Back From The Iftar Party And It's 12 Already ! It Was So Fun And There Were SOO Many People. Tho It

22.04.2025

No studying today :(

Napped till 7pm after school cuz I had pretty bad back pain n cramps. Then did smn for an hour or 2 b4 I had to go pick up ma czn at the airport :P

23.04.2025 (wed)

Day (14/30) of DOP CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 3:35 hrs

💤 5 hour ish + 20 min nap 💤

Pretty chill day. The open book test in chem was goood and thankfully didn't have to stay back yasss

Started a 1000 piece puzzle (barely. Like I seriously have no idea what I'm doing)

Revised lec 1&2 of Haloalkanes and arenes it took me so frkn cuz I didn't look through em once after I wrote em and ended up forgetting most of the stuff

Made mindmap on chap 2 of phy for school

Did lec 3 (have around 30 mins left cuz my brain exited the chat)

Didn't join my brothers and czn when they went cuz I had to study 😭. I do plan on going out with them after class tmrw since it's a weekend wuhahaha 😈

That's itt !!

BYEEE

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12.04.2025 (sat)

Forgot to post yesterday cuz all I wanted to do was sleep after studying :)

Day (3/30) of COLLAB CHALLENGE

study time ~ 2:10 hrs was too busy and sleepy trynna cram for the test I forgot to record my study time on the app

💤 11hrs lmfao 💤

Studied from 11pm-12am and then napped slept till 3:30 am and studied till 4:40am after which I ✨rested✨ my eyes till I had to be up (by 5)

Toodles ~~

30.04.2025 (wed)

Day (21/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

ypt hrs ≈ 1:35 hrs

💤 4:30 + 20 min power nap 💤

• Watched my live lec on organisms and ppn and did some hw. Nothin else hehe ^^

Let me give you, the internet, and mostly myself, some executive function advice.

Sometimes, when you find yourself somehow unable to do a thing you need or want to do, one issue might be that your brain has subconsciously tacked on extra tasks, and those tasks are making the whole thing too overwhelming!

Tl;dr: don't do that!

For example, I like to track the books I read and I've been meaning to add a few books I've recently finished. But my brain has added that I should also write a review, and the exact dates I read them (which I can't even remember) and oh by the way I should finish moving my stuff over to storygraph and before I know it that 1 task has turned into 4! And my executive functioning says no.

In fact, while I was getting the idea to write this post, my brain went "wouldn't it be nice to also write a post about y and tag them all properly and go back through my posts and find all mental health posts and tag those too" and wouldn't you know it. 4 tasks.

Discard those extra tasks. Don't even write them down. They don't matter. Strip it down to the 1 task you started with and only do that.

Sure, you won't have achieved some theoretical better end result but that end result was never gonna happen anyway. It was paralysing you from getting the initial task done. And maybe once that initial task is done, you can get to one (1! not 4!) additional task. Later. Not now.

Half-assing is better than no-assing.

Update: Change of plans—had to go to the doctors again (the waiting was like 2 hours, I swearrr). Ended up reading MRP, FRP, and gametogenesis because there was literally nothing else to do lol. And there were only 5 people before us??

Now I’ve got 30 minutes left of the chem lecture to finish, so I’ll wrap that up and then crash because it’s already 23:30 💀. I’ll do the notes for it tomorrow, I guess. Planning to do chem and bio revision for school in the morning.

Thinking of dedicating my mornings to school stuff (apart from homework, which I’ll do right after I’m home) and keeping the rest of the day for coaching/NEET prep. Let’s see how this goes :)

Gunnight ~~

09.03.2025

Last week was a mess, but it’s cool cuz no way I’m repeating that. We’re back on track (hopefully).

To do list:

Math - read the text

Physics - reader + rev notes + hw

Eng - hw

Chem - read the reader + rev notes

Bio - reader + notes

Chem - lec 1 of solutions

Bio - review lec 1,2,& 3

It’s raining here, and i love the weather. My bed looks insanely cozy, but nope- no naps today :')

Also, in school, I kept thinking of food lol idk whyy probably bc my friends were eating in front my face 🥲. Anyways, hope y'all have a good one !

Toodles ~~

06.05.2025 (tue)

Day (27/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 3:35 hrs

💤 5:30 hrs + 20-30 min nap 💤

Bio - co-dominance, incomplete dominance, multiple allelism & down syndrome from principles of variation & inheritance

Finished off the 2nd half of lec 5 org. and ppn

Live class on current electricity

Math hw

Questions from ex: 2.2 and miscellaneous ex. of inverse trigonometry

omo we are almost done with the productivity collab challenge. Planning on starting 100 dop soon after that :)

Update : Did the bare frkn minimum I had to for tomorrow. This weekend was a complete mess—so much unproductivity and procrastination. Studied some math but didn’t finish it, but it's fine so I’ll just go through it tomorrow. My brain was not functioning today. bich was so slow

Also, turns out my chem test is tomorrow, and I haven’t touched it in two days. Still have a few topics left I've to touch, so planning on waking up early to study. If I don’t go through the numericals, I’m DONE for. I seriously do not plan on messing up on ANY of my tests this year bc I was lazy. I'd rather die. Just finished my eng hw, some notes and my chem worksheet and it’s already 1:30 am. I legit started at 11-12 ish ugh Planning to wake up at 4:30 am (fingers crossed.)

But on the bright-ish side I did do all the imp stuff and clean my room so I'm already feeling better. Gt work on my procrastination and laziness i cuz I'd be damned if I do the same shit this year.

Also, I'm kinda craving coffee—haven’t had it in over a month. No clue if it actually helps me stay awake, but I absolutely love the taste.

Toodles ~~

(and have a good day/night !!)

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WEEKEND TO DO LIST (march 20 to 22)

Bio - record work

Bio - complete diagrams

Bio - study rifp

Bio - complete notes (coaching)

Chem - study chemical kinetics

Chem - ws

Chem - lec 5,6,7 fml

Chem - NOTESSSS

Phy - study electric charges & fields

Math - study matrices

These are the stuff I HAVE to do. And if I have time I have to start doing questions and covering 11th backlogs cuz I haven't started YET 😭

28.04.2025 (mon)

Day (19/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 3.45 hrs

💤 ≈ 6 hrs + 20-30 min nap 💤

Revised lec 1,2 & half of 3 of electrostatics

Completed lec 3

Did like 6 practice problems (I swearrr u think u know a topic until you do the problems. Then you realize u actually know NOTHING :')

I’m sick AGAIN.

Was so tired at school today—didn’t even roam around during break, just slumped at my desk the whole time.

I know you’re supposed to sleep a lot to recover and everything, but it’s hard when studying even one lecture takes foreverrrr. I have SO much to do and I literally can’t afford to sleep right now. Ughhh.

Toodles ~~

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04.03.2025

Ended up not going to school but the doctors today :(

So I have notes to complete and stuff to study for tmrw . I'm like seriously scared of the teachers for the first time in my life cuz they hella strict. As if the pressure of boards and entrance exams wasn't enough 🥲

Things I did today (I'll update as I do em) :

• Attend my live class

• completed my notes

• read a few pages of phy reader

• did math hw