I'm Here With You On This. It's Such A Scary Thing To Have To Look Them In The Eyes And See A Different

I'm here with you on this. It's such a scary thing to have to look them in the eyes and see a different glance staring back. It's especially hard to have to rationalize everything that happened in your head, just enough so to make sure your friend has some sort of clue what you're talking about when you explain the situation later on. Cause they're gonna ask. And you'll have to answer. And it's so nerve-wracking. Ugh

Nobody talks about how hard it is to face people again after you've had an episode in front of them

Once they've seen you do full-force into self-destruct, they always look at you with a sense of wariness and like you're not the person they thought you were

The shame makes me want to rip my skin off

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AMITY BLIGHT!!

Stay slaying girl

Decided I'd draw Amity next, she isn't my favorite character but I think after drawing her I very much enjoy her presence and design. I will say I'm super proud of her finally standing up for herself and I wanted to show that here a bit, not just with her hair Leaning away from her mother's and towards her father's but her take on trying her own fashion. I wanted too add more moon imagery (now that I'm writing this I forgot too add the crecents to her dress on the last one, grrrr) I also like how her style gets a little more colder??? Just cooler tones ya know??? I also spruced up her uniform and dress! Kinda like how her mom wanted her too stand out and would do anything for that too happen as well as show her statue and who she is. Hell, I feel she'd make her into a walking advertisement if she could. Anyway!! This was fun and I think I'm gonna try and draw Eda next, branch away from the kids and draw the hottest witch on the isles instead. Till next time ♡♡♡

(Silly note, pls do not repost my work, instead REBLOG!! and don't trust suspicious links ♡♡ mwah mwah)

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poetrydemon

1 year ago

guys, I... I almost forgot I'm a whore. I'm so sorry.

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shitpost WHORE /lhj forgive me

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poetrydemon

1 year ago

Crying rn, excuse me/pos

I love the gender turtle

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insomnia reblog

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poetrydemon

1 year ago

Damn, not the patriarchy patriarching

No, but fr, this is so ironic istg.

RYAN GOSLING "I'm Just Ken" wins Best Original Song at the 29th Annual Critics' Choice Awards (January 14, 2024)

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poetrydemon

8 months ago

Finally, a hobbie to match me

While I do have some odd hobbies this recommendation is a bit much.

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poetrydemon

5 months ago

Why must my dog hurt me with his little electric body

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poetrydemon

2 weeks ago

Had to reblog for very selfish reasons

Has anyone else noticed that Jonathan Groff and Jeremy Jordan sound surprisingly similar when they sing? At least in this short audio clip! Anyway, I hope you enjoy it. Sorry for the lack of a background—I’ll admit, it’s my least favorite thing to draw. I really hope that in a future episode, we get to see Lilith and Lucifer spending some time together to mend their relationship—maybe even go on a date, with Lucifer trying his best to win her over.

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poetrydemon

1 year ago

People who harbor the resentment that I never legally could inspire me to be a bit more bitter on the holidays 🫡