This Is How My Christmas Went Btw

My boyfriend told me he wants me to gain a little bit of weight

I’m speechless💀

Guys what should I doooo?

✨Lunch✨

Soba noodles 99kcal

Shrimps 64kcal

Cucumber 11kcal

Kimchi 6kcal

Leek 4kcal

Sweet soy sauce 10kcal

Total 194kcal

anyone feel like this isn’t even serious? like yes it is one of the most deadliest mental illnesses but i genuinely cannot take myself seriously crying over eating a certain amount of cals like shut up omg ur so dramatic 😭😭i feel like it’s my 3d brain and rational brain fighting for who’s gonna win (3d of course)

I’VE LOST THESE POUNDS BEFORE

I was heavily restricting yesterday and guess how much weight I lost?

✨nothing ✨

I want to kms

Weight loss is great but what no one talks about is buying new clothes.

I lost 10kg in 4 months and literally nothing in my wardrobe fits me anymore. Nothing looks good. Now I’ll have to spend bunch of money for new wardrobe.

I know it’s amazing and I am happy it’s just annoying. And also how could I be that fatttt

I hit my plateau 😭😭

No matter what I do I can’t get lower than 54kg.

Reblog if you started worrying about your weight before you were fourteen.

𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐇! 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐊 🎀🍽️

My boyfriend broke up with me.

Let’s get back on my ed bullshit because I’m worthless anyway