I Want To Love

Feelings are powerful. kept unchecked they will eat away at your sanity until you are steadily talking to yourself in the third person...

VM

“It’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but its harder to give up when you know its everything you want.”

- Unknown

Thinking of how writings and bathrooms have become my safe spaces, to the point where I can be around other people, and instead just go to a bathroom and just write, but it's also a balancing act, the act of trying not feel everything at once lest you break down...And how to actually allow your emotions to flow and let them not define you. It's an uncomfortable, comfortable safe space where I know this writing helps, but I don't would rather not feel anything, life is weird but true like that, we are all somewhat prisoners of some memory, or fear, or disappointment—we at certain points in our lives are all defined by something we cannot change

"My body aches and longs to be next to yours, feeling as if the very stars are in my heart.."

A hunger, a craving for you - eUë

it sucks when friendships & relationships just fade away. you go from talking everyday & seeing each other weekly then the vibes change, the conversation dies & you get tired of being the one to always text/call them 1st. then when you stop intiating contact, you never talk again

Just playing the cards I was dealt.  What else can you do?

This may be a sad chapter but you are not a sad story