; it can be so isolating feeling alone with an 3d. A way for us to communicate, like a secret code nobody else understands.

It seems like the bracelets were more or less forgotten a while ago, but I’m hoping we can bring them back. For those who haven’t heard of it: if you’re with Ana, you wear a red beaded bracelet, and if you’re closer to Mia, you wear a blue one. (If you’re somewhere in between, you could do alternating red and blue beads)

The original poster was t worded so I thought I'd spread the word no matter the consequences.

the first thought people probably have when they see you is, “thank fuck i’m not that big”

How I avoid 3ating 💗

as a person with parents who don’t let me skip meals !!

🎀 If they can’t see you eat, don’t eat.

For example : It feels nice to wake up early, shower, pick a cute outfit and do your makeup right? So maybe give it a try :3 bonus is u can say u don’t have enough time and take the food to ur room to “eat”

or maybe say smt like “ah I want to eat in my room it’s cold here”

just come up with some excuse so u can go somewhere where ppl can’t see u eat <3

before you throw it away, if u have a chance to offer it to another person (but not in a suspicious way ofc), please do !! Bc this is just wasting food and I feel very bad every time I do it <3

💗 now, for throwing it away !!

if the food is dry finger food, wrap it in paper.

if the food is wet, put it in a separate bowl, glass or some kind of box thingy !! (u can stash it in secret in your room)

if the food is entirely a liquid, down the drain.

next, u want to make it look like u ate!!

so smear the food on the plate and on ur spoon or just scatter some crumbs or whatever just so it looks like u ate

afterwards

Talk abt how nice the food was so uhh smt like “wow the carrots were exceptionally crunchy” to not raise suspicion :3 u don’t have to do this but if ur parents know u skip meals it’s helpful ><

if u throw it in the bin, always put something above it to not raise suspicion <3

🎀 Try to stay outside as long as possible !!

maybe go on walks to spend the time or if ur parents don’t like it when ur out too long just stay outside in the lunch break and say u ate <3

🎀 Be busy.

For example if u have an upcoming test, say smt like “I’m so concentrated I really need to understand this I’ll eat later save some for me” and hopefully they’ll forget or go to the kitchen after some hours and make it look like u ate

but obv don’t try this too often bc it’s sus

🎀 Sleep early bc ur “tired”

especially if u did the busy thing u can maybe take a nap during lunch or just sleep early bc ur tired from all the studying and u have [insert some event u have tomorrow like a presentation or just make up an excuse]

🎀 say u ate snacks

buy smt and keep the wrapper somewhere visible and make up some excuse like ughh I ate too many chips or ahh that chocolate is giving me nausea

plus u can share ur snacks easily with ppl so js buy smt for ur friends ><

and yea that’s it TwT I’m trying to come up with more ways but I hope those helped in some way <33

be better than good enough.

be skinnier than her.

be the skinniest in the room.

have the power.

being skinny is powerful.

Always wanted to try one of these

They're pretty good, the juice is super sweet but the jelly itself is mellow. It's alright. I like jello with whipped cream a bit better, though...

🐞going out tips🐞

when eating with friends, offer up your food for sharing, pick something on the healthy side, get an appetizer and make it your meal, say you ate before you came and only have a drink

less suspicion from others, less guilt for eating out

i was so closed to binging but i just weighed myself and im 105 YASSSS KIIINGGGGGGGG

TW! Scary

Hunger nausea

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