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𝕴𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖉𝖚𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝕻𝖔𝖘𝖙.
Please Block my account if it pertains to content you are uncomfortable seeing,don’t rep0rt it. This is my safe place and just a place I take comfort in. I don’t encourage others to follow my path or methods. Trigger warning: Mentions of Eating disorders,Self harm, Self hate,Meanspo towards myself,Trauma dumping and poor judgement.
Hello lovelies. My name is Angel [ Obviously not my real name ] and this is going to persay be a diary account. I am 20 years old, and I live in South Africa. I only want to track my progress and hold myself accountable,it isn't to promote my actions nor encourage anyone to follow anything I do. I'm aware of my limits,actions and my well being so I know what I can handle.
Looking for moots! [ 18+ please ] MINORS PLEASE DNI.
I encourage any and all forms of recovery however that isn't the path that I want to take just yet,I wouldn't say I'm ready for it.
𝐀𝐠𝐞- 𝟐𝟎
𝐇𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭- 𝟓'𝟓/𝟏𝟔𝟒'𝟕 𝐜𝐦.
𝐇𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐖𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭- 243.8 lbs/110 kg
𝐂𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐖𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭- 224lbs/102 kg
𝐋𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐖𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭- 176,3lbs/80 kg
𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝟏- 90 kg/200 lbs🔒
𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝟐- 80 kg/176 lbs🔒
𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝟑- 70 kg/154 lbs🔒
𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝟒- 60 kg/132 lbs🔒
𝐆𝐨𝐚𝐥 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 5 - 50 kg/110 lbs 🔒
𝐔𝐠𝐰: 𝟒𝟓 𝐤𝐠/𝟏𝟎𝟎𝐥𝐛𝐬
• I like reading and writing.
• I love listening to music and podcasts.
• I'm usually shy and kinda awkward unless I get comfortable.
• I'm trying to get into university or college so I can move out.
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i don’t wanna be here anymore.
Seriously starting to consider sleeping with a corset on. I will get that tiny waist by ANY means. I need to get those edited allegations.
"why are you starving?"
God forbid I make my childhood dreams come true 🙄
Might see a psychiatrist today. The day someone finally tells me what's wrong with me. I should be happy...a diagnosis is validation that it's not all in my head.
But how can I be perfect if there's something wrong with me): if there's an imperfection. A flawi can't reverse.
Convincing myself I'm not fasting so I don't binge. I don't feel hungry. Therefore I am not hungry. I won't ruin this.
Also took 2000 steps today
🙏🏽 forever loyal to ana.
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Food is betrayal
Hunger is loyalty
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"Why are you starving yourself?"
God forbid I put myself first and try to better myself.🙄
having an 3d is literally just waiting 24/7
- waiting to w3igh in
- waiting for your next meal / when you can eat
- waiting for ppl to notice your wl
- waiting for the mirror to change
- waiting for the "special number"
✞𝟏𝟖+ 𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐲!!! 𝐄𝐝.𝐧𝐚 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐠 - 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤, 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭. ꙳.𓂃⋆༊ ˖◛⁺ 𝑃𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠. ꙳.𓂃⋆༊
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